Monday, October 31, 2005
Your emotions are especially piqued today, Jia Wei, and you will be spurred on to take action. People might have a me-first attitude that is apt to get you on your nerves. You are more interested in the collective and improving the situation for all parties. Someone else may be working completely counter to this mode of action, causing a bit of friction in your dealings. Stay strong to your principles and act with confidence..
today is minex's bdae!!! :) finally we're all 18. wootx!!! clubbing anyone??? =) love ya lotx gurl
today... went over to minex's place to study after consultation... but i guess we're not really in the mood to study =X rather distracted.
think happy thoughts :)
its like wateverr**.
5:53 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
check out denzil's blog :) its cool...
wonderful memories... and its amazing how much pple change in the course of 2 yrs :)
the resentful times... the happy times... the warm times...
i gotta say its the best 2 yrs of sch life i've ever had
love my dearest ohfourasstwoohfour to bits
*muaks*
its like wateverr**.
8:28 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
it was an unpleasant experience. its freaked the hell out of me last night. maybe you may think i'm over reacting, but if you see your mum in such excruciating pain and you can do nth to help its like duh... how not fucked-up can you feel. but at least everything's better now. high blood pressure is a silent killer. thank god it didn't lead to a stroke or heart attack or whatever fucking thing there is la.
damn. i feel the pressure. yes. like now. 13 days left, so many things to do. =X
to steffie: thankies gurl *hugs* im fine now...
to that special someone: thanks for being there to hear me rant :)
its like wateverr**.
12:34 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
whoa... long time since i've updated... at least to me. =X
anw... life is rather a bore now. its juz studies and more studies. (not that i've been doing that very much either) sighs...
last thurs went over to my cousin's house for his bdae celebration. went home early cuz my dad was kinda tired.
fri: stayed at home... was supposed to go out at night, but unfortunately things didn;t turn out the way we planned and it juz got cancelled.
sat and sun: slacked the whole 2 bloody day away. but i went runnning on sunday evening. :)
yesterday: went back to sch... wanted to stay in sch to study but some circumstances changed and so we juz went back home to study...
hmMm... hope my dar's feeling better!!! :) *hugs*
pLay hArd studY haRd :) sounds familiar yeah?
its like wateverr**.
6:52 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
marcos hernandez--
if you were mine
If you were mine,
I be your your everything
and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one
that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and
you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that
you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else,
but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and
you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that
you are the only one that I could ever want
Ohhh Yeaaa
Let me be the one to share your hopes and dream
You'll never be alone again,
cuz' I will hold you in this day
Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and
you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that
you are the only one
that I could ever want
its like wateverr**.
8:06 AM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
you noe sth??? MY DAD RAWKS!!! :) he nv fails to bring a smile on my face!!! :) and he's JUKEBOX... nono... more like radio... :)
its like wateverr**.
9:27 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
yes i'm pissed. fucking pissed at everything that's happening.
that noob asked me for my ez link card agian. fucking hell. y duN you get a life and wait till you're 18 to watch M18 shows. go away. fuck off. KNNBCCB
YOU HAVE CHANGED. YES. EVER SINCE YOU HAD A STEAD, U NV HELPED. EVERY NIGHT WAS JUZ TALKING ON THE FONE. HAVE YOU EVER HELPED IN A SINGLE WAY OR ANOTHER. ITS ALWAYS THE REST OF US WHO ARE DOING THE WORK, WE HAVE A LIFE TOO YOU NOE. LAST TIME YOU WERE NOT THAT SELF CENTRED. NOW EVEN IF YOU'RE HOME EARLY, YOU DUN BOTHER TO THINK WHETHER THERE'S ANYONE TO COOK DINNER. YOU JUZ GO OUT AND SPEND ALL YOUR FREE TIME WIF HIM. YES. YOU'RE NOT AS RESPONSIBLE AS YOU WERE LAST TIME. THAT'S THE TRUTH. YOU DUN CARE ABOUT ANYONE ANY MORE EXCEPT YOURSELF AND YOUR BOYFRIEND. AND U NOE STH, YOU'RE DISGUSTING. TILL THE POINT I DUN EVEN BOTHER WANTING TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE.
i noe this is like a repeated point. but yeah. you need to get things off your chest once in a while.
nth right ever comes out from my mouth. i came to a conclusion: i better keep my mouth shut.
oh yeah. y are some pple juz after sex? juz what's wrong wif a relationship first and after marriage then sex. y come demanding for sex when you have hardly even got together for a month. and y ask her for sex when in your head you still cant get the other her out your mind. go get a whore if youre such a jerk. she deserved better than to lose something so precious to her to you, who obviously doesn't deserve it at all)
its like wateverr**.
