Tuesday, May 31, 2005
i survived 2.5 hrs of chem torture! thank god he heard us, ok, it was me grumbling about our stomaches. but it was 5 lectures and tutorials w/o food. i carn survive!
every teacher is trying to rush the syllabus. even the math dept. the only one that's in time is bio. there's so much to study for such a short period of time... and the teachers keep asking us to go back fer consultation. =S
i wanna dye my hair. i wanna buy clothes. i wanna pierce another 2 earholes. i wanna read the new potter book soon. i wanna rest...
i dowan to go to camp....
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3:15 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
juz like how everyone puts it, GP exam was a disaster.
i found both butterflies today while emptyting my bag so that i can wash it. but it seems that the chain connecting the butterflies became shorter. the butterfly ate the chain. =X i'm gonn fix it, but first i gotta get a new chain... =) and i noe juz the place to find it.
i'm going to camp soon... a little scared... =S what if everything goes wrong...
anyway, stupid eric had to look at my ez link card and look at me again. and he told the whole 205 and 204: aren't you glad you duN look like that anymore.
like wtf. i almost said fuck you in his face. why carn he juz leave me alone?
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2:14 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
i'm so dead. i haven't touched a single thing regarding GP. starting to feel the eh... tension? sth like that larx... and Gp exam's juz TML. =S and following that i will be having an extended week of lessons till 6th june. great. one week down 3 more weeks to go till our midyrs. and that leaves us wif a lot less time to study fer the CORE syllabus while the other schs are juz having their june block test. so much to study. and the teachers are setting killer papers. man!!!!
i should quit whining...
catch you peepx in sch tml... and good luck fer the exams... =)
and all the sailor frenx... good luck fer your competition!!!
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4:42 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
spent the whole day at the 100-day thingy fer my aunt. reached there at ard 10am and i stayed there till like say 6+. and yes, there was nothing fer me to do so i sat there and talked to everyone who would entertain me. adn of cuz, walking around and paying respect... had a good talk wif my cousins too, we had lunch together... but my big cousin was so solemn, mabe cuz he worked night shift last night... wanted to msg pple, but i think better not disrupt pple's life wif my endless rantings... =S hee~ but at the end of the day, i couldn't tahan already... so i msged someone... thanks fer replying!!! =)
oh man, there's so much to do tml... nvm... still got time to finish hw after the GP exam. i got so many things on my shopping list yet i duN have a single cent... =S ok... i shd stop talking about money...
its amazing how pple spend tonnes of money on things and watch them burn. but i wudnt mind if all these were applicable if they really get it in netherworld.
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10:18 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
i've sinned... i lost the butterfly that steffie lent me... =( i'm so sorry... =S tried back-tracking but we still couldn't find it. =( argh.... i very fed up wif my carelessness...
today's outing was, hmmm... a bit productive, i spent a bomb on my ripcurl leather bag. but i like it a lot a lot a lot. and its super chio even thou its fer guys, hu cares anyway... couldn't find my adidas bag at all the sports shops and so i actually wanted to settle fer a billabong leather one. luckily we didn't buy it, went over to orchard and found the rip curl one at wisma. then they only has last piece, and it was not in tiptop condition, so we decided to reserve one piece at heeren. after walking numerous shops, we settled fer that bag, even thou its super ex. sigh... i'm gonna use it fer very long time. so its worth it!!!! *psycho myself*
credits go to tingyi, magan and minex fer pei-ing me go find the bag!!! *muakiex*
and after we got our bag, we went to cine to have cafe cartel. th guys were LATE. how can guys make gurls wait!!! not fair!!!(all thanks to joel and cc) after they arrived, we ordered and i shared pork ribs wif van... =) nice nice, and we kupped the salad from the guys... haha~ after that we had nothing to do so we played zong1 ji2 mi4 ma3. and the first few had to eat lemons, minex kana the first one, then later is tingyi, but it shdn't have been her, it shd be mengyang one!!! minex made a mistake, but we only found out after tingyi ate the lemon. the next was mengyang himself,he also ate a lemon. denzil was the next, he had bread wif tartar sauce mixed wif chilli. it was gross, and the last was mengyang (again) to have bread and wasabi. gross!!! but they were all a good sport... =) cheers*
it was a good 2 hr dinner, and after that, we spent time in the neoprint shop. oh man, it was 11 peeps squeezing their faces in the neoprint machine. how super cramped is that!!! haha~ was so hot lorx, and we could hardly move... =S and even thou ching chi says he wants to go pierce earhole, he HUM4, duN dare lorx... blehx...yeah, then the gals had to go home... was so tired after all the walking today... haha~kkiex... guess that's about all...
