Tuesday, July 31, 2007
had a nice weekend, had joel all to myself! (: went to shop for his early birthday present. got him the pretty pretty white mouse which came along with the mouse pad. and got him this flexible keypad too... i din know that keyboards could go up to 169 bucks! =X anw... i'm so glad that blurblock likes all of them (: had cartel for lunch. it was really disappointing. the soup was so diluted when u scoop it up, u can see that its translucent. the spaghetti i tried tasted downright horrible. was so hungry when i was outside cartel, looking at all the yummy food on the menu, but when i saw the food it was totally.. a turnoff. creamy sause turned out brownish in colour. T.T
monday went to collect my paycheck. seriously, i dun understand how busy a person can get till she has no time to write an address and stick a stamp on the envelope. its takes less than like what, 1 min?
!@#$% i juz need to BITCH. (:
went for steamboat dinner @ marina bay with jas and vic. hee~ had a nice time tgt... but i think we shdnt eat steamboat next time. we shd prolly take ala carte. hee~
today's hair appt was cancelled. =( so sad... was really looking fwd to dyeing my hair all night and day.... get well soon hairdresser! =X went home to chiong 9drag today. couldnt play in sch cuz... dunno wat's the FREAKING prob with the damn com. =(=(=( anw... one nussu freak is a damn big bitch. its a HE by the way. amazes me how pple can come and tell me: according to rule number whatever you're not supposed to do whatever. he's such a emo BITCH man. i mean emo HAG. and he's got big breasts. and he loves walking in his big strides and carrying a baton ard. like some freaking retard. (:
i'm such an angel sometimes. and i'm the DEVIL when u get on the wrong side of me. TOO BAD old hag.
dry run tml! (:
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8:23 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
had tuition today. zzzzz was quite siandening. the guy was super careless, like what's new. i'm losing all my patience.
went over to joel's house to watch norbit and chill a bit... watched him play his 9drag.. then after that joined my family+ cousin for dinner (: food was fantastic. after that went to giant @ marine parade to shop for some stuff... couldnt find the huge bag that i like... was totally sian... and the queues @ giant were freaking long. and it seems that everyone likes to go PP to shop @ 8pm and leave @9.30pm. ahhhh... the queues were long, and i din have much patience.
joel went to meet holysky and evilrob today! totally unfair! was so last min.,.. i wish i can go too!!!!! =(
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10:08 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
kbox session was really nice yst. we were at one of the last few rooms in the whole kbox. =X had fun looking at spaxy and van sing. minex was totally shagged from camp. i had a nice time singing my f4 songs. they are the only few that i know how to sing man... =X and the 2 tigers won! ((:
anw... i saw kexin yst. it was such a coincidence~ havent seen her in a super long time! (:
nth much to update also. =X bleahx
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10:31 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
had prog meeting yst. had a hell load of things to laff about. =X i discovered i really know only my clique in uni. all the other pple are like so... foreign, but its nice to know that there are crazy asses like me out there... but its damn scary, cuz they are choa muggers when they go home.
anw.. i've been wanting to cook for joel... but it seems that i nv will nv have the chance to do that,cuz i cannot have a kitchen all to myself. maybe next time... when i'm his mistress! =)
i'm so BORED at home...
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10:01 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007
i finally finished reading the harry potter and the deathly hollows. but no spoilers from me. enjoy to all wwho have not finished reading the book. in case u're in the mood for spoilers, pls go to van's blog for spoilers (: anw... the book is beyond fantastic, but i reckon i shd have reread the entire series b4 reading the 7th book. i hardly remember what the hbp is about. =X i havent any recollection of the ooder of the phoenix as well, so i was quite blur in the movie as well, since i wasnt able to point out which parts were left out.
anw, i was on a mission during the weekends. i'm so glad i made a difference to a couple who were perfectly in love, and mysteriously wanted to break up. i only provided moral support, and bf did the most clever thing i'd nv have thought of doing. but i guess we owe it to them as well... cuz of an incident last time. (: it feels great to be able to help someone... (:
din get to meet joel yst. i know i've been harping on it... its juz one week... but time seems to crawl... i'm totally not in the mood for anything now... sigh... i'm love sick. suffering from joel disease, i need my vitamin j.
oh and i haven bitched about having to put on make up for the rdshow. T.T
what's with all the powder on your face and the black black mascara. all those fake beauty, y do all these gurls seem to be gaga over. in case u din know, i made a total mess out of the make up everymorning. i'm too lazy to put in effort. and it sucks. i'm not kidding... u carn rub your eyes, u're worried it smudges. tell me, y do so many still wanna go thru all these trouble.
