Wednesday, November 30, 2005
first day of work is rather tiring. i view of the working world. hmMm... met nice pple today. :) really glad that i managed to get this job. but i'm really sorry to my dearies for pang-sehing them for the zoo trip. =X carn apply for leave sia... cuz they training me... cuz one of the guys going over to another dept and they need pple who are quite uhm... familiar wif the system. really sorry... will make it up to you worx...
hmMm... today i did sth that i noe i shdn't have done. i noe i shd be more independent, but i need time to adapt to an env, the worse thing is when all your frenx are going for a camp and you have to go work alone wif a scary boss who juz tells you off for putting the drink on the floor... that you'll have to mop the carpet floor if it spills and if you put it on the desk you might spill it on the com. so where i put it sia. like wtf.
i know there's always a first time... but... can it just not be the first time??
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7:44 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
yay!!! i'm starting work tml. and its not from all the interviews that i've been to. thanks to my dearie bekah!!! :) some admin stuff at novena, my cup of tea. hehe~
wooh... it certainly made my day better after a rather demoralising and depressing day. haha~
*big grins* wide grinx*
to my dearies, i think we shd have some bbq or wat b4 jeremy goes into army. to think about it, i haven't had a single proper meal wif jeremy since he joined our class. which is rather pathetic. =X hmMm... yeap???? :)
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10:11 PM
sigh... i hate interviews. i hate job searching. i hate the hols. i'm stressed. even more stressed than A levels. argh.
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8:09 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
who in the world would exclaim that my hair is punkish is such a big liar. i feel so fucking pissed.
went out wif yt today to check out the SAT thing. actually, i have no idea why i'm going to take the exam. when i'm rather sure that i am not going to do well for the exams. i have no idea what i wanna be in life. i noe its better for me to like make up my mind now. but its getting so irritating.
cousin came over to help me in my job search. :) so sweet right!!! well, its good to have someone go thru the papers wif you and help you in your so-nv-heard-before-how-to-write resume. haha~ i dunnO lar...then i discovered that she also has three ear holes on one ear!! and the other one also only has one. same as me!!! now i got ppleto support me in multiple earholes~ and she say she can help me hilight sia~ wootx... how can i duN love her right???
getting pple to meet up is like so difficult. first we settle on a date. then sth crops up and you carn have it on that date. and finding a substitute date is so darn difficult. =( i'm so exhausted.
if i'm not going out wif bekah they all on fri, i'm going over to see scooby. :) hee~ so happy...
i lost the feeling. really.
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11:12 PM
whoa... it has been 4 days since A levels ended. :) hee~everyone's juz busy wif everything they've wanted to do after As. i've yet to pack my table. =X haha~ but i think i'll do that tml. cuz my cousin's coming over agian today. and you noe sth, everytime he comes over, there has gotta be some maple patch update or sth like that, so i carn use maple. blehx... bad luck...
going out wif yt today. :) i'm so dying to get a job. i need $$!!!!! there's so much that i wanna do lei... i haven't got the chance to go ICESKATING. (so you think they have iceskating ring in taiwan?? i remember asking minex they all to go ice skating for my bdae celebration) haha~ i haven't went sailing and kayaking!!!! hurx... sigh...
i dunnO how to face some problems on my own. and i have absolutely no idea how anyone can help me. all i can say i'm afraid. afraid to get hurt. afraid to trust someone only to get hurt in the end. i'm afraid to take the first step. i'm at lost to what's in store for me in the future. i'm afraid i'll get too dependent. i... juz dunnO how to face you.
been thinking about the class. what held us together was the school, the name 04S204. each individual in the class is independent, caring and friendly. the class size grew from 18 to 25. and wif the new additions, we were more united than ever. thou there were times where we were not on very good terms wif each other, time spent in lessons together were memorable. the mugging in the lib, chem clinics, bio tutorials, math lecs, gp tutorial. i'll miss jc life. like i always said, the nice pple i met in this 2 yr course made the intensive studing worth while. i dunnO how many pple i will keep in contact wif, but i assure you that everyone of you will not be forgotten. really hope there's gonna be some outing where everyone can attend. its not the same if someone is like missing in action. i noe this is rather impossible, but there can be miracles yeah?? let me have another one of my dream come true.
its scary i'm not going to see the pple i've been seeing everyday, for the last 2 yrs, for another 3 months. u noe... it takes 2 to clap. i may wanna meet up wif some of you... but you may be busy. let fate decide. but i've had too many disappointments that have proven to me that every effort to make an outing possible fell thru... cuz of some reason. watever. oh well...
kkies... talk about sth more cheerful. :) my sis's coming cak on wed. wootx!!! then we're going job searching together. :) learning driving soon. hee~
kkies... my cousin's here. he wants the com. tata...
been a long time since i've seen my tuition matey!! tag pple tag!!!!