sorry once again to steffie, thou i'm forgiven...
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10:39 PM
me and ade^^
simin( after much persuasion)
my dearie mushroom!!!
me and my bestie pei!!! cheers to 11 yrs of frenship
they say: once a victorian always a victorian
i love hand art... =) artist: minex darling
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10:53 AM
bored...
bored...
bored...
bored...
bored...
i'm so fishing
bored...
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10:50 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
we won the soccer match. kudos to denzil and chung chi... =) they did a really great job. i'm happy fer them!!! =) anyone who missed the match really was unlucky. it was the match of the year man... so exciting. you should see how all of us cursed when one of the players didnt kick the bloody ball in. i didn't noe what i was cursing about man...
yesterday a few pple came over to my house b4 the match, namely mengyang, sophie, tingyi, van, minex, xueli. =) sorry fer not being a good host. my house got nothing... its so empty... =S sorry.. blehx... not used to have pple coming to my house worx.... =S haha~ anyway, we were supposed to study fer spa, then some of us played bridge, tingyi was reading my order of the phoenix and some others were reading my yr book fer AHS. haha~ and we spotted some pple in the class... and i realised that sophie noes my dearie ham!!!!! OMG... i miss you loads hammie darling!!! *muakies* then we took MRT and walked to the stadium. man, it was a long walk but it did stir up some memories of me and yt, walking that path to the stadium last yr fer NDP. =)
when we were at the stadium, i went over to VJ's side t see my besties... =) peiying, yanting, simin, ade, jamie, kingslin, janice, peiying, and i took pics wif them!!! i'm so happie... =) and i met angele and melody too. =) shall post the pics soon, but if you all have time, can go my friendster page, i uploaded the pics le... =) so efficient right?
then for the first half of the match, we were wif the sch, but they were all so dead, so during haf time, we migrated to the opp side of the stadium. oh man, it was so much cooler and it was so much better lorx the view. and from there,we could see how the V pple cheered and how the mj peepx cheered. no comments, if not pple wanna say that i'm biased. haha... anyway, the match was superb... =)
actually, my emotions are all tangled up. =( i dunnO how to describe it. its like, i dunNo, its juz that part of me wants VJ to win, but the other wants MJ to perform a miracle, which actually happened. sighs... i'm sorry if i offend anyone by saying this. i should get over it. but sometimes, memories are not just things that you say you wanna erase, and it'll be gone like te wind.
i dunnO what's wrong wif me these few days... i keep forgetting things, that day i left my PE shirt on the bench, and then today i left my whole file in the toilet. =S yeah...
okkiess..tml is a day off from sch, cuz we won the soccer match!!!! so tml we're celebrating the victory of the soccer peepx, the kings of our class... =) and we're going fer dinner together. hmMm... and b4 that megan tingyi, minex, and a few others( still not confirm hu) are going to queensway or queenstown (like whichtever is the correct one) to go and buy shoes, and my adidas bag. and also to buy *ahem's bdae present. =) kekex...
kkiess... i guess that's about it fer today....
bbiess.. and cya peepx tml... =)
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7:22 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
tml's the finals fer soccer!!!! good luck guys!!! =)
that means i can see simin, ade, pei cs... =)
and oh damn it. i feel like cutting my hair again. i'm so mad.... i wanna cute real short... guess that's really bad news... what's wrong wif me.
