Friday, December 31, 2004
hmmm... yesterday's bbQ was ok la. actually very disappointed its juz half of the class there again. yes again. its the same pple lo. nvm. forget it. no use forcing pple. not sure the reason y they ask the odac pple to come, but think it was cuz there was lots of food ba. ooh... we took a lot of pics. hah~ very funnY worX..shall wait fer jas to upload. =p
ended up playing bridge and tennis n badminton. we bought a cake fer rachelle. =p happy birthday! last day of the year n its her bdae. nvm... may you have a wonderful year ahead. =p yA... we ONLY ate sausages, haha~ not very hungry ma, downed a can of pepsi b4 anything lo. so how can eat. later we ate bbQed marshmellows. =p wwoohhh... superb. the cake too!!! choc rocks... dunnO la. yesterday rather pissed lo. maybe i very long nv hear pple KB louder than me le. hahaz~ watever. then on our way home, waited fer very long fer the bloody 89, when it finally arrived, we sat at the top deck. then as soon as we sat down, a cat started meowing from no where. we were all freaked out la. then i looked under the seat only to find nothing. OMG la. we were so freaked out. then the guy beside us looked at us like we were some martians who haven't heard cats meow. then we changed places lo. then another uncle toldus it was a PET of someone's . when we were making our way down, i searched for a cat cage only to find none. think he person kept it in a singtel plastic bag. CRUELTY to animals! eeKx... thou i duN like cat. dogs rock!
i received the xmas present from spaxY le. hope you all like my present worX. =p the card too.. n sorry that its black. hee~
today meeting y dearie ham n bekah n yt. haiz. dunnO wat to wear. -_-''' haiz. shitZ. n i meeting my fren at 2 to give him the cD. he ar... darn funnY la. ask me monday can notx. then i was like monday sch reopen le you mei you. then he say: nvm la, i go ur sch find u la. -_-''' my sch in pasir ris can? u really wanna come meh? and first day of sch i also dunnO wat time i end wat. haiz. then he say today at 2 lo. haiz. he is one mah fan person la. i meeting bekah they all at 12, then 2 have to meet him. shitX... nvm... i dunnO wat i niaming for...
i'm so blasting linkin park's songs on my com n wearing headfones, in da early morn. i dunnO la. i had many funnY dreams these few days. first i dreamt of t*k and then g*. i duuNo wat's happened to me. argh. someone help me.
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7:51 AM
Thursday, December 30, 2004
haha... today is class bBq. hmmm... so in the end actually we wan go watch movie b4 the thing one, but we couldn't contact spaxY.... haiz... nvm...
hmmm... this morn went to KK to give the thankew cards... =p den later goign to meet jas to go walk walk b4 the bbQ... and do some hw! hee~ i very sianded... wahahaha`
yesterday my sis bought a nice s n k long pants... i like the material... then today she say she duN really like it le... den she say if she can find another pair that's nice, she giving me this pair! whee... oh no! i sound like some beggar... oopX...
i'm coming up wif a lame story that we should go spaxY's house fromt eh chimney if there's one cuz we exchanging presents. lolx... den jas say she stay HDB, so we shd go from rubbish chute. lolx... thanks ar... smells man... that kinda santa... (pinches nose)
s n k rocks my sockS!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm in love wif s n k! wahahaha~
to my dars: hope you like my present... thou its a bit small... haiz... a bit broke only.. need to pay fer my fone lo... =S
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1:09 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
hmmm... to jas... i dunnO... anything ba... i duN mind watching movie. haha~ but if is grocery shopping can we go later? say 1 pm? cuz in da morn i have to go KK ar. ya lo. den scared carn make it. haha~
yesterday went tuition. darn cold la. nepturne court ma. den beside the sea. so darn cold lo. i think both steffie i were freezing lo. lolx. hmmm...i'm so bored. these few days still got no mood to study. ohno. shyt. haiz. think today muz go library studY lo. if not i'll be so tempted by the com. haiz. that's the reson y i'm bloggin so early in the morn. so later i duN use.
there's so much to do yet i'm not putting in my best to do it. n i noe i will hate myself fer it. haiz. i feel sO useless lo. i feel like slapping myself left right up down n centre. argh...
haiz. i dunNo la. sometimes i really sian mu those peepz hu have dears hu stay wif them for so long. really...
