Saturday, April 30, 2005
today woke up very early, yeah, then played spades, but keep losing. so pissed. then went to do hw. managed to finish crv and nothing else. hopeless.
went out wif dearie ham and bekah and yt. =) was
happy... missed them so much so much! kekex... went shopping, and had to go meet brian to get the NDP vcd. =) very nice worx... and he specifically asked me to pass around. but i was intending to anyway. =) very very nice leix... juz finished watching, but horx... got that
irritating ERIC's face. urgh. so... nvm... hehe~ so good can see my eyecandy's face... =) he really darn cute lorx... dunNo y pple wanna say he looks gay. hee~
cute guys are nv meant to be boyfriends. they are meant to be eyecandies... =) and he got the
LIN JUN JIE's version of HOME!!! i wan!!!! =) ya...meet that brian arh... so mahfan, still have to go all the way to bugis village, cuz he helping out backstage at a fashion show thingy. aiya, muz be go wif gf or dunNo what larx... and hammie darling say that his nose very... uhm... big... then his side view looks like my
lao gong JERRY YAN. haha! so maybe that's the reason y he is my eyecandy bahx...
den
hammie darling sent me a pic of
scooby!!! he is
so cute!!! and now he's on my wallpaper on my fone!!!! i lurve dogs.. =)
after shopping wif my dearies, went to meet my dar minex. and when i was going to change into another outfit, to be exact, out of my skirt, met van dar. haha~ she's wif her fren. but i'm so sorry ffer not reading your msg till after half an hour... y u nv msg minex? sorry arhs... really very sorry...
the appreciation night was, horrendous. we were soooooo darn
OUT OF PLACE. shd have juz PONNED the thing. then i can go support my eyecandy. he ask me to go watch the fashion show worx.. and we were juz 3 out of the dunNo how many volunteers. it was buffet and we were very hungry by the time we got to get our food. and we keep on doing stupid things like dropping the fork, and going toilet at funny times. haha~ nvm... watever...
hMmm... hammie ask me to ask him a question, yuan lai guys in their army uniform carn hold their gf's hands... if kana caught, surely will kana double. so guys hu are going into army next yr, try not to get caught if you're holding your gf's hands in your army uniform...
hmMhmM... dunNo larx... guess that's all fer tonight. the next two days are meant fer studying... and mugging. eekx... wished today wun nv end... tiem check... gd morning
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11:48 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
sianz... today PE... rean 2.4 km... A!!!! so happy.... =)
then during recess heard lots of terrorising news... haha~nvm... having same thoughts as minex... haha~
aiya,,, busy playing spades now... update later...
kkies... time check 7.57...
so we ran in the morn, so was rather tired. but i love running, and it makes up everything. today joel was sitting beside me during lesson, he and chingchi tried making me eat some funny bao that neither of them wanted to eat. such a nice way of treating me right? then i say dowan, cuz i duN like bao. think they taste... hmMm... duNno... horrendous? then tHey keep asking stupid qns like y i duN like to eat bao, and the conversation went on to whether i like to eat tim sum. so OUT OF POINT. and it wasn't even recess, it was math. -___-'''
our class should seriously have a class BBQ! =) really wan that lorx. it seems to me that this year,with the new peeps, we're all much closer, thou we're still in separate groups. but at least after the particular bugger is off to his own world, things are getting brighter. at least in my point of view. things were so... how shd i describe, turbid? first three months, new additions, some internal conflict... blah blah blah... but yeah... i sort of lurve my class now... =) really enjoy the times spent wif them... like wif sophie!!! granny!!! and her group, megan and tingyi, weeling, jeremy and the others... not to forget daddy!!! and gerald they all...
had lunch at mac after the rev programme and we played cards till 4.07 pm there. from say 2.30? haha~ proness... yeah, we're super card addicts...=) we love all card games, bridge, spades, mahjong!!! tai tai lorx... =)
was correct to have played cards till 4+ cuz my sis was hogging the com. so might as well stay out late... =)
tml going out wif my dearie ham and yt and bekah. =) wonder what to wear...kekex... =)
today is brian's bdae worx... =) happie birthdaY!!!! and meeting him to get the NDP vcd that he made... shall pass it ard if its nice... =) kkies...
i miss him... not going to see him for another week... haish...
