Wednesday, July 18, 2007
jiawei typed this on word in office-----
Its really amazing then it comes to blogging. Almost everytime I’m in the mood to blog, I’m nowhere near a com- with internet connection.( like now, I’m in front of the com with NO internet connection) And finally when I am at my com, my mood is somewhere else far far away, carn persuade it back unless it wants to. Its as stubborn as I am. LOL. It shd be aint it? Its MY mood to begin with.
I’m so sad skiving snack boxes are never found in this world. They prolly wun work in the working environment anyway, especially if u get paid hourly. They’d be happier to shoo you away and get your ass home. Admin is as boring as ever and I reckon it will never change. Especially for low-skilled admin staff, like the one I’m doing now. Oh bother. Everytime I tell myself, for the sake of money, and I’d really think its worth it. But at least its better than spending time rotting at home, which I will sadly find myself in that context next Monday onwards. The monotonous lifestyle kicks in, not that its not boring in the office. . I wonder what can change that routine.
Its amazing how skiving can be so stressful. I always thot skiving is a great feeling, but when I try it, I find that I’m more stressed than doing work, cuz I’m really afraid I’ll screw the whole thing up by getting caught. No wonder I’m talking about skiving snack boxes right?
I haven’t found the root to my wrath. Sometimes I feel so helpless, when I’m minding my own business, people come and try look for trouble and pick fights with me when I have absolutely no idea what I have done to incur their wrath against me.
Sometimes I find some stories really ridiculous, thou I must look equally ridiculous as well, sitting in front of the com and smiling to myself when I think of the funny things that joel did last time when we were still dating. Memories, what wonderful things. My story at *******( to protect myself, I shall not reveal the place I work in.blogging can be SO dangerous) can nv be more ridiculous. To make sure that I finish all my stuff on time, and I mean on the dot, I have resorted to timing myself to do how many rcpts every fifteen mins. (this is only so that I can leave on the day that I promised to leave) And this has proved to be really irritating for me, cuz more than often, I’m too fast. I hate having to slow down and stop periodically to avoid being too fast. That precisely explains my presence, not fully though, cuz I really had the urge to blog. (: anyway, I find it exceptionally intriguing y they hired me and had not much work for me to besides checking receipts and some occasional data extraction. I hate being a fast-but-not-accurate worker. Ok, maybe its not as bad as I make it sound, I’m juz not very accurate. Everyone has slips right? I mean, the mountains of receipts I check, its forgivable rite? HAHA. I sound like I’m consoling myself. =X people ard me are gone, cuz they start half an hour earlier than me, so they get to go home earlier as well. AHHH. U really see the just-follow-law scenes here. Like packing up 5 mins b4 end of work and wait for the clock to strike the correct and politically correct time to end work, and its time to go home! Actually I’m a typical example, but the only reason is cuz I have too much time. And that explains a lot. (: or so I thought…
Anw… its time to go off soon. (: that’s the end for today. i’m in a love hate relationship with skiving!
its like wateverr**.
9:09 PM