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8:31 AM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
i such a noob when it comes to writing cds. hmmm... today help my fren write his cd le. 41 songs can? and that only took up les than half the space in the cd. =X stupidX. n i carn play it on my cD player. wth. watever man.
hmmm... tonight got tuition so now muz play com sia. if not tonight got no time le. argh. haven't start studying at all. shyt. shall go do some chem eQm and redoX later. i hate chem can. its the suckiest subject in this entire world. ya.
hmmm... jas ask me if i wan to go earlier fer the class bBq to help prepare the food. hmmm... anything lo. i duN mind la. a bit early thou to meet to go grocery shopping. but watever. haha~ wanna go watch movie lei. haha~ n wat time you all staying till? haha~
hmmm... thanks to denzil yesterday night, i got my superstar. haha~ like that song. hmmm...
i dunNo wat to blog le. haha...watever.
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2:14 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
i'm so darn tired. sigh. denzil is still not online to send me the song... i scared i carn tahan till when he reaches home. nvm... maybe another day. sigh. i wan the song superstar by jamelia. lolx.
hmmm... reason fer being so tired is cuz today pple come n change the window grills, then make a big mess so had to do clean up. wow. i was so freaking tired after that i juz lied my whole night thru on the sofa watching tv. oopx... supposed to study fer the test. hmmm...watever.
i saw rainbow today. tried taking a pic but the rainbow turned out looking like water being sprayed by a hose. haiz. hmmm...
mum juz told me that we are going to my cousin's house fer count down. wow. hmmm... so that means that if i'm goign out on 31, i will be out from afternoon wif ham they all, and then later go my cousin's house. how tiring, esp if we are goign to rah rah at denzil's house fer class bBq.
tired. tired tired. pple duN like replying my msgs. thanks man. i'm making a fuss out of nothing. so ignore me.
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9:59 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
oh no... yesterdayi slacked the whole day thru. it was xmas anyway... but from tml onwards... shall start goign library to mug...
this morn was sneezing like mad as i rummaged thru my ever so untidy drawer. (made an effort to pack my stuff) looked at all the letters i received, tore some of them away cuz i couldn't stand what was written in them. it all seemed so clear to me suddenly. all that was happening that time. on one particular matter i see how two pple are telling me different things. watever. i hate all the backstabbing and trying to make it sound as if the other person is SO EVIL. pooF... shall forget all abt these pple as they are not real friends. juz trying to get pple on their side to hate the other party.
ham juz told me sth. hee~ jia you ok... may you finD your real xing fu... next time we go out muz bring digi cam. hee! then can take pic of my short hair, which has apparently grown longer. i'm so gonna get into trouble wig the disciplin com... (oh ya... jas couldn't really recognize me in short hair. oopX... i almost couln't recognize her in short fringe too. oopX)
to jas: i dunnO how to wear that prezie lei... it slipped off when i ws sleeping lo... den scared i'll scratch it if i wear as necklace.. lolx...
ginni msged me last night... at 1 + to wish me merry xmas. i wished padfoot happy bdae yesterday night. not the first even thou i msged her at 0011. lolx.
been rather on the edge these few days since i realised how little time i had left before sch reopens and i have yet to finish homework n stuff. sharks. jumping at a slight comment and all that. argh. wat's wrong wif me. very sensitive these few days too. i dunnO wat's happening. seem to have lost touch with the world. sigh.
may i feel less stressed and pissed wif yahoo mail cuz they keep on carn finding the server these few days. freak the stupid thing. peK ar...