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6:34 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
actually duN noe what to blog today. nothing significant bahx...
haha... think pple wanna bish me cuz i always tok nonsense. but that's me lorx... when i'm in a good mood. haha~
you love me but you dunNo who i am, torn between this life i lead and where i standlurve and relations is a touchy issue. blehx...
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4:49 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
i
efffaaaeeeeiiiilllleeeddd my chem test. thankew. its such an achievement. y? cuz i could have gotten much better results if it wasn't due to the same fishing prob i've got. carelessness... i feel like slapping myself. and i'm super pissed wif sZ. what i really want to say is
not the marks. they duN count anywat, but i'm sick and tired of
you fishing teachers not coming to a final decision what you fishingly wan us to write. carn you all juz
agree on one thing and
duN use so many variations? if you
didn't realise, you ans is different from the LECTURE NOTES. i am pissed. hmpH.
okok... we're all so in the gossip mood. hmMm... durnoe larx... i feel so er xin-ed... still feel so... aiyax...
compre was super difficult.... =( haish....
somethings that i wanna say: even thou joel and chung chi were my classmates fer 2 yrs, i only gotta noe them better this year... haha~ last time used to think they were so... haha... you noe what larx... but now think they better ler... =) yay!!!! sometimes it really takes time and chances fer one to noe one's friends better... =) you'll be happy to see things from another perspective...
today finally saw him. got the urge to tap and say hi, budden i didnt. wished i had the guts... maybe next time. but i wonder when the next time will be...
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2:48 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
currently stealing some time off doing homework in sch b4 going off fer CCA later. so pissed at somethings. but well, not that person's fault also larx. maybe is for my benefit, but always lidat one lorx... dunNo what to say already. forget it bahx....
hmMm... today saw annchi!!!!! yes in sch!!!! thou we were separated by the sch fence, haha~ nevertheless, she saw me and we're meeting online tml afternoon... i hope. *prays hard my bro is not at home*
bio spa was ok larx. went to sch and aparently... nvm... you noe what happened. so the above mentioned was not much of a use.
today we heard stories about someone. oh man. its so rated M18. OMG. better keep distance in case that person start to think about what that person shdn't be thinking.
wellwell... guess its this much fer today... gotta go now... hw more impt...
miss him... haish....
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3:21 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
kies... today went to sch wif minex, den reach sch ler went to the library. it has been a real long time since we went to the library. many fond memories we shared there, times when we pon boh-liao talks,mugging fer tests and pw, etc larx...
hmMm... den had math, went fer bio lec and later fer the prac, mr yeow was angree again. haish... dunNo larx... he also under a lot of stress... it takes two to clap larx... so both were at fault i guess...
then chem lec. we changed places fer chem. but nvm... at least now pple wun fight wif us for the seats. hmph... then chem, mr sung wasn't really happy. these few days our teacherrs all like very angree wif us lidat. dunNo larx... after that gP was free period. aka bridge session!!!! kekex... proness... =)
pe was totally energy sapping. i have a bruised knee. blehx... did funny jumping jacks. iron chair, running wif high knees, stupid dipx, shutter run that our starting position was lying on the floor. like -__-''' nvm...
then on the way home, we were talking about funNy things... farting is good fer health!!!! believe it ok!!!! if you have headaches, it means you've not been farting enuf! wahahha... this is so darn CRUDE. wahahahah......
kkies... shall end here... take care peePx... lookign forward to seeing hammie they all this weekend!!! =)
when u wan sth badly, it will juz NOT appear, when you're expecting it the least, it juz appears...
i guess some things juz duN go the way you hope it to be. well well...