8:49 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
went over to minex's place to study today. :) thanks gurl!!! its always good to study wif you... at least i duN get distracted...
nth much... juz mugging everyday...
yupyup...
its like wateverr**.
6:49 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Your mind today might be on power struggles, which may have caused quarrels amongst your entourage, placing you in a rather uncomfortable position. Conflicting loyalties might come up when others try to draw you into the fray. Jia Wei, stay out of it! Your basic rebellious nature could propel you into anger at this time, and this would do you no good. Try to think of something else until you've calmed down and regained your perspective.
think happy thoughts??
its like wateverr**.
2:40 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
was so super tired from all the excitement yesterday. :)
part one:(my cousins are back to terrorise me... so i gotta blog n parts)
grad day. i was hoping for this day when i stepped into MJ, and now, i actually hope this day nv came so quickly. this may sound a lil sick, but yeap, they all say JC life's gonna be the best part of your life. and i agree, it is. :) the friends u make are the most wonderful lot, (or maybe it juz in MJ) but anw, i actually felt a tinge of sadness. reading the msges from the teachers, the bookmarks that mrs chong and mr sung made for us. its gonna bring back fond memories for us.
mrs chong: the very very cold math teacher. but made me love math like its no one's business
mr sung: the one who claims that everyone is a potential A student who hasn't shown his/her potential. i guess its true to a certain extent
mr yeow: HAMMER OUT THE KET WORDS. THANK GOD!!!
mr conrad lee: HUGE sense of humour and a really cute smile and figure in class. :)
part 2 : 0747
i must say the teachhers have been very very patient with us. yeap... and i really wanna thank them for that. :) i think what i'm gonna miss most are the friends. friendship was brief... but it is (i hope) rather strong.
anw, i was supposed to study in sch, but i went out for lunch with spaxY minex and van. its been a long time since we had lunch together, with my frequent stayin in sch and stuff. hardly had time to eat lunch with them. yeap, we went to tampines, cuz i wanted to get my fbt shorts from tm, but it couldn't be found. actually wanted to go minex's house to study, but later i changed my plan cuz my cousin was at home, so i went over extra early. :) rotted at her house at first and the both of us were so bored we decided to go TM. so i was like in tm twice a day. XD
had a lot of fun yesterday. :) told each other a lot a lot of things. went to walk walk and get hp strap. wootx... then later went back home. and i bought my shorts at simei!!! like finally, the correct colour and cut!!! took a lot of time finding that shorts lorx... :) but i lke it.
was so tired by 9pm so we juz laid in bed together like we used to when we were lil and watched tv.except last time we were able to squeeze in a single bed, now we are like too huge... and when we were on our way home, my mum said we're going to go aust wif my cousins together!!! WOOTX!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so freaking happy la!!!
and at that point of time, my dad msged me. he got his enlistment letter. sigh.. its not a good sign cuz he's going in early. =( i'm so sad... only one month to rot wif us... sigh... i miss my dad already. muz spend more time together... do many many things together!!! if not carn see them for so long...
i'm in the mood for lurve. cuz i lurve everyone. all my friends to bits and pieces!!!
its like wateverr**.
7:08 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
There is tension all around you, so you are likely to be happiest spending as much time by yourself as possible, Jia Wei. If you must interact with people, keep your communication clear and concise.
There is much room for misunderstanding and misinterpretation today, all of which could result in a major blow up over a minor event. It's simply not worth the trouble of being with people today. In seclusion is the only place where you'll find peace.
sigh... that's what's just happened... =(
i'm so sorry dear...
its like wateverr**.
7:21 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
sometimes it doesn't pay to be helpful.
sometimes u do sth out of your own goodness... and when u need help, it is only natural that if that someone you helped b4 can help you, you'll expect them to help.
but some pple are plain selfish. they care only about themselves. if you help them, its only natural. its so hard for them to lend a helping hand. what more can i say leh? i dunnO...
some pple are juz not worth helping.
its like wateverr**.
7:41 PM
in the sch library now. its recess... =X so siandified... =( today 9 pple turned up for bio. and i have proudly declared that I'M NOT TURNING UP FOR BIO TML! =)
i'm bored... very bored.. someone entertain me. wanna watch lots of movies... the european giggalo(issit spelt like that??), GOF... hurx...
this sat is a special day...stil thinking whether i shd go, but most likely i wun... but i'd love to dance the mass dance again. :)
its like wateverr**.