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10:58 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
merry xmas to all. thankew to all that wished me merry xmas. love you all loads. hmmm... yesterday night's gathering was better than expected. except for the fact that my mum said sth INSENSITIVE and made me pissed and all that. i duN care le lo. i hate it when pple PUT ME PPLE DOWN in front of other people. waaa... carn stand it. but since its xmas i shall FORGIVE AND FORGET.
hmmm... yesterday i realised that my cousin's husband had tarot cards la! i've always wanted a pack of tarot cards. ooh... it was so darn cool lo. hmmm... then i borrowed the book that explains the cards. ooh... its so cute lo. really. he's into this kinda things la, as in suan ming de. and he's rather accurate lo. haha~ then my cousin's fren was also there, then sHe wanted to help me suan ming wif poker cards. -_-''' and she wan to help me suan about my love life. then i -_-''' ermX... i dun have a crush now can? carn possibly think of my dars right, if not she think i'm really les. oh no!! haha~ so in the end we ended up playing heartattack. lolx... i was in a skirt lo. diaox... imagine sitting that way, i carn stand le. then exchange presents. shall not comment. i duNno how to use it lo.
shall say more about yesterday's trip to suntec. haha~ went to FILA first, cuz dar wanted to buy the FILA slippers. then after buying, went to walk walk lo. we really noe how to sou lo. den go find her cousin's prezie. then went S&K, realised that a day ago, it was still "up to 50% off" and that day was like "50% storewide" lolx. hmmm... den we wanted to buy belt, i liked a slimmer one, but duN have colour le, so we asked the person there, then he said that we could take the one on display, budden it wasn't complete lo, so i didn't take. lolx... so sianded. then we went to the food court to wait fer the pple at watson's to wrap the present, 1 hr can, they got a lot of presents to wrap sia. then we did homework. yes homework. so when one hour up le, we went to collect the present. then i decided to buy the belt. yes, another one la, the one that dar say she wanna buy one. so there. and then we went to buy socks fer my yue fu/father-in-law. haha~ lolx... i helped choose can? lolx. after that we went to FILA again thanks to me, then found my FILA shoes. lolx.. after that we went to marina sQ , sou then i have to go home le. sorry dar ... carn pei you till you meet your sister. haha~ thanks a lot a lot a lot. =p
kk... gtg le. hmmm... merry xmas again...
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8:38 AM
Friday, December 24, 2004
hee... i got a ****! wahaha~ thanks dar... hee~ love ya lots...
bought my FILA shoes. haha~ for once... sth different from ADIDAS... coulnt find any other nice shoes le. hee~ actually wanted to buy one grey and pink one... but damn heavy sia... how to run in it? sia la. then i bought a FILA shoe bag fer 2.90... cuz i buy FILA shoe ma. hee~ thanks to dar fer peing me today n all that... haha~ she nv failed as my fashion consultant... then i bought a s n k belt. wow... s n k got 50% of storewife la... yayness... so happy!
hmmm... simin toking to me now... =P
hmmm... shall update later or sth likethat... hmmm.. had fuN today... lolx...
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6:31 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
hmmm... went to suntec t get the things that i need. wahaha~ yayness, rushed here nad there lo... -_-''' then went over to the chaichee senior activity centre to get ready the xmas party fer them. then when we reached, we realised that the sec 2s weren't there yet to deco the place. then person in charge there, i would say was rather pissed. woopx... then we started carrying out the chairs, cleaning the tables etc. and after we started, we nv stopped to rest. then we sang songs, served food, rush here n there to so some stuff... ahaha~ thou it was rather tiring, it was all worth while. actually quite hungry one, but facing so much food fer such a long time made all of us lose our appetite man. sometimes i can juz wolve down 1/4 of a large pizza one, todaY i ate 1/16 of it n i already very sick of it le.
oh ya, happY birthday simin! it was like so qiao lo. i mean i met her on her b'dae and ade too, ya... kuku me didn't noe her bdae is today la... haha~ i miss her so dearly can? hee~ glad i wished you happy bdae! n merry xmas... hohoho...
after the thing, went to watsons to buy wrappng paper fer the stupid presents that my cousins say muz bring to exchange. wth la. i very bs lo, i mean this is juz another gathering lo, n we're like financially hopeless can?watever la. i dunNo y i'm making such a big fuss out of sth so small.argh.