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2:39 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
haven been busy but i had work. it was stoning and sitting down most of the time. and at one point in time, my shoes were killing me.
been reading hp. its amazing how many pple died. and there's lots of fighting. i'll still 3/4 thru the book. haven had lots of time.
was so looking fwd to meeting joel today. but he had recall. and sth screwed up. and he's not answering his fone. and i'm worried. his family is worried. when will u stop being so BLUR baby.
i'm so glad for a couple. love is so unpredictable. and i'm so glad the ordeal is all over...
i'm like really tired. really really tired...
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4:57 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
another post in office
I hate being an emo bitch. But I guess such things are inevitable, especially since in my working environment, besides being surrounded by gadgets and paper, the only things with a touch of life are people. Interaction brings people closer, its intriguing how people manage to survive in this cruel and competitive situation in work life.
I hate the feeling of having to leave a place, with your face hot, your eyes welling with water, your incontrollable urge to sob and that choke in your throat as u try to muffle that whimper u can foresee coming. Lots of feelings just rushing through your head, all the times spent in that place, the words exchanged, despite times of sadness and loneliness. I’m beginning to appreciate why they say everything is predestined. And I must say that I’m glad to learn new things in the new places I ventured to. Relationship with each individual is indeed special, and different people appreciate and reciprocate things in different ways. (:
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rdshow today was pathetic. overmanpower. =X
HARRY POTTER TML! SO EXCITED!!!!!
sth happened. i'm really sad... and worried. pick up the fone. pls, dun let it go so easily...
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7:59 PM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
i hate make-up
i have nv used make up in my entire life- unless someone actually helped me do it.
what's with make up and the service industry.
zzzzz
stressed *pulls hair*
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11:07 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
jiawei typed this on word in office-----
Its really amazing then it comes to blogging. Almost everytime I’m in the mood to blog, I’m nowhere near a com- with internet connection.( like now, I’m in front of the com with NO internet connection) And finally when I am at my com, my mood is somewhere else far far away, carn persuade it back unless it wants to. Its as stubborn as I am. LOL. It shd be aint it? Its MY mood to begin with.
I’m so sad skiving snack boxes are never found in this world. They prolly wun work in the working environment anyway, especially if u get paid hourly. They’d be happier to shoo you away and get your ass home. Admin is as boring as ever and I reckon it will never change. Especially for low-skilled admin staff, like the one I’m doing now. Oh bother. Everytime I tell myself, for the sake of money, and I’d really think its worth it. But at least its better than spending time rotting at home, which I will sadly find myself in that context next Monday onwards. The monotonous lifestyle kicks in, not that its not boring in the office. . I wonder what can change that routine.
Its amazing how skiving can be so stressful. I always thot skiving is a great feeling, but when I try it, I find that I’m more stressed than doing work, cuz I’m really afraid I’ll screw the whole thing up by getting caught. No wonder I’m talking about skiving snack boxes right?
I haven’t found the root to my wrath. Sometimes I feel so helpless, when I’m minding my own business, people come and try look for trouble and pick fights with me when I have absolutely no idea what I have done to incur their wrath against me.