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5:24 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
sometimes i really wonder what love really is.
how come some relationships can last so long (aka more than a yesr) even thou the two met for less than a month.
how come some take so long before the two parties commit toward each other. (maybe after 1 or 2 yrs after meeting each other)
its so ironic. at least it is to me...
dunNo what i'm thinking about also. these few days been sleeping like a pig. likeyesterday, after i took an afternoon nap, i still sleptat 11pm. woopx... paiseh fer being so pig lorx.. hmMm... dunNo larx...
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9:56 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
i bought new earrings which i completely
lurve but somehow my sis has to come and tell me that she doesn't share the same opinion. nvm... shall not brood over it.
today went fer the YA briefing. what i thought was a relaxing time at camp FLAG turns out totally opposite. cuz... in the end, we are almost running everything. and we have advance party at 6.30. like wtf. that means i have to be at bishan at 6.30. -____-''' do MRTs even allow me to get to bishan by 6.30AM. and we are running other activities like outdoor cooking, tent pitching, games and all those crappy shit. the only things we duN need to be in charge of is probaby lights out and meals. thankew. resource personals are so darn difficult. and the worst thing is YI WEN is the ASSISTANT CAMP COMMANDENT. last yr national camp like not so jia lat leix...
then i'm goign to do CF wif michelle and yt. and we are goign to have 2 camp tees fer the resource personals.
red and
orange. so GUIDES colours huh... camp colours... but also good lars... got new tee shirts to wear out. good thing about the camp is that we duN have to pay fer anything. juz have to pay fer the tees that we are printing lorx... 10 per shirt. ok lars... =)
sianz... juz now sleep a while. cuz wake up so early to go there and have the meeting. later also have to pia hw.i dunNo how to do the chem prac!!!!!!! urghs...
juz now when my internet was down, toked to daddy. hee~ miss talking to him on MSN worx... haha~ and daddy always nv blog... busy wif soccer larx... they muz win worx... =) i still not very enthu about mj larx... (oops... zH wanna bish me lers) but cuzz is my frenx in the team, so muz win kies...
hmMm... i wan my
mp3 player.and i miss
KOR... he so long nv msg me lerx... he work and work and work, i also dunNo when he free, if not i will call him and tok to him. so long nv tok to him lerx... later disturb him resting.... haish...
to all my dearie frenx...take care... =)
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9:05 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
When it comes to matters of love and romance, you are probably on fire, Jia Wei. You have an incredible thirst and passion for love at this time, making you one of the most desirable catches around. Make sure you partner with someone who shares a similar thirst for adventure, spontaneity, and a twist of the bizarre. You need someone who can keep up with your erratic and very powerful energy. If the person you are with doesn't fit the bill, feel free to jump ship.the above doesn't make sense to me.... haven't met the one. or at least i think so. wahahaha...
today's PE was not much... juz run and run. my fav sport.
a lot of things i'm still puzzled about. a lot of things to do. a lot of things that i wan. a lot of things that i wish for. dreams are juz dreams...
the sch has finally said sth about the cards. and like singapore, they are not banning the playing of bridge, they juz wan to give us some restrictions to not make us get so engrossed in the game. so we are to play it only outside the bio labs, or after 4pm. haha... and if teachers see us playing cards at funny times, they can help us "safekeep" them. aka confiscate. what a nice way to put it. wahahha... watever....
dunNo what to say leix. doesn't make sense to me at all. and i will not do what i ask pple not to do. yes, i'm unreasonable. yes i'm an ass. yes i love my friends too. how many pple do manage to see who u really are? how many pple forgive your mistakes and accept you for who you are? for the bads days, the good and when you are on the verge you're giving up? not many i suppose. but i'm fortunate to have met many of these pple in my life. when i was a young (and innocent) girl, i met peiying and rachel. when i was in sec sch, there was (and still is) marauders, annchi, tienkwan, bernie. and yt bekah ham ginni and hui. now, there's jasmine, van and spaxY. pple walk in and out of our lives. you pple are the reason y i'm still breathing and not giving up on life. guess there are a lot of pple hu made an impact but i didn't mention... like steffie, ningxi, chiansiew, blah blah blah... thanks for walking into my life. u'll always be in my heart. and not to forget my relatives. you duN get to chose your family and relatives, but you get to chose another type of relative, and that's your friends. =)
nv see him fer very long lerx...