sianded. someone jioing my dar out besides me lo. idiot. wahaha~ watever. haiz. n the converse shoe i eyeing is like ermx... not on sale. wth la. i'm so pissed can? its 70 bucks la, y no discount? if its like 50 + still ok lo. haiz... how how how? i need shoes... hur...
really wanna tahank yt fer going out wif me today... hee~ love ya lots gal... ( hope her dar nv ever sees this... )
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8:45 PM
hmmm.... decided to pon guides activity totally, cuz not like what we say they will do so there, not like there's anything fer us to do lidat lo. but think i'll be going to that xmas party fer the old folks at chai chee there. yeah, cuz its meaningful to me. haha~ tml got xmas gathering at my cousin's house in the evening. sianz. duN really wanna go i duNno y. these few days like very sick of life lidat lo.
finally after a agonizing 3 days, my dar come back from camp le. got pple pei me sian online le. =p haiz. finally pple are updating their blogs le lo. hee~ welcome back! ( that's so spastic)
dar! tml jio u out can? maybe we can go buy shoes? to pass you the money i owe you and to get my notes from you... haha~ haiz, van going out wif her fren, den duNno spaXy still sailing not... haiz. i'm so pathetic can? haiz. i shall go do heriditary tutorial...
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9:01 AM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
panic attack. adrenaline rush. haiz. that's the first thing that happened to me this morn. t*****E is a word of terror fer me. ermx... except the other one i noe from VJ. anything that has got to do wif him makes my spine chill and i go a little bit paranoid after that. its a condition that makes me think the worst is goign to befall on us, all that noes him. esp my bestest guide pal. yup. sometimes i really hate guides. that t word really instills fear in me, so i get very uptight when i hear it and i really worry for my frenz. haiz. so sorry if i seem very jumpy and all that, i'm juz really stressed and all. hope you understand. the worst thing that can happen is he asked that fren if she noes me. OMG la. i thought i was outa the pic very long time ago. urgh... get lost!!!!i thought he was the one out of the pic long time ago. haiz. y carn he juz get over it. hur... i'm so gonna have a jumpy xmas. =( duN ask ok... i could do
without pple reminding me how 'near" he is.
yesterday after guides, yt and i went xmas card shopping. oh no! and we are dead meat, we couldn't find any anymore. haiz. yup... so frenZ, we send you all chinese new year cards ok? lolx... they are all red anyway...XD
haiz... tml think the xmas party fer old folks is still on ar. so sweet right? hmmm.. i'm so goign back AH almost everyday la. hmmm... mon, tues, thurs. but nvm la, take it as attendence sake. hope mrs lim is feeling better. sometimes really very ke lian her, cuz when you see her coughing like its no one's business, you really hope that you can do sth fer her. wake up! all those antibodies in her body, its time to do some work. lolx..
have yet to finish buying the xmas prezie. muz go -beeP- shopping... anyway, where n when are we meeting huh? oh ya, jas... i realised that i need my notes... ooPx... haiz... take care from camp...
super star...
People always talk about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
All the things their all about (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Write it on a piece of paper,
Got a feeling i'll see you later.
There's something bout this,
Lets keep it moving,
And if its good lets just get something cooking.
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do.(you do, you do)
.[Refrão:]I dont know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I dont know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play)
Baby take a look around (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Everybody's getting down (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Deal with all the problems later,
Bad boys on their best behaviour.
There's something bout you,
Lets keep it moving,
And if it's good lets just get something cooking,
Coz i really wanna rock with you,
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do,
(you do, you do).
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar,
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are,
(you just make me wanna play).
I like the way your movin' (ey oh ey oh ey oh)
I just get into the groove and then
(you just make me wanna play),
If you just put pen to paper
(ey oh ey oh ey oh)
Got that feeling i'll see you later
.Make your move, can we get a little closer,
You rock it just like you're supposed to,
Hey boy i ain't got nothing more to say,
Coz you just make me wanna play,
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
i don't know,
Gotta be, gotta be a superstar,
All eyes on you.