Sometimes I find some stories really ridiculous, thou I must look equally ridiculous as well, sitting in front of the com and smiling to myself when I think of the funny things that joel did last time when we were still dating. Memories, what wonderful things. My story at *******( to protect myself, I shall not reveal the place I work in.blogging can be SO dangerous) can nv be more ridiculous. To make sure that I finish all my stuff on time, and I mean on the dot, I have resorted to timing myself to do how many rcpts every fifteen mins. (this is only so that I can leave on the day that I promised to leave) And this has proved to be really irritating for me, cuz more than often, I’m too fast. I hate having to slow down and stop periodically to avoid being too fast. That precisely explains my presence, not fully though, cuz I really had the urge to blog. (: anyway, I find it exceptionally intriguing y they hired me and had not much work for me to besides checking receipts and some occasional data extraction. I hate being a fast-but-not-accurate worker. Ok, maybe its not as bad as I make it sound, I’m juz not very accurate. Everyone has slips right? I mean, the mountains of receipts I check, its forgivable rite? HAHA. I sound like I’m consoling myself. =X people ard me are gone, cuz they start half an hour earlier than me, so they get to go home earlier as well. AHHH. U really see the just-follow-law scenes here. Like packing up 5 mins b4 end of work and wait for the clock to strike the correct and politically correct time to end work, and its time to go home! Actually I’m a typical example, but the only reason is cuz I have too much time. And that explains a lot. (: or so I thought…
Anw… its time to go off soon. (: that’s the end for today. i’m in a love hate relationship with skiving!
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9:09 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i'm like freaking frustrated with a particular someone. not cuz of PMS. but cuz that person is freaking pissing the fuck out of me.
2 more days till i stop work at singtel. oh man... this is getting kinda emo. everytime i work, its a love-hate relationship. sometimes i love the work, sometimes i HATE it. dunno its ironic or is it juz me that's bonkers.
been really irritable even after the bloody week is gone. i'm a hell of a jumpy rabbit with shot guns and i juz pluck them out when u say sth wrong and BANG, your head's gone man.
i need retail therapy. seriously.
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7:29 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
so my fren shared this with me some time ago. i still dunno what i shd do. so i decided to share...
A saw her best friend going out with another guy besides her best friend's boyfriend one day. and they werent behaving themselves as they shd. meaning it looked more than just friends. A was quite mad at her best friend cuz she also knew her best friend's boyfren. at that point in time, A's best friend wasnt on good terms with her bf. A doesnt know whether she shd tell A's bf about it. in the end, she din.
sometimes... its juz so difficult to keep our abnormally large nose out of love affairs yea. friendship with both sides prove difficult to take a side. damn.
i also dunno whether A did right or not. tell and spoil A's relationship with her bf. Dun tell and she hurts A's best fren's bf as well.
both ways are as bad. maybe turning a blind eye is the right thing after all.
going to be a busy week. and i want my BOO!!!!!
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10:24 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
sometimes i feel like i'm a lousy gf. ok that's an exagaration... i am lousy. bf was sick yst night, din tell me at all, and today when he came over for lunch, i couldnt see that he wasnt feeling well... =X even my mum could see he wasnt in one of his best conditions... =X
crap. i hate squabbling about retarded issues like not checking handphones. FUCK OFF MAN. who the mama are u to make so much noise. i'm pissed. FUCKING pissed with u.
sigh... not going to see my hun for 2 wks. or almost 2 wks. ahhh... sian... i need my vitamin joel. =X
anw... i have a freind who wants to find... gurlfren... anyone interested??? HAHA...
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9:02 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
miss jiawei finally realises that she cannot buy things on her own, esp clothes. she always tend to get clothes one size too small. not that she bought sth that she carn wear, but its rather tight fitting. =X but then again, with great sg sale, clothes dun come in good sizes anymore. and the next thing u know, u queue like 15 mins juz to try on clothes and if u need to try another size, it takes u another 15 mins queueing. and the entire process of paying and choosing clothes takes about the same time as the queueing. the prices after discount is the only console... AHHHH...
anw... i LOVE HP and the order of the phoenix.its BLOODY BRILLIANT--> if i could quote ron weasley. (: i love fred and george! they are so FULL of surprises. and i shall not be a SPOILER! must wwatch. i give it 11 out of 10! (:
i'm HUNGRY. but i carn eat! i must lose weight!!!!!
tired. still waiting for blurblock to call me. =X
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10:23 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
I'M FRUSTRATED with 9drag. Y ISIT SO SUPER LAG I CARN PLAY AND CUZ OF THAT I KEEP DYING.
ARGH. now i can only help joel lv up. URGH... so IRRITATING... and i caused his friend to die too.. cuz carn save him. =(=(=(=( super sad... haish
i'm super tired... tml teaching similarities and congruency. i hate triangles. =X
i'm like damn sian...