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5:44 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
out to those who doubt the saying that there can nv be
only friendship between guys and girls.
you're
totally wrong. there can plainly be friendship b/w guys and guls.
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9:00 AM
firstof all, thankies to daddy hu helped ma stay awake till 00.00. wanted to wish my fren happy birthday. =) although he msged me, i still dozed off now and then, cuz haha~ basically, was too tired. woke up at say 7+ yesterday. these few days carn sleep well...
did i mention that my cousin stood me up on sat? yeah, we were supposed to go out and get her present together, but apparently, she couldn't make it last min, and she changed it to today. she arhs.... dunnO what she busy with...
ooh ya, i wanna get a lot of things worx... i need new surf shorts i wanna get my chio leather adidas bag, and new shoes. eekx... i only have money fer the bag. shall go surf shorts hunting today whether she pS me or not. blehx...
today supposed to do a lot of last min prep fer sch. like mugging fer the test tml morn, and getting my tutorials ready. wahhaha~ nvm... i'm too lazy...
i need shopping!!! hee~
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7:15 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
i lack the determination.
nothing achieved.
=S
someone hasn't been going home fer the past few nights. how scary it is. the person whom you're close to becomes like that, has an ah beng bf, doesn't care about studies, tells lies...... sigh. who's fault is it? the parent's fer letting her have it her way all along and now she refuses to listen to them?? or is iit cuz she's not mature to understand? what can i do, the pleas from her parents are ignored, the pleas for me to talk to her. how can i telll her? i have no idea. i duN wanna see someone dear to me have a bleak future. i fear fer her safety. i'm worried that one of these days, she will and definitely will get into trouble. but how can i help? sighs...
everyone has their own problems. from an observer's viewpoint, everything may seem so clear. but only the pple really involved in the problem or situation really noe what's going on. the amount of help an observer can give is minimal, the pple involved in the situation muz take care of the problem and can solve it.
looks are deceiving.
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8:08 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
we won the RJ -tootX- 1-nil! =) *grinz to minex, spaxy van and rachelle*
wootX!!!! the uprising star, MJ soccer team!!!! we're facing the defending champ VJC who won 3-1 against NJ. wootx...its gonna be a tough fight... =) hopefully we getta o down and support the soccer guys. =) cheers!!! =)
note about the previous entry:somethings are better left unsaid hope you all understand.
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7:40 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
i dun give a fucking hell what you think. i duN care a fucking hell even if you duN talk to me. i duN fucking hell care about you if you carn be bothered about me. fark off. yeah. that's all i expect from you. all the fucking lies and all the fucking smiles that were nv meant to be true. juz fuckly go away. i've seen thru you. fuck off.
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3:35 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
i need a new blogskin. =S thinking whether i shd change it to the very gothic one. and pple are asking what's up wif bitch tan, first she cuts her hair that she has kept fer like 3 yrs, and then she bought gothic 'safety pin' lookalike earrings and now she wants to have a gothic blogskin. haha~ i guess pple change, and that's me. the new me.
so many things that i wanna do. so many things that are happening. sometimes when i want to stop and rest for a while i realise that if i do that, i'll juz fall behind and nv catch up. eekx. shall not brood over that.
minex, van , spaxY and i are food i/cs fer the BBQ on 10th june. =) spent some time shopping at NTUC fer the prices fer food. haha~ came up wif a budget list, and yeah, there were some disagreements here and there about the costs. well well... dunNo what to say. but i hope everyone who's goign will cooperate and pay the money. and speaking of touchy issues concerning MONEY, i hope pple in class will understand that if you're bringign someone, pls make sure that person pays as well. the amount of money payable is
per head. so if you're bringing someone else, you're welcome so long as you tell us(minex, denzil, van spaxY or mi) in advance, and i mean by this week and pls make sure you do your part. we're all mature adults and i'm sure you know what's the correct thing to do.
and mrs chong was
so SWEET!she sponsored 30 bucks fer the satays!!!! we've got a SPONSOR man!!! =) thankies a lot!!!