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8:52 AM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
nv blog yesterday. hmmm... cuz i was lazy. yeah, i duN wana say anyting about it le. was supposed to finish my ecology hW but i slept. wow. so i have to do it today. by hook or by crook. yupZ... sigh
i was, and i repeat WAS supposed to meet my frenz this hols, but the only pple i've ever met is juz those that are still around me and the only reason we met was when absolute necessary. wow. so much for goign our man. everyone seems to be so busy. damNz. n i've yet to skate. =(
pple whom i've not met yet and wanna meet:
suisen
mel, enming, flor n sharon.
marauders.. i've not seen them in ages.. and i miss you guys... juz look at my blogskin!
sigH, siGh, sIgh, Sigh, S I G H
i shall not speak of the people whom i'm meeting today, cuz i still love HQ activities more than those that are conducted elsewhere. HQ rocks. abit obvious isn't it. watever.
my hair is growing at alarming rates. sigh. i'm so gonna get into trouble wif the disciplin com. thanks man... so peepZ... can we migrate till probably the middle of the line, so i wuN be right in front of the principals... haha~
ooh... n i made changes to my wishlist. wowz... i'm such a big biMbOtiC puNk.
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8:53 AM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
wooTz... i bought a new S nK skirt and racer! yayness! haha~ i;m mad... in the middle of the night...
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11:50 PM
elloZ... i juz realised that i have a hell load of things to do. oh no... drew up a timetable to make the best out of all the time i have left. so those pple who see me online more than one time everyday, remind me to go offline. yeah. i think i better start goign to the library to mug or sth like that. staying at home will only make me get so absorbed to the com. =( temptations are so freakingly irritating.
mrs lim proposed that a few of us go to chai chee that community centre to do up a xmas party fer the old folks. hey... that's meaningful ok? lolx... so i;m gonna dedicated maybe say 2 days doing that. hmmm... mrs lim say next year the YAs are supposed to organise the activities fer the guides. oh no. like goign to be very busy lei. and she say that she wants it to be done by the end of this year. haiz. sharks.
tonight my mum ask me to pei her go town there to shop and repair her watch. hee~
these few days ar... dunNo wat's wrong wif me. keep finding fault wif pple, but of cuz nv say out loud la. then i juz keep getting lost in thoughts, and when i think back, i realised that i duN have the zi1 ge2 to say that about them lo, cuz each n everyone of us have our flaws. ok.
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11:37 AM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
i bought the mambo bag!!!!! waaa... damn cheap man! only 40 bucks. hmmm... i hope no one goes n buy the same bag as me!!!!!! so here's a warning to those who may buy the same bag... its main colours are grey and white... looks like some army that kinda print. sth like no. 4 army uniform. yes... so if you ever see a mambo bag of that colour... DUN GET IT... cuz i have it le. oh no... i sound so unreasonable... watever. lolx... i love it a lot a lot! cuz its a present from you gals... -smoochies-
all this is thanks to dearie ham n yt and bekah!!!!cuz its my so early b'dae prezie. in less than half a year i get two presents... lolx... n not to forget tjhe pact that we made to go out together during the second day of chinese new year!!! yayness... i'm kissed by my dearie ham!!!! lolx.. oh no!!! i'm so darn lesbian lo..we were giving each other a peck at orchard lo! lolx... oh no... haha~ den ham say i look like boy from behind. -_-''' oh no! then she call me her boyfriend. haha~ ok lo...
i saw steffie too!!! where? at JURONG POINT! lolx... her mum n sis were wif her. -_-''' so qiao! then she came over and shouteed jia wei!!! then i scream!!! and we both ended up screaming in the middle of no where! lolx... and then she was looking at my hair. she says that my hair rather short, then look like i've been thru some trauma then i go cut one. lolx... so happy to see steffie! math rocks my socks... puNk hairstyle rockS!
saw jamie!!! at orchard ar... wif her family... so long nv see her le... she look so hmmm... dunnO wat to say lei... hee~ she wear like bball jersey lo... =p then she ask y i cut my hair... den i say : now can see my small ears more clearly le hor... lolx...
today the CIP thing was a like total hmmm... i dunnO.. as i expected, our presence is only fer the sake of attendence. lolx...then mrs lim treat us to coffee bean! lolx...very full today.. stand so much today that now my legs very damn tired and suan lo...
i still duNno whether meeting jas or not. haiz. watever la. haha~ my fren i was toking to from VJ commented that jas looks quite cute. lolx... are you honoured.
i'm so in love wif my new bag and ham! lolx... -smOochies-
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9:36 PM
Friday, December 17, 2004
maRaudErS...
this is so freking nice la!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! argh... i'm going balistic!