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3:29 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
sometimes also dunNo what i'm thinking about leix. juz sit there and stare into space, as if you're juz in front of me. so many things that i wanna tell you. so many things that i wan to say to you lorx. i'm juz one confused girl who needs .... i also dunNo what i need. maybe someone hu cares, someone hu looks after me instead of me looking after my siblings lidat lorx. haha... i'm talking rubbish i guess.
if i had a chance, if i knew your intentions, i wud write to you. i really love letters. as in i like to read letters. last time there was this time where letter writing was so prevalent. in AH. sounds stupid right? but yeah, what you expect of 16 yr old then. but i feel that i can express myself better when i duN need to tell the person in the face. there are good and bad sides lars. but all in all, i like letters. i love receiving them.
had a dream last night which didn't make sense. dunNo lars. duNno y will dream of that disgusting thing. eeks. spoil my night. spoil my dream.
this weekend got a lot of things worx. gotta go attend the stupid talk by GG, then have to stardy fer the bio spa...arghs... today in the MRT we were talking about someone writing in to CLEO complaining that her bf has a fettish fer armpits. eekx... we had lots of laffs... =)saw many funnny pple on the MRT. there was this uncle who had jade pieces hanging out of this pockets. 2 out of each pocket. hMmm... nvm...
the sch is banning cards i think. haha... no more bridge, no more asshole dai dee, no more games... =S haha... nvm larx.. but seriously we need relaxing lorx... deosn't mean we have to mug every minute of the day right?
today we went thru the uni admission criteria, to get into pharmacy, you need at least AAB, gp B4. wth. so difficult... then the others were all horrendous lorx... dentistry was like straight As and they duN guarentee you a place there too. =S my hopes of getting into uni has suddenly diminished. i really wonder if i'm capable of doing it and making the mark even...
wytmylm. iwihtgttytilu.
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5:14 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
hmMm... i forgot to say that i WAN MP3 player!!!!!!! hurx......
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3:26 PM
hmMm.... waaaa... minex can go be fortune teller lerx. can predict that i'll be in a bad mood. hhaa... that's what lack of sleep does to me. kekex...
hmMm... i wan lin jun jie's new songs!!!!! and i think there's sth wrong that i juz ate! my tongue hurts... hurx...
i'm so tired yesterday night i juz plooped on the pillow and sleep till this morn. actually, haven't really been able to sleep properly these few nights. duNno what's wrong. will juz wake up in the middle of the night then look around and sleep again.
haix... affairs of the heart are so siandening. almost everyone is so affected by it. first pple are worried bout not having a relationship. when they have it, they scared they will lose it to someone else. it is a VICIOUS cycle. you nv stop worrying.
okok... shall not say so much, later pple kB me again.
hmMm... i wish i even know what your name is. then again, do you even noe my name?
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2:32 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
hmmm... decided to change my blogskin, didnt really like the layout and the song after all. very sick of it. hmMm... actually, i also duN really say like this one also, shall make amendments to it too...when i have the time. tat's the weekends
kies... haiz... math was a flop. 1+2=2. stupid shit. 15 marks down the drain and i need to get full marks fer the other qns to PASS. which is IMPOSSIble. its so shitty i tell you. argh. so pissed wif myself.
hmMm... dunNo what's happening half the time. arghs... dunNo what he wan. he's so like me lorx. like to say halo then say, duN like to say then dao pple. get a taste of my own medicine. haha~ nvm... also dunNo what i niaming about. tonight muz pia chem. i must do well!!!!! arghs...
sometimes i really wish there's someone out there hu... nvm... say already also no use. haha... forget it lars.