hmMm... i wanna go sailing someday... =)
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7:07 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
first of all, i wanna say i big thankew to minex and daddy. thanks fer all the new songs!!! i love'em all to bitx... =) hehe~ but i'm still short of holiday by greenday... anyone hu has it can send me thru msn??? thankies... =)
anyway, some things that are on my mind these few days:
friendship is forever. i guess u can nv be able to be angry wif your good friend or best friend fer too long. =) yeah, quarrels were all meant to be a way to let you noe your friend better. not a way of making you all part. many things play a part in friendship i guess, besides juz tolerating. i'm grateful fer the things that happen (good or bad) cuz they made me realise what is friendship and who my true friends are. those who stuck by me, thick and thin. they overlooked my mistakes, they tolerated my nonsense, they shared my
life story. thankew... you noe who you are. sometimes we're too blinded by the surface of matters, and we overlook what is the real meaning of things that happen. when we look back at those thing, we'll laff and think y we've ever done that in the past.
its not juz about the big things that are happening. its the way you laff at your friend's joke even thou its not funny, its the way you tell your nasty temper friend she's wrong in the most tactful way, and burying the hurt feelings when she fares up at you. its the way you can juz not do anything and know what the other person is thinking. its the way you stand by your friend when she's down, making attempts to cheer her up even thou you noe its of no use. its the way you stay by your friend when everyone leaves her.
once there was a girl who had only one best friend in primary sch. they were very close even thou their backgrounds were not similar, in fact they were very different. they got to know each other in class and became best friends because one of them offered the other an m&m choc. one day, one of the gurl was ill, and she vomitted all over herself. although she had a change of uniform, she still wasn't very nice smelling. everyone avoided her like she had some contagious disease. only one gurl, and that was her best friend did not. do you really think the best friend didn't mind the smell? of cuz she minded. but its some insignificant things that we overlook which in unexpected exchange, we get something more valuable, and that's friendship.
ok, that story didn't really bring out what i wanted to say, but yeah, somethings that happen in life bonded me to my best friends. the world is getting more and more complicated as we get to know about more things. cherish those that are dear to u. duN keep thinking about what you carn get or yet to have gotten, its more importantly, what you have now, and how you're going to make sure that you're not goign to lose it in the near future. =)
cheers to friendship. love you all (esp my best friends) to bits... =)
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9:10 PM
You may not even realize how much your erratic behavior is having an effect on the people around you, Jia Wei. Others may be trying to understand your point of view, but at times it seems as if you are talking in riddles. Slow down and get a hold of your own perspective before you go around dictating orders to others. You have incredible power; learn how to harness it and become a good leader so that you can effectively make the most of the resources at hand.
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1:02 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
i'm back. =) from shopping.
this morn, was mugging, trying to finish some undone hw, managed to clear some, but still got heaps to go. =S nvm.. then went to attend the annual general meeting at GG hq. many things happen. minex and ruru were not allowed to get the booklet cuz they didn;t pay their capitation fee. =S yt and i didn't pay either... so -___-''' scared they duN let us claim our PNA points. then i will be so FARKING pissed. urgh. met our dearie friends, jamie esp!!! so happy to see her... and she was very happy to see my ears that she so love cuz they are so small. okok... stop looking at my ears!!!and i bought an orange band which was supposed to be fer tsunami. kind of late la, but i like the colour
orange, and i've not been doing enuf fer charity, so i guess this is an opportunity to build good karma.
someone said sth very ermx...dunnO larx... i abit pissed she use this kind of tone to talk to us. she ask us why ms sia nv come, y anna and jean nv come. how i noe. not like they duN come i can do anything right? wtf larx... juz fark off carn you? if you got the guts, you call her up and ask her lars. instead of juz suaning us.
anyway, after the meeting, went to find ruru and minex. then we headed off to suntec to look at the ADIDAS bag that me and ruru wanted to buy. but we didn't find any. =( so sad.... i wan a new sling bag. preferably from ADIDAS. cuz ADIDAS rawks totally. =) ruru bought a ripcurl bag. quite chio leix... then all the rip curl wallets were also so chio... they got a lot more designs compare to what i had last time. but nvm, i still like my wallet.