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11:52 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
OMFG. i juz realise how that medical conference is on 21ST JULY. LIKE WTFED. i made plans to read my beloved book, harry potter and the deathly hollows... and i think i will look like a retard carrying that children's version that i wanna buy to the conference. AHHHHH!!!
ahhhh........
i'm a potterfanatic!!!!!!
yours truely,
MOONY
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8:32 PM
yay! (: going to work at a medical conference over the next weekend. finally something related- or slightly related to pharmacy. was surprised to hear from jo. hope the pay is good! ((: but need to wear formal. like black pants and stuff. die... dunno need to get formal shoes also notx... =X and need a pair of new blouse... hopefully all these are going to be good investment! and i'm so lucky to have minex to pei me work! haha~ wootx!!!!! hee~
work is sian. today added like 200 plus pages of numbers. no kidding. but punching calculator not as zun as excel! i heart excel!!!! (:
i need to go shoppin!!!!! YAY!!! i heart shopping!!!
mum was very sweet... ask me to dun work for the last 2 weeks of hols and rest... (: i heart my mummy!!!! *muakx
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7:46 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
i realised i prolly slapped a lot of pple on the face yst during the meeting with the words that came from my mouth. i apologise for being so direct if u were hurt. but some comments about communication problems directed at prog side( or so i thought) were so... unsupported. i thought thru what i said, maybe i shd have put it in another way, or i shd have elaborated. well... prog side really did a lot of planning, and of cuz execution of things also under our side. so really hope pple understand how difficult it is to communicate with so many different pple about one particular problem. well, at least in my point, the very least one can do is to read the proposal, if not at least read the internal schedule which we pput in effort to print out and paste on the wall. and the reason y some pple are not informed about certain activities cuz they were MIA. cannot expect us to keep taking attendence and make sure u all are there b4 we brief right. i know its stupid to say so much only after the camp. i guess we all are at fault la. we werent really fully prepared for everything. i hope FOW will be different. and maybe having a goal is good after all. (:
work started today. another 2 wks of staring at receipts and i'll live my life a happy mapler or slacker or bummer thou i hope it'll be a relief teacher! (: hee~ i haven been taking fotos! but what's the pt when i'm not fotogenic. haha~ whatever!!!!!!!
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8:52 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
surprisingly, i'm bored. i thot i would enjoy the day, just lazing around ... but i realised that's going to be boring. sometimes i wonder how i managed to laze my day away... instead of doing something useful- most of the time that's earning money...
been getting really emotional these few days... i wonder what the hormones are doing to my emotions these few days. besides being highly irritatable, i'm totally sensitive and can feel the tears on the verge of overflowing when some comments that i don't wish to hear just come out of someone's mouth. most of the time, i think back about it and realise how extremely sensitive i was, but at that time, the emotions juz got the better of me. how amusing hormones can be, like totally screwing up your personality.
the thought of school starting has nv appealed to me. my past year in sch had been eventful but the results part is disappointing. but i guess what my friend says is true. so long as u're in pharmacy, so long as u stay on with cap 2 and above, u'll still graduate and become a pharmacist. i wonder how true it is now thou...
emo emo emo...
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9:43 AM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
got sent home for halfday today. tml no work! how seng nang is work man... but i guess its a good break! not that i have any choice thou... HAHA!
made last min arrangement to go out with yanting today! i was so glad she could make it! sat down to have lunch at mos burger... was TALKING SO MUCH SO MUCH! i miss talking to her about anything and everything! ((: resisted temptation to buy clothes... must save MONEY!!!!! hee~
next thurs day kbox session... (: wootx! not that i'm singing... but spaxy and van can sing to their hearts content!!!!!
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6:22 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
meeting up with dearies tml... not sure what we're doing anw... but i juz wanna spend time with these babes! ((:
prog dinner on tuesday night! ((: i heart all programmers!
watched rob-b- hood today! it was nice... his popo came over to stay... glad she's better... thou i find it hard to converse with her in hainanese... i think she's a cute old lady...
Proposal Daisakusen is a nice show! go watch it! hee~
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9:59 PM