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8:55 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
had a great time at minex house thou i kept dozing off. not my fault can... i woke up at 7am in the morn. my biological clock sucks man... watched many movies yesterday... ella enchanted, meet the fockers, polar express, troy... haha~ and played cards all this lor...
i dunnO what else to say lerx... juz a memorable experience that i will nv forget... :) *muakx* wished van was wif us thou..... nvm... there's always next time... and the taiwan trip :)
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9:14 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
It's an excellent day for you, Jia Wei! Although no specific events will occur today, there is huge promise of freedom in the upcoming months. In your chief occupation and in your love life, a fundamental shift is about to occur. As the months unfold, you can expect to be more of a visionary, more creative, and perhaps more rebellious. This time, you'll be much more effective than in the past two or three years.i must say this is one of the best(and most true) predictions of the year... :)
updates...
last day of the much HATED A levels. the taste of sweet liberation. :)
went to cine for lunch. cartel set lunch was rather horrible. after eating the set lunch, including drink, main course, soup of the day and dessert, i lost interest in all kinds of food. including those that used to appeal to me. ice creams nv spoiled my apetite, but it did for today. =X after that went to get my 3rd piercing. haha~ this is such a rash decision, oh well... watever... i duN really care.. and we went to watch just like heaven. a sweet sweet show... two twists in the ending if you ask me... but yeah, it was a happy ending... highly recommended show if you ask me...:) better than emily rose show. haha~ all of us were so disturbed by the show... =X after then show we went shopping... so NICE lor... but orchard has changed so much... i think the last time i was there was 8th oct. how cool's that... far east is no longer that dark, so bright now...
so tired. so very very tired. and its finally time to rest our weary souls.
the guys went to dye their hair today. haha~ so cool lor... i wanna dye my hair too... but scared my earhole infection sia... haha~ nvm... a later date...
freedom. wootx... :)
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8:21 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
omg... i think i really think too much, so much to the extent i had a stupid persistent headache which started bugging me from the time i woke up till the time i slept. how totally uncool. its another 26 hours till liberation. :) the best thing that can ever happen for this year.
my sis is coming back in 7 days. really happy!!! missed her loads... you nv learn how to treasure unless you lose sth i guess... hmMmm...
dunnO when the class bbQ will be. everyone's pretty much going away and no one seems to be organising anything as of yet. maybe we shd really sit down and talk about it after the paper tml... and i wanna take loads of pics too. tml shall be the last day i'm wearing the MJ uniform. very much the last day i'm ever going to wear any sch uni too... happy things and sad things did happen in MJ, but i only wanna remember all the good things. hope friendships will last!!! i lurve muh ohfourasstwoohfour~
gonna work hard to earn lots n lots of money... wanna get xmas prezies for my dearies and also my very much treasured friends. and of cuz repay all the bdae presents that i nv give cuz of the stupid A levels!!! hurx...
i had this crazy idea of going overseas for valentines day next year too.. but they all say like not good, later our parents really think we're les. haha~ ok then... nvm... then in singapore we shall stay...
this morning, my mum asked me where i was chilling out tml. she even offered to sponsor all expenses for tml!!! haha~ so good hor :) n dad also asked me to quickly go for the driving test... he gonna sponsor me to learn how to drive. :) i have the best parents in the world. cuz i noe for sure they lurve me and the scoldings and naggings were all for my own good!!!
thinking of dying my hair... but dunNo what colour lei.. carn go for too wild colours, cuz have to go work la... imagine if i sign up for a job being a relief teacher's and i turn up at the clerk's desk at the admin office wif the official docs in that hair. i bet she'll juz go hysterical and the principal will come after me. =X
actually i haven't been sleeping well for all these days. ever since the 1st week of A levels. and i duN think i will get good sleep until after i get my results. sigh... it has been like that for the O levels. and freak it. i have to suffer it again. hopefully the outcome for both exams will differ. i dowan another disappointment.