OMG... singapore is going to open casino. not 1 but 2. stupidx. spaxY van and minex... we can go CAMP there lerx... whahaha~ megan n tingyi are welcome too... we are sooooo bewitched by the cards. haha...
sianx... today's PE was horrendous. ok larx.. but due to some other reasons, i duN like PE today. i like PE one lorx... PE rocks...
n i found someone hu has the same bdae as me!!!!! wheex!!!! o3o2 rawks!!!!! =)
hope steffie is out of hosp lerx... take care gurl...
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6:24 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
It may be that people are a bit upset by some of your recent actions or words, Jia Wei. The offhand remark you made a couple weeks back is now catching up to you. What you may consider friendly, lighthearted sparring may actual do a bit of damage to people's sensitive emotions - especially today. Think before you speak. Others might not have as tough a skin as they seem to have.....................................i shall keep quiet...................................................
sometimes i wish i can go to somewhere far far away, where i dunNo anyone. then maybe i can accomplish the things that i wanna do. i need to lock myself in the room so that i will not be distracted. but it seems impossible. pple keep coming over during the weekends. not their fault larx, but its so rude fer me if i lock myself in the room. but wif them talking, i can hardly get anything in my mind. haiz. i wish i knew magic. then i can apparate somewhere else.
juz where is everyone when i need someone to talk to? then again, i'm not supposed to tok to anyone today. blehx.
issit so hard fer us juz to meet up this month? everyweek there's sth on. everyweek we have our obligations. i miss you all...
i wanna think no more and concentrate on my studies. tonight got shao nian ah hu, think i not watching lerx. shd mug and sleep. yesterday night watch naruto wif my bro. quite nice sia.
i wanna get good grades. i dowan to disappoint myself as well as others.
this weekend is so darn blardy. really blardy.....
you love me but you dunNo hu i am.
i love you but i dunNo hu you are.
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4:03 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
today my cousins came over. only a few of'em. they went to pray. and i heard stories. its really true that the dead will appear in dreams. maybe cause we think too much, maybe to tell you they really are suffering in their life after death. you dunNo, cuz we all dunno what happens to us after we die. it pains me. really. nothing i can do again.
it juz got me thinking, how fast we forget things. maybe its juz me. pple keep asking us to move on with life. i'm confused at what i shd do. the feeling of guilt. the promises i nv kept. i feel so lousy. really. i'm so incapable i feel like i'm redundant in this world.
i duN do the things i say i shd. i suck big time.
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6:14 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
1. The nice men are ugly.2. The handsome men are not nice.3. The handsome and nice men are gay.4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.7. The handsome men without money are after our money.8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.10.The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?"Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."haha... the above were juz fer laffs.anyway, to start things off, i got a band 1 fer peewww... =) not bad, after my grp slogged so hard fer it. still i hate the system. y do pple who do the hard work duN get recognised for their efforts. *ahem* some pple do all the NOMs, then the whole grp PS her to do other stuff, leave her alone to do the WR, only to get a band 2 in the end. what crap and shit is this?its so unfair. i noe i sound very unreasonable, but face the fact, she really did her part and a lot of your parts. i duN see y anyone of you deserve anything better than hers. the bloody tcher made us go back juz to tell us she got nothing fer us to do. fucking shit. waste my money. whole load of crap. then make me walk up the fishing slope. what a fucking idiot. but maybe its not that bad. it means that i duN need to go back anymore. yayness.heard that steffie is hospitalised. oh no!!!! get well soon dearie!!!!!!
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4:57 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
day started out llike crap. total crap. bickers, unhapiness. watever. anyway, i was not in a good mood. period. whether its PMS or whatever, i duN really care. i'm like that. take it or leave it. its me.
to someone: its not like because you're more brainy than me you will triump and succeed in life better than i do.
i noe my temper has caused pple around me much misery, i'm sorry. perhaps that's y i have nv been a good friend. perhaps that's y... nvm some things are better left unsaid.
donated blood today. its so sad that i even have to quarrel wif my mum over such a trival thing. ayway, i duN really care. =) i feel good! =)
last of all, really wanna apologise if i've been mean in anyway, which i have. i'm actually surprised at the things i actually said and did. dunNo larx. sometimes i wish i can control my emotions. if i could do that, it'll be perfect. but nothing's perfect. yarx.
s o r r y. r e a l l y. i n o e s a y i n g t h i s c a r n h e l p m u c h b u t s t i l l , s o r r y.