then we headed down to bugis to get my hp pouch. the shopped moved. its not there anymore. was rather disappointed. cuz i really needed a new hp pouch. sigh. then we went to mos burger to eat. then we went in search of the xiao hei that ruru wanted to put on her bag. but they didn't sell it at mu-ee anymore. =S then we went to the actioncity shop. they sold a lot of things, then ruru bought an eeyor soft toy... so cute worx... and then, minex spotted a cute hp pouch!!! it was so super nice. fell completely in love wif it!!! but was scared that my fone wun fit in. but after a long time considering, i decided to buy. sorry fer my fickle-mindedness. blehx... i'm bad at decision-making.that's y i usually go out wif my friends so they can help me. wahahha~ =)
then we were so tired we headed home. bekah saw me!!! omg!!! she was wif that guy... not bad looking worx... hmmm... good good... =) so happy fer her.... happening... and we saw tiffany, okok... i saw tiffany, cuz minex and ruru were too engrossed in the lil boy who was getting them to buy some stupid voucher... said hi to her... =)
i'm glad. =) i like my handfone pouch. and the
orange band... =)
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7:44 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
Your Birthdate: February 3Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.
The energy of 3 allows you
bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.
There is a
restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "
couldn't care less" attitude.
You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.
Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
You are
energetic and always a
good conversationalist.
You have a
keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.
You are
affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.
You are subject to
rapid ups and downs.
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5:37 PM
well well. i'm here to bitch agian. ohhh.. that reminds me. hello all. say hi to BITCH TAN! thankew.
okies... the morning started out wif the band who has won a gold medal during SYF judging. i love the band. really, have always been very intrigued wif it and i really like the band. =) they played a super nice piece but i carn remember the very long name from the intro that the person gave. hehe~ but it was nice. super nice. =)that lifted my spirits a lil.
then it was 2.4km. clinched an A as usual. but was rather disappointed wif my results. ok... i shd stop whining about it since i was 3rd in class. came in after magan and spaxy. 13.02 mins. that's about say 2 mins 10 sec per round. not bad lar horx... but i love running. yay!!! that means i got gold again... since sec 4. sth very extremely stupid happened. and i gotta noe it after the incident. sigh. it was really stupid. you wanna cheat also muz plan right? u noe how much trouble you caused??? make others guilty wif you also. i mean, how can you come in so fast, 40 sec after me when you usually not one of the top few? it is so... haish... i'm gonna leash out words that are going to be so crude ... i'm a b!tch remember? brainless. urgh.i shd build up gOod karma.
forget about the above. then we were sitting outside the classroom waiting fer lessons to start, then we wore outside the classroom. lols... too lazy and tired to go toilet. then the bell rang, students started pouring out the classrooms. =S not a good sign. so everyone saw us changing. =X haha~ nvm....
then lessons were dreading, had no mood to listen whateverso. then after the rev programme, which ended at 2, we went out to eat. b4 that, we were persuading mengyang not to go tell eric gege about the thing. cuz, maybe he wun realise. really. i mean, he have tonnes of things better to do than to check on our results ya? *crosses my fingers* yeah, n i made him swear not to go tell him. i'm so evil!!! * evil laffs* haha~ yeah... i juz doN care larx... i mean its only juz a fitness test that does not really test mt fitness anyway. tell me, what has sit and reach got to do wif fitness? yeah. heck larx... also duN noe why some pple take it so seriously fer.
well well... then we went to eat BK. second time in 2 weeks. getting a bit sick of it. i juz ate mac on wed. =S haha~ so sick of fastfood. i have craving fer pasta!!! i wan pastamania...
yay!!! tml meeting yt!!! i wanna go shopping at bugis. =)
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4:34 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
haha... sometimes when you duNo what to blog about, it becomes an entry too. juz like this one.
tml's 2.4km. but i duN feel like running. and i declare myself bankrupt. so broke.
i shd stop whining.