10:00 AM
Monday, October 10, 2005
sometimes i feel there are a gazillion pple in this world, but none of them seem to be on the same wavelength as me. its juz like i'm talking nonsense. they carn understand me i carn understand them.
i read a nice book called the wedding by nicholas sparks. sometimes its nice to indulge and savour the nice romance that's happening in the novel. put yourself in the shoes of the character and feel the love. :) that's escapism if i'm not wrong. and we need this in some point of our lives.
i noe i have been very vulgar in the past few posts. i... dunnO... its not like me to curse so much and feel so much hatred till i blog about things in such a way... =S nvm... anyway... i realised that i'm not alone. my dar also feeling quite pissed about family matters... sigh... nvm... we've got each other... we can elope... bet they duN even realise...
i feel that i no longer know him as i knew him a few months ago. maybe its me being sensitive... but... yeah, there's no doubt we drifted apart, for god noes what reason, but i hope he noes that i'll always be there fer him no matter that... cuz... he's my friend. a very very special friend... that i dun wish to lose.
its like wateverr**.
6:25 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i had a nice afternoon wif my dearies yesterday. :) super happy. its been really a long long time since we've seem each other. our lat outing was before the mids i think. >.< now we'll be separated till after the As. and the worse thing is the start of our As is the start of hammie's term too. nvm...
40 yr old virgin. my first M18 show. and boy, i'm glad i went out wif my dearies to catch it. they didn't check my IC. :) and it was hilarious. but wif some rather explicite scenes if you ask me. =X some parts are... HORNY. but nevertheless, it was a nice show.
really had a nice time exchanging info, asking ham about her bdae celebrations and discussing about all our relationship problems. well well... some things are better left unsaid. anw, we were shopping for bekah's gown. so pretty!!! wow... and she carn even fit into the S size for a daniel yan gown! >.< i duN need to explain how thin she is la!!!
i wanna work at daniel yans!!! its so nice... you get to wear gowns to work!!! duN need to wait till prom. everyday is prom! wahahah~ but need to have good figure la... :) so i shall go slim down before going there to work... hhaa~ i'm so full of rubbish.
it is cruel to reject someone, but at least you duN lead the person on. sigh... some things are so unpredictable. uh huh...
its been 3 days....
anw, ive been the target for some pple in the family to blame. everything is my fault. y try making me sound like the sinner. youre juz trying to make yourself less guilty. fuck it. i duN feel like staying at home anymore. fuck this stupid shit man. i wanna go somewhere where i duN need to face you and YOU TWO stay out of my sight man. mother fuckers.
its like wateverr**.
8:26 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
itsn't it funny how time seems to slip away so fast.
one minute you're happy the other you're sad.
sigh... sometimes siblings get on our NERVES.
tell me why i shd tolerate all their nonsense.
stop trying to act all grown up and stuff when you're NOT OF THE AGE. y duN you go borrow some person's ic and say you're 21. then you can watch the R(a) shows.
GROW UP. i duN owe u anything. juz because you have a bf doesn't mean you are queen. CUZ YOU ARE HIS QUEEN DOESN'T MEAN THAT I MUZ LISTEN TO YOU BLOODY HAG. FISH OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE. I HAD ENOUGH.
and to the pple hu think i'm JealOUS. i am fishingly not. i duN need a bf. not at this point of time.
its like wateverr**.
12:23 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
currently in the school lib. juz finished doing two solid hours of math. =.= so tired sia... anw, today is not such a good day to begin with. sigh... dowan to talk about it anymore. its fucking irritating to get insulted by someone. but yeap, nvm... for the sake of that fucking point, i will ren!!! oh yeah,,, thanks a lot van for waiting for me today :)
had the chem test. i didnt study. >.< then didn't noe how to ans a lot of qns. blehx. nvm... then later had math consultation, clarified many doubts, so there's more for me to do when i'm home.
looking forward to meeting hammie darling and bekah and yt. :) watching 40 yr old virgin. hmMmm... tmls celebreation is gonna be sort of like the usual outings. wish i can do sth nice and memorable for her thou... hmMm.. what shd i do??? aHHA!!! i noe what to do already! friends do brighten up my day!!! :)
happy birthday to my dearest hammie darling and steffie darling!
*smoochies*
its like wateverr**.
4:56 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
today got NO mood to study, we were chased out of the library at white sands. NO STUDYING IN THE LIBRARY. :(
today is jeremy's bdae :) we wanted to have class breakfast, but in the end it was the usual gang. then went to elias mall for mac. me and jas are hopelessly broke, so only vaN and spaxY had mac breakfast. so pathetic right. then after that, we went back to sch. on the way back, me and jas were exploring those machines that you pay one buck and you get this ball containig a toy. i saw a naruto thing and it reminded me of my bro. so i decided to try my luck and try to get the one that i like. soon after that, gerald came along and then denzil. then denzil tried his luck too, and he got a nice one. then gerald tried too and got the same one as me. then denzil found another buck and he decided to give it another try again. :) and he got the one that i like!! but daddy being a nice guy gave the nice nice thing to his whining (pain in the ass) daughter! that's ME! hee~ thanks a lot daddY!!!
and this is sth that i drew on my hand during bio. haha~ >.<
its like wateverr**.