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5:32 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
well well. posting a short entry here cuz of the lack of time. hmMm... today had consultation wif suNg zai. what he sad about me was so comforting. really. he said that i was a potential A student, for chem, juz that i've NOT shown my potential. so comforting to hear the first part, but the second part is like so... haix... thanks fer believing in me. even thou i think you'll be disappointed. not that i dowan to get As but it juz seem so much of a distant dream. and you noe how i feel about dreams. unattainable.
haha... dunNo larx... i really dunNo larx...
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6:13 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
Some gossip about a friend who has recently begun a new relationship could reach your ears today, Jia Wei. This might come as a surprise to you, as you would never have expected it of this person. However, you'll be glad, because you'll want your friend to be happy. Don't be afraid to ring her up and ask her to tell you all about it. Believe me, she'll be glad to do it!really... got mehx? tell me about it if you really got a new relationship kies.=)anyway, if you duN intend to read about horny stuff, juz leave ok? cuz this entry is going to contain explicit content. and its so darn horny.went to sch wif jasmine today. =) during maths we decided to join track and field. minex and spaxy join the 100m hurdles. i dowan cuz i swear my pants will split if i join hurdles. anyway, spaxy and i joining the 800m. whahaha~ heats only lars... van dowan to join leix... nvm... then we also all sign up as student official. then had chem and bio spa. bio spa sucks to the core. mr yeow like only tell us that we have to study sucrose like during bio lec, which right after it is bio spa. thankew so much huh. that was so helpful. then after that had chem lec. all was well until gp. dunNo y we started singing the song on perfect 10: i see you looking at me like i'm juz some kind of freak. then we laff and laff and laff. then i made a comment about sth, sayin its fugly. then minex complain that it was vulgar. wahhaha... it meant fuckingly ugly, facinatingly ugly. then she said fantastical-ly ugly. so ahemx... nvm... if you duN get it, read this sentence a few more times and use your biological knowledge. on our way home, we were discussing about the bio tutorials. then minex say: aiya, we can ask mr yeow during sexual reproduction. wahahaahhaa sound so WRONG!!!!! wahahhahah~nvm... today was ok lars. maybe also cuz he got reply my good nite msg. =)
kekex... sth else about today: not only you have attitude lorx. i also have mine. i duN care whether you freaking like it or not, i love my attitude. you duN like juz buzz off. friends are those who accept you for hu you are and the flaws you have. i look past your flaws, and i hope you'll grow up and look past mine too. its a give and take thing mind you if you still duN understand. dowan anymore hurt feelings. juz hope that you will get out of your shell and duN keep thinking that pple are ignoring you when it is you hu duN wanna participate in the things we do. not like i can force you or anything.
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5:14 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
keke~ finally can access to blogskins to get this new blogskin. i quite like the song. =) by that girl hu acted in the parents trap, carn remember what's her name. that's not the poin.. but watever.
received and email from ying. she was the psysiotherapist whom i was attached to at the hosp. now she's in perth. so fast lorx... haha~
been quite slack these few days. now have to study... =S so much hw to be done. haven't even started on a tiny bit on electrochem. well well...
i need exercise. i feel so fat!!!! argh... been eating so much these few days...later muz do crunches...
sigh. to all... take care and mug hard.
i miss eUu...