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5:00 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
pain. i think i hurt my back. pain. i think my uterus lining is breaking down. pain. my arms are aching. pain. i think my heart's a mess. pain. i miss my dearies. pain. i miss my loved ones.
sigh. its a few depressing entries already. but i'll try to smile.
e x c r u c i a t i n g. guys will nv understand. its all the hormones fault. anterior pituitory gland and corpus letum, keep on producing pregesterone and oestrogen till after napfa!!!! arghs...
haven't had pains in ages.... its one of those few very bad ones i've had.
the bitch song... [my song]
Is it OK if I speak to you today
Youve been pissed off for a week now
but, nothing I can say could make you look up.
or crack up.
Is there anything that I can do
Anything to show you
Youre a bitch
but, I love you anyway
OH OH You cant sing
But, you still put me to sleep
Baby, Youre a bitch
Hey Hey Hey Hey
You make me sick
But, dont ever go away
So you tell me that theres nothing left to say
I drive you face the window
Then youre in my face telling me
to grow up
I wish youd grow up
I cant wait until you fall asleep, I
wonder if you know that
Youre a bitch
but, I love you anyway
OH OH You cant sing
But, you still put me to sleep
Baby, Youre a bitch
Hey Hey Hey Hey
You make me sick
But, dont ever go away
Yeah youre a bitch but I love you anyway
So why dont you...... Stay
i'll probably marry the person who sings me this song. =)
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6:54 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
screw it oh damn it. duN ask y. i juz feel so fucking pissed wif myself. urgh. once agian... i hate my stupidity. nvm. its over anyway.
i dunnO what to blog. but i was juz freaking pissed wif myself the whole day. yeah. basically that was it.
so pissed i felt like biting myself.
grRr...
someone hit me so hard in the head i forget everything except you all the kind souls out there...
anyway... soccer guys lost to VJ 3-nil. =S nvm...
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5:00 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
jia wei is going bonkers after te 5 stations!!!! =) the following entry might be a bore and a chore fer some pple hu do not wish to read about sit and reach, but yeah, juz skip it if you duN wanna read it. sorry she has to let it out, if not she carn sleep tonight.
biggest achievement ever in her entire life, she did 47 cm fer sit and reach!!! after stretching!!! =) last yr she did 37 cm. 10 cm leix!!! how great is that??? push push!!! and she managed to get 11.52s fer shutter run... passed the C grade fer standing broad jump, 40 sit ups =) and 13 incline pull ups. =) not FANTASTIC. but its enuf to keep me happy!!! 2.4 will hopefully be a breeze. =) i'm so proud of myself!!! i can hardly touch my toes, but my sit and reach is 47cm!!! i'm so amused!!!!
today sth funny happened b4 chem test. got cockroach!!!!! eeks!!!okok... not funny but its so disgusting. did i meantion that i simply detest cockroaches to the core? i nv ever wan anyone near me. not even 10ms away from me. it was so freaky. everyone got a morning scare!!! guess that made some pple wake up, and some of us simple forgot everything that was in our minds. haha~ watever...
we did micro pipetting fer bio. which reminds i have spa skill A tml morn. eekx... gotta make this quick. anyway, micro pipetting is so ... fun. push the nozzle, let it go and you repeat it a few times, only to realise that you're juz merely pipetting drops of water. haha~ nvm... at least we know how a centrifudge looks like... =)
i seriously think PMS is acting on me. i'm getting very irritated at small insignificant things. =S not good. but i'll try not to go so wild and control my emotions. so tired... guess i gtg...
hope the soccer guys had a good match wif VJ. =) playing wif champs is so unfortunate, but at least you only get to meet them after the semi-finals. which will guarentee at least a 4th i guess... =)
oh yeah, good luck to those hu have competitions... forgot to mention that many ccas did mj proud. guitar, band and chior got GOLD. and we have 2 silvers.!!! i wan my half day!!!!! haha~
kkies... i think i better get going... so tired... still have to do chem tutorial.. =S
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7:24 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
happy mother's day to all mothers. =) i love my mummy!!!!