6:13 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hmMm... juz came back from studying at the kfc at simei. :) had lunch there as well... waaa... not a good sign man, keep on eating out at fast food restaurants =X but anw, me and minex are studying out tml. i realise that i carn study at home, cuz i juz keep walking ard and doing everything except studying. haha~
inorg test on fri. tml there's test on vectors and complex numbers. and did i mention i hate complex numbers, haha~ and me and spaxy were like: nah, i help you(spaxY) do vectors and you help me do complex. XD
sometimes some things get you down, but you're lucky you got great friends to help you thru, make you forget things that make u sad. :)
sometimes i duN understand what someone is thinking about. one min that person's so warm to you and before you know it, the person's treating u like you nv existed. i dunnO what's on your mind and why i deserve such treatment from you. sometimes i really wanna scold fuck off in your face. grrr...
on lighter note: today i saw this quite cute guy. :) i like his tan!!!! kekex... eyecandY***
and yeah~ drank bubble tea today :) i love honey milk tea!!! :) it mskes me very very high... :)
private joke:
blood f**Ls the heart during ventricular and atrial diastole
cardiac muscles are myo******
its like wateverr**.
6:08 PM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
watched corpse bride today wif my dearies. its a very short show. but yeah, it was quite touching at some point of time. and its more like a musical than movie >.< shall not be spoiler for the pple who intend to watch it. but anw, me and minex sneaked in to a cinema after corpse bride. and it turned out to be the myth. =.= boring sia... i wanted to watch some other show.... but jackie chan shows are somewhat... a lil... i guess not my type...
the harry potter thriller got the 4 of us damn excited. but SADLY, it has to be on the 17th NOV. in the middle of the bloody As. but i duN think i will care, i'm paying big bucks juz to watch it on the day itself. HMPH. i can be such a pain sometimes...
random thoughts:
sometimes we claim we're good friends wif someone, but then again, when u think about it, it juz seems wishful thinking of your part.
somethings are better left unsaid and unheard.
you nv reap what you sow. even thou the whole freaking world tells you that you will reap what you sow. its true. if not, the world will be such a fair place.
its like wateverr**.
2:40 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
been hearing the song beverly hills on the radio these few days thou its supposed to be quite an old song... :)
yesterday was my daddy's bdae. went out for dinner at this place, then we ran into our old neighbours. had completely no idea who they are, cuz when i moved i was only p2, so i sort of like carn remember the pple there, except for my playmate, who's in army now >.< haha~ muz be very surprised right, last time i was super tom-boy. now i feel so GURL. ewwww... i prefer being a guy! @.@ some pple wanna bish me alr...
anw, the point is, we were having this dessert, called orh-ny. was eating half way when some memories hit me. the last time i had this dessert was i guess, during chinese new year at my house this year. my aunt bought/brought it. it was nice, super sweet and i loved it as much as i loved her. sadly, now she's gone, hopefully to a better place. really dunnO how i'm gonna spend my chinese new year next year. it juz brings back so many painful memories. nvm... we have to take this kind of thing at some point of our lives. the death of our loved ones. but, yeah, time will heal all wounds... but memories stay forever...
didn't do much after i rched home from dinner, was supposed to study, but i had no mood. perhaps its because everytime i try to settle down, the memories keep flooding back. so i went to watch tv.
sometimes i cannot stand it... she is always on the fone. sometimes she can wake up in the middle of the night and use the fone, talk from 12+ to 3+ in the MORNING in OUR bedroom lor. and she claims that i listen to her conversations. its not my fault if your conversation and the light in our bedroom woke ME up. if you duN spare a thought for me, i'm NOT gonna spare a thought for you. i duN mind it if you're doing your hw, but its TALKING on the blardy fone. carn u wait till some decent time? and usually she talks on the fone from like 10+ on sch days. so i have to go out of the room. grrrrrrr..... i wanna STUDY LOR. i'm losing my beauty sleep! and thanks to that, the blardy pimple outbreak. i feel so fished up.
wow... this is a long long post. sigh... so much to do when i have so little time. ok... maybe cause i was slacking ard. but today is no play cuz i played too much yesterday. =X but tonight got nice show. ook... i shall bake cookies and watch the show. :) cheers to everyone!!!
think happy thoughts.
its like wateverr**.
9:07 AM