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2:46 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
must be wondering what i'm doing here at such a time. good mornin everyone. surprisingly, jia wei hasn't slept yet. its a miracle. but nvm...
been kinda down these few days, the stress levels are high, the pain in my mouth is urgh, and the feelings are so cold. feel so fished up i'm using every swear word i can think of. so just what's happening? i dunnO. its so fishingly irritating that we all have t be banded. really got use meh? y the singapore education system still duN understand that its so stupid to judge eeverything juz based on one blardy exam.
nobody likes losing out. i feel stupid. everytime i dunNo how to do a tutorial qn which seems so blatently easy to someone else. it juz makes me feel useless.
music fest was a blast. darn nice. its what i call real music. damn nice. thanks cs so much fer allowing me to have the chance to watch it! and to see my beloved frenx ade, simin and peiying!!! =) *muakx*
ran 5 rounds today. 10.54 mins. rather ok larx... hmMm..
remember that guy i toked about last time? the one hu used to be my tuition mate? he called out to me in ahs today, but i was busy. hmmm.. dunNo what he wants to say leix... watever.. but like so farnie, i nv toked to him one lorx... =S
went back ahs. duN feel like toking about it here. then toked to yt. tell her that i met *ahem!!! wahahah... speak of the devil, he juz signed in... =) then we updated each other about our lives. all of us seem so stressed out. =S its s sad. i miss the yr one days... full of laughter.. and fun...
sadly, we have all turned into full time muggers. we are like, mugging for test over the weekends. no life lorx... but nvm... its juz fer the rest of the yr. work hard. i muz not let myself and the ppl hu have high hopes on me to do well down...
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11:53 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
There are many social demands on you right now, Jia Wei, in addition to the usual demands of home and work. This is a time when you need to be selfish and guard your time like a lioness. If you try and accommodate everyone else's wishes, your own will be sacrificed. To truly enjoy your time with others, remember that you must fulfill your own needs firstkeke~ these few days i juz laff for no apparent reason. everyone's getting rather irritated wif my laughter. keke~ nvm. it has been a long time since we sat down together tp have a meal. juz us and our class. cuz of a lot of reasons which i choose not the remember. yeah. we all do things fer a reason, n i choose to forget the reason cuz its stupid. feel childish. but yeah, back to the point, i miss the times we all used to rah rah together. =) went to collect my spects today. keke~ i think its rather cool to be in rectangular spects. =) wootx. these few days pple like to hit my head. mr yeow kep hitting my head lorx... he today put his whole palm on my head after the lesson. -___-''' my head your arm rest ar! haha~ no la... kekex...btw, its raining cats and dogs fer a whole day. what's wrong man? y carn the weather be like raining on some days and not on others. its like, now when its hot its freaking hot, n when its cold its super cold. so extreme. juz like me. wahahhah~i'm talking nonsense...xi huan ni xiang ai ni xiang shuo zhen xin hua, wo zhi you zhen qing dan qing ni shou xia.....
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6:24 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
we've gotta take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad, even if things duN go the way you planned. this line is taken from some parts of a song by S club 7. yeah... to those who may be feeling down, i will always be by your side. if you wanna share, you noe hu to call... yepx...
i guess asking pple not to feel sad is stupid. really stupid. if we human beings could get hold of our emotions, then it would really bea miracle. its in the human nature, to feel sad when we face a setback, but most importantly, its how we stand on our feet again.
these few days tension is running high, everyone's getting touchy cause of the stress perhaps. well well... take care.. i noe that when the time comes, you will start reverting back to your own self. remember that tiime, when one of my close relatives pass away, i was so darn reserved. yahx... but luckily i got my frenx hu were dere. so i will always be there fer you all...
i'm going to the VJC music FEST! wootx!!!!!!!!!!!