you noe sth?? i had a dream come true. it came true last year. :) and i lurved that dream come true.
ooh... wee seng wrote me a testimonial :) hee~ (this is so damn random)
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7:30 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
i realise how i carn live w/o internet today. life is such a bore. if there's no internet connection, its as good as not having the com. really...
i realise how boring my house is esp when there are no vcds at home. hmMm... maybe its a sign, i shd go get more VCDs to store at home to keep me alive. i swear i almost died today. bored to death if you wanna noe the reason.
watched exorcism of emily rose wif my dars today. haha~ it was quite horrible la... to me...but it was nice. its the only scary movie that i watch after sixth sense if you consider that scary. haha...watever...
another 3 days till liberation. i'm so looking forward to it. no one's sane enough to still be mugging...now... haha...
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6:39 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
just sent my sister off to her SLP. hmMm... mixed feelings i guess. its funny how we always quarrel about crazy things. and we get so mad at each other, but when i comes to problems that we have to face(be it together or by ourselves), ultimately we're always there for each other. true, we bitch about each other, but deep down we still care a lot for each other. and this care is genuine, not like some others which is nothing but a fascade. sisterhood. something that i got from guides. the best example is yt. yeah, she's more than juz a best friend , she's just like another family member of mine, that i dUn live wif. :) anw, hope my sis wun have such a hard time there. (thou that will be quite impossible) all i hope is nth much screw up. *cross fingers* haha...
crushes are temporary.
love for someone who has a significant part of your life is genuinely forever.
thru this A level period, maybe its time for all of us to decide, whether or not our feelings for that particular someone, is juz a crush or really someone that we really wanna go into a relationship in the later part of life.
be true to yourself.
omg... i miss my sis alr... =(
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8:01 AM
Friday, November 18, 2005
my sis's going to batam tml for the overseas cip project. hope everything goes well for them. will miss having someone sleeping beside me when she's gone... oh well... no use ranting about it... at least she's juz gone for uhm... 2 weeks?? that's long but she'll be back when i finish the ruddy exams and i'm free to go on shopping sprees and long dates wif her and my cousin. :) new yr clothes shopping i guess.
well well... haven't told my mum about the overnight mahjong session at minex house but i reckon she'll agree to it. and about the birthday thing... juz a word... HAHA. but i still think she'll agree to it i guess...
oh yeah... 28th nov. reunion of the marauders!!!!!! WOOTX!!! and tk is back at tampines!!! east rawks *grins*
last paper for chem today... hope its not too difficult. jia you everyone!!!
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9:10 AM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
i woke up today being kicked in tHe nose by my sis. how great. i wonder how it(my nose) will react... on this cold raining day. maybe a nose bleed when i sneeze my sensitive nose?? but that's kinda norm. to add on to that.... i had the most horrible dream in this exam season. i dreamt that i only got a freaking 8/50 for my essay for GP. WTF. what a spoiler!!!
today is the day of the movie. you have no idea how much i want to go watch the movie NOW. like NOW. hurx.... seriously. my sis watched the sneak preview yesterday. my bro's got the tix for the movie today. *whines a lot a lot a lot* all thanks to the FREAKING EXAMS. i hate it. i'm supposed to be the one who's the potter fanatic, y are they watching the movie b4 i do. i'm going crazy juz thinking about the movie. and the best alternative to satisfy my craving for the movie, i resorted reading goblet of fire again.
everyone's talking about it. to add on to my agony, the morning muttons are talking about it as i'm typing this. i'm so jealous. I WANNA WATCH THE SHOW. =( not any other day but TODAY! on the day it starts. still remember i watched the prizoner of askaban wif prongs and padfoot. wormtail was MIA. but at least i'm sure this time round, the marauders are watching it together. :) its been so long since i've seen them. yeah, the last meeting was when we went to watch POA.
there are just so so many pple i wanna meet up wif after the exams. :)
oh yeah... i was talking to yt on the phone last night, and you noe what, the last time i saw her was like when?? 8 oct. we did some math, and till the day i see her, which is 28th nov, it wud be exactly 1 month and 3 since i last saw her!!! =( omg. i think that's the longest time i've not seen her since i've first known her. *oops* i think i'm making a big fuss out of nth.
oh yeah, hope our class will have sth like a class lunch after the last paper. and i cross my fingers we're not going somewhere to like TM. TOWN PLS!!! if not after that i will go town myself, hoping to meet yt they all. wakekekek~
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8:06 AM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
mooneh
weiz
daughter :)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
my eyes
my hair
my small hands
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
my fatness
my height
i duNNo...