heard the perfect 10 advertisment... so farnie... daniel ong went: every mother's day, i'll make my mum sometings that she nv used, now things have changed, i buy them... wakekke~ and another one: what wud mother's day be like w/o presents?... haha~ father's day, cuz we duN usually buy presents for our fathers... wakekeke~ so farnie...
well well... people change over time, esp if you haven't been in touch or been very close to that person. sigh...
i dunNo what i'm saying again... i think its PMS... woopx...
is it me or am i too stupid to understand and comprehend what pple are trying to tell me? i'm persistently pissing pple off...
had a weird dream last night, i dreamt that i went to pierce a lot of earholes. =S wth...haha~ i'm so mad over earholes...
=) i did a good deed last night... =)
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1:34 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
the gurls of 204!!!=) shag after PE
blow blow... the fan...
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6:26 PM
kekex... presenting the triton ninjas!!! =)
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6:13 PM
sports day rawks... triton rawks!!! =)
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6:12 PM
hmMm... someone ate my flower. it was lost since yesterday. =( i'm sad. i need a hp pouch. i wanna go bugis to get it. but i have no time.
woke up so early cuz i slept so early last night. what a waste.
happy burthday denzil daddyy!!!!to my dar... duN so stressed larx... sometimes we duN noe what we are doing, and after a while, we are actually shocked at our behaviour. its norm... relax, and sleep more during the weekends.
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7:48 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
sports day. a day i scream till my head hurts and my voice is alomost gone. had a great time today!!!! i love
TRITON!!!! yes. the house com is getting from bad to worse. eekx... but nvm... we were more like the house com... minex and i were walking ard wif the cupboard that says:
triton rocks ok!yay!!! trition really rocks... we USED to have the nicest tees!!!! =) I
LOVE MY
TRITON TEE! proud to be
trition!!! =)
anyway, phobos is last. last yr they were first. hahah~ they hardly had pple participating in any of their events. anyway, letme start from the morning kies. gotta noe that we were going to be observed fer PE. like so -____-''' its PE they are observing. today was not a good day fer running. didnt really feel like running. sigh.... nvm... then we had recess. =) we took photos.... =) wif magan and tingyi and sophie and xueli.. =) then during sports day, we were also taking fotos... =) hee~
saw mr ling a few times today. he keep flashing ring fer us to see... haha~ so farnie... =) not intentionally of cuz but nvm. then sports day was delayed because of the rain. =S triton got #rd overall... and we clinched quite a lot of 2nds and 3rds. this yr not bad lorx... but my voice is almost gone wif all the cheering and jeering!!! hee~
after the excitement, i really am so tired and sweaty all over... =) had loads of fuN wif minex and spaxy and van n sophie and all the others... =) kudos to denzil and luther!!! =)
sigh. intensive mugging is coming up fer the weekends. there's so much to do and so much to learn. =S nvm... i'm gonna MUG tml. for today... all i can do is relax and rest. =)
i almost melted when he smiled at me today... =) ohhoo!!! =) serious. i'm falling heads over heels over you....
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7:58 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
ended sch at 6 today. wows. dead beat. first of all, sch had to start wif chem prac. eeks. the most hated day of the week. it really spoils the mood fer everyone i guess. then sth happened during recess. those bloody year ones have no EYES. then minex and vans and spaxy were so angry... ya... and they still dare to diao us. looks who's right and who's wrong lorx...
then we went out fer BK during lunch. =) hehe... our adventure.... was rather drenched when we wentback to sch as it was raining rather heavily. haha... in the end, the pple hu went fer the bio rem was like hardly even half!!! and we have 99 mcq to do fer revision.. isnt that so SICK?
i'm so tired of doing all the work that nv seems to sstop coming in. every week its a new pile coming in and every weekend i juz sit ard and finish them, only to find that on monday, there's another big pile. hardly can get a breather these few days. sigh...
sophie and us were going bonkers after 6 pm. we were talking nonsense and acting like a bunch of idiots juz released from the special school. haha... shall speak no further to mention how spastic we all were.... and its all due to the lack of sleep... gosh... i'm so tired... i feel like sleeping now... but i wanna watch the chinese show at 9.
nvm... one shd be optimistic.... =)
it'll all be over soon... and i mean really soon...