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6:25 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
argh. i didn't fall to pieces. my spects fell into pieces, 2 to be exact. wth. anyway, i'm spectless for the next few days, trying to see if it can be saved. eekx.
sch was boring. yeah, the sch is flooded wif intruders. =( blehx.
nvm... pe was tiring, ok larx,,, moderate lorx... then everything was in place. we forgot to sit in the front row, =( oopx. sorry to gerald they all... =S hmmm...
duNno wat to say lerx... tml 9 am. wootx... =)
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5:39 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
hmmm... yesterday night was like sticking out like a sore thumb. remind me to wear nothing less than a gown next time i attend a wedding dinner. i feel so ODD. eekx. spend so much money on a one-time affair. and remember to send me to make-up lessons. even my cousin who's three yrs younger than me got put lorx.
food was superb. wine is great... but i didn't like the taste. prefer hooch. cheeers.
oh yeah, so sweet lorz. my god brother got a band of brothers, 12 of'em, his bestmen. got to noe his wife during a wedding. n guess wat, my godpa also got to ne my godma thru a wedding dinner. on both occasions, te bride and the groom were both bestman and bridesmaid for their frenz. so sweet ok! haha... now we noe where to noe where to find our other halves. at wedding dinnerx. =) keke~ joking nia.
my cousin and i were like: next time when i get married. u will get to be the bridesmaid and you will get to sit the first table. keke! so freaking funny lorx. i promise like dunNo how many pple to be my bridesmaid. namely, yt bekah n ham, marauders, and minex and spaxY and van. waaaa... so many lorx. keke~ i'm day dreaming lorx. crap. shut me out of that! cuz i noe it will nv happen to me.
hmmm... been doing hw since morning. tired after the whole day of yesterday on the preparations to go for the wedding dinner. btw, i think grand hyatt doesn'y have enuf waitors and waitresses, anyone needs a job desperately can go try your luck, see they need any help not. keke! can earn money worx. ok... enuf of my crap. still have NMR to do. i duNno how to do , and i have math which i have some qns i dunNo how to do either. wth. i shd stop cursing. haha~
dreams are just dreams. dreams are the things you long that will happen but will somehow juz nv ever come true. i nv had a dream come true.
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2:35 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
this weekend is so packed fer me. =( have to go wedding dinner, and my mum wants me to go eat the lunch as well.. watever. so mahfan.
have to reflect as well as draw up a timetable for revision fer myself. wth. then have to revise a lot of things. and do a lot of hw. i hate NMR. hmmm...
tml is going to be qing ming. then have to help out ard the house. haish. think of qing ming then i think about my aunt again. the sad feeling juz swooped over me. i feel like someone juz punched me in the ribs, my heart juz feels so pain. haish.
cherish the ppl around you. duN wait till its too late. really.
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8:01 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
i saw ahem! wakekeke~ to someone... u shd noe hu i toking about by now... keke~ he so darn cute lorx. *grinx* so hua chi-ing lorx. anyway, nv expect to see him at bugis lorx. bugis like so far from his house lorx. then actually is nv see him de, cuz me and my cousin were shopping fer my super hard to find wedding dinner clothes. then suddenly got pple wave in my face. i was like so tired after the whole day. then was so shocked to see him lorx. really. i swear i jumped! hmmm... he so cute!!!! so super cute!!! then say hi, see me so lang bei, wearing a skirt and trition tee, a face of weary...eekx... -__-''' hurx... =S haha~ so many nice clothes but none of them darn bloody fits me. it has to be too freaking big and can see my insides. wth. but i finally found one. lolx... dunNo larx. its a desperate attempt. at least i can wear it out i think. keke! thanks to my cousin leix.. she really pro lorx. =) and she's so darn chio too. nvm.. shall not elaborate.
then today the teacher was super sacar when telling us the guides related thing lorx. ok. then she insist that we did the enrolment ceremony wrongly when after the YAs saw it, we thot it was the right thing. pls lorx, she surely insist that its our fault. ok lorx. i'm so darn pissed wif ahs gg. freak larx. wth. btw, i have 11 hrs more of CIP w/o noeing it. =S haha! attended the things when i didnt noe they are CIP things. mrs lim rocks lorx. =)
today ran 4 rounds in 9.09 mins. wootx. but now i'm like so super tired. in fact was super tired after the whole thing, sprinted the last like 200m. so draining.
my legs like really super tired cuz of all the lactic acid that has built up. blehx... haha~
there's nothing you could ever do to make me stop loving you.
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9:16 PM