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
loneliness (i kinda hate doing things alone)
exams
stupid cockroaches. they shd b eliminated from this world long ago wif the dinos
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
hp
money
contacts
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
clothes
underwear
glasses
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
understanding
no stupid nonsense like the " you happy i happy " theorem. get a life. juz be more open about how you really feel
do mad mad things?
(that' s y i dowan to get into a relationship. too much commitment)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
juz go stare at JERRY YAN. he's my lao gong :)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
iceskating
running
mad mad stuff
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
iceskating
sleep
shopping :) retail therapy
YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
going overseas to celebrate my bdae :) *grinz*
marrying my lao gong in a church in barcelona
asking the whole class to bring their notes on 24th dec and burn them all the in the sch... as well as burn down the bloody sch**l
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
barcelona
paraguay (i wanna go see the super cute santa cruz)
egypt
THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
travel ard the world
bungee jumping
all kinds of sea sports :)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
vulgar
will fight if provoked
i duN like spending too much time in the place called toilet
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
i whine like a lot
i kinda hate some com games
i lurve retail therapy :)
THREE (times two) PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ
minex
van
spaxY
steffie
tien kwan
ham
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7:49 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
wootx... my sin is lv 38!!!! 2 more lvls to my dark pilfer.
seriously i have no freaking mood to study anymore. everyday what we talk about are the plans that we wanna do after the freaking papers make their way to cambridge. wahahahaha~
today i heard some news that... uhm... quite horrified me. hmMm.. hope things will get better.
carm wait for the class BBQ!!!! :) then after that i can go and work. i noe it seems silly that i'm finding work so fast b4 i can enjoy myself. well... its good to get more money and get more experience i guess...
minex suggested that i have my bdae celebration overseas next yr. :) hmMm... good idea horx... it'll be such a memorable one... :)
the class gurls were saying sth about sailing and kayaking. wootx... i love all these outdoor activities man!!! there's so much to do but so little time to accomplish everything. hurx....
i lurve my tagboard!!! :)
carn wait to meet up wif the marauders soon!!! :)
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2:28 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
don't love you no more (i'm sorry)--- craig david
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe
who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause
I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause
I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause
I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
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8:26 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
perhaps its time for me to blog properly.
first of all... we finished 500 marks worth of exam in these 4 days. and in the next two weeks, we have another 205 marks to go... wootx... its ending soon...
hope everything is going well for steffie... jia you gurl... duN stress yourself out too much... *hugs*
there's juz so much to do after the A levels. i'm so excited. i think we're going over to minex house for movie marathon on the 25th and our tai tai mahjong session that we haven't had since the march block test. :) going to the zoo on 28th. a harry potter session wif my dearest marauders. and not forgetting sailing wif magan spaxy and minex... duNno van wanna join us notx... :)
not going overseas anymore, so i shall try go get a job. :) earn more money and get prepared for our taiwan trip which will hopefully be in march. :)
after the Gp paper today, went to TM to have lunch. haha... ate at mac... then went to walk walk a while. we spent so much time in the VCD shops.... i guess it all adds up to ard an hour perhaps. =X ok... i think maybe 45 mins... whahahaha~
sometimes i really wonder if i'm mature enough for some stuff. sometimes i really hate the commitment. i kinda like things the way they are now... =X sigh... dunNo larx...
hmmm... nvm think happy thoughts... :) i love mapling!!! and GB!!! :)
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8:34 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
i guess i dun need to mention how fucking shocked at the kinds of questions they came out wif. i'm duNno what else to say.
i shd keep my notes for a next attempt. bye bye AAA. say hi to FFF.
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12:50 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Know what you are getting yourself into, Jia Wei, especially if it has to do with love or romance. Like a fly on a tree branch, you may be carefully inspecting the beautiful spider web at your feet. You are tempted to step on the beautiful silky strands, yet once you place one foot on the sticky web, you will find yourself tangled there for a long time - maybe forever.
is this a warning??
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8:40 PM