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7:34 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
today is a short day. =) hee so am back early
played spades wif jasmine. won 2 but lost one. haish... nvm... there were a few beautiful nils thou...
have a lot of hw to do. am very tired.
yesterday saw my dearie steffie. she lent me her beautiful butterfly... =) thankies dearie...
abt some things: actually the most dangerous thing that can happen to a person is not to show any emotions after a trauma. cuz you're the one hu silently suffers the pain all by yourself. its not in my character to keep quiet after sth happened. i'll make a big fuss. but really, i dunNo whether you're really ok, even thou you say you are. no matter what, i'll be there... =)
i feel like a coward. i saw him today. he walked right in front of me!!! =(
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3:32 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hmMm.... today is a horrendous day. my biological clock is messed up and i have not enough sleep.. =S have to do hw later cuz there's CCA later and after that i have tuition. sigh.
bio test was a flop i guess. cuz i harly know how to do any questions. for a simple reason, i couldn;t get anything into my mind. and the time i spent was on the wrong topics. thankies to jaime, i manage to get some hints and learnt some things wich can probably get me a few marks which wuN leave me wif the beautiful zero marks.
denzil's not in sch today. think he's sick... take care daddy...
i'm tired. and i haven't seen him fer a week!!!!![trying to some to terms with myself]
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2:52 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
dedicated to a sweet gurl...
i dunNo what to say. got a shock when i read her blog today. i wuN say i noe how she feels. but i hate it when pple chose inappropriate times to do things. yeah. they were together for so long. their stories were so sweet. it really aches me to see yet another fren sad. last yr it was minex, this yr...
i'll stand by you...
you are and will always be a significant part of my life. maybe u duN feel this way, but yeah, we'll be friends forever...
*hugx*
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4:03 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
slept at 1+ last night. was in those kinda half awake sleep, like i nv really slept for the whole night like that. hmMm... cuz, i heard my father come back from work, which shd be around 1+, he working night shift. then i heard my mum go out of the house fer herweekend workout, and it was dark, shd be 6+. so techniquely speaking, i slept like 5 hrs at most. hmMm... after a whole day of activity, i think that's so little sleep i have gotten. dunNo larx...
i'm glad i now what i want. when i noe things are impossible and will nv happen, i'm glad i'm able to psycho myself to not wanting that thing. =) but sometimes our emootions take over us, we lose our determination and all those small little things... nvm... i dunNo what i'm talking about anyway. these few days, jia wei is speaking rubbish. maybe she's been thinking too much. she's burnt out.
i did some weird things today. like i went to check out where NTU, NYP and NUS is on the street directory. then went on to think about what i wanna be and where i wanna go to after my a levels. i'm seriously confused. i dunNo what i wanna be. so i called yt to talk to her. missed talking to her... even thou we met yesterday, but i was mostly wif hammie dearie... anyway, first of all, both yt and i wanna get into NUS. we wanted to go pharmacy, but wwe realised that tonnes of pple are also thinking about going there,and if a lot of pple from VJ are going there, it goes to show how little chances are left for us. sorry to be a wet blanket, but i seriously think that which sch you come from makes how another person treat you during sch admissions differently. juz like the case in the medical faculty in NUS. mrs chong said that most of them were form HC and RJ. watever...then we thought of going to accountancy. =) haha... what are we doing here in JC man? how is CHEM going to benefit me next time? in accountancy. haha... nvm... thinking too much i guess....
losing the will to study. wish i can juz rest and nv have to work again. seriously tired of looking at those words. chemical bonding, growth and development. oh no... think i'm having pms again... =S
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7:11 PM