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9:30 PM
hmmm... oh no... i slacked the whole day again. later going to do some hw. actually got do la, juz very little only. hmmm... so there's a change of plans about this sunday. shoots. then i should have gone down today. hur... then i duNno when i can meet jas dar n my other dars le. =( hur...
basically there's not much today la. tried contacting mrs lim, but to no avail. so we called the pple in charge to ask them abt somethings. it turned out that mrs lim already asked le. den yt and i sounded like some kuku telling them the second time. not like we wanna do it la. if we duN ask then the guides will dunnO wat to wear tml le lo. watever. sometimes it gets a little stressful when you have things that crop up last min. haiz. tml have to go rather early lo. i duN understand y we have to be there, esp when we are not goign to get cip hours. we can juz go there to rot for our attendence sake. haha~ i shall bring my homework there to do. ^^ wahah~ pro-ed. then suNday ish free! yayness. darS! we go out can? i miss you all! we haven't really spend time together lei... as in the four of us together... even if is do homework also shuang... XD and are we going to meet fer xmas? or when?
ooh... did i mention that i saw a
shooting star that night when i was at the night hike at camp. very fast worX. but i wasn't the only one. ever heard of the saying that when you see a shooting star, make a wish. however i think that being able to see one is already a blessing, as it is so rare. even if you ask me to die now i xin man yi zu . thou things haven't really been smooth for me these few weeks. haiz.
waiting fer pple to be online, budden my usual kakis are not here. -_-''' haiz. sianded...
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8:06 PM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
haha... sianded... hmmm... today very slack at home. maybe cuz i juz come back from camp ba. haiz, from tml onwards have to pia homework. correction, is tml muz cuz the next few days are so darn packed wif activities.
sat: go to jurong west for the guides CIP.
suN: class cip (oh no... they are gonna see my hair)
mon: go back AH and MJ fer job attchment debrief and for guides stuff
tues: maybe go back AH fer the guides thing again.. have to se thru ar...
that leaves a few days b4 christmas to do my xmas shopping... and where is the money goign to come from? oh man... i spent a lot le... diez... where is my pay!
haha~ my koR so farnie... i told him i cut my hair short... den he haiz... also dunNo for wat... is i cut my hair lo... also not his hair... den he say duNno how i look like now.-_-''' if he wan deN ask him come down orchard there to see how short my hair is and buy me coffee bean lo... wahaha~ i'm such a spoilt mei... to tell you the truth, is i keep kalling him my kor lo... he havent kal me mei b4. budden if he doesn't ask me not to kall him kor, i guess he treats me as him mei ba. =p now he says that i'm his di. cuz now short hair le... and he actually duN mind going to orchard to see how short my hair is. -_-'''
hmmmz... proNgz... i need your blog add... gimme asap can? when you see this...
some people are juz very childish. they like to comment when they haven't really seen the whole pic. well... i got nothing to say le. this kind of people are juz so childish. carn wait fer them to grow up. they ask me to get a life. what about them?
reason y i deleted the blog was i duN like the feeling of people whom i duN evern noe looking at my blog. i duN mind my frenz la. but i duN like those who duN noe me well tagging, esp if the thiNgs they say are mean. yupz....watever la... i learnt my lesson. shall not do stupid things.
btw... steffie! thanks fer your card! help me say thnks to ber too! thanKs a lot... muAkZ dearest!
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8:35 PM
lolx... decided to createa new blog. yupz... erase all memories n start anew...=p
cheers to me.
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2:00 PM