Thursday, June 30, 2005
murdered again and again. -__-''' wrong word to use, how can you get murderd twice. watever.
hmMm, all were killer papers. =( i'm sick of it. y carn they juz give us a break! and i'm careless, so i lost a lot a lot a lot of marks due to stupid mistakes. i'm so screwed. i carn stand doing un-do-able papers!!!
wo bu zhi dao la. wo hen luan. wo bu zhi dao wo zhe mo pin ming gan she me! wo bu zhi dao la. zou kai!!!
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7:02 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
i guess no one is sane enough to come here at this time in the morning, but i'm up and about now, so might as well slack a while more b4 i start wif the intensive mugging, (i hope) that i'm going to do in preparation for tml's papers.
woke up feeling so good. nothing beats a good night of sleep. however, when i flip to my books, that pang of .... well, i dunnO how to decribe it. the papers have affected me a lot. i threw away lots of marks. =( argh... what's done is and was done. keep telling myself forget about it, but my mind refuses to cooperate. *sccreams: get outta my head!!!*
urgh, its not like i nv study, i swear i studied harder than i did fer the past 2 exams i've taken. but the load of information is juz too.... much. so much that i duN understand and that has been piling up. okok... shd stop complaining and get down to work.
hope i can concentrate. hope i can meet my target fer myself.
oh ya. duN understand what's there to talk about on the fone for such long hours, esp if you do it everyday and almost like 3 times a day and each conversation lasting for at least an hour. so what if you're talking to different pple. so what! might as well use this time to do revision! then you have the cheek to say not enuf time blah blah blah... nonsense. i don deny i also talk on the fone fer quite long sometimes, but hello!!! i duN do that during exam times.
fine. if you can produce the results. if you carn, too bad. i juz carn stand it lorx. not like telephone bills very cheap. doesn't mean that daddy doesn't scold you fer the telephone bills means that he's ok wif it. get a life man.
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6:55 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
i'm tired. very tired. x.X
3 down 3 more to go. one round down, another round b4 we can hit the stop button.
freezing in the morning, and in the afternoon, almost nothing. aircon sucks.
rubbish...
padfoot emailed me. =) sth good from a bad day like today.
too tired to type in continuos prose.
that's probably the reason y i carn talk today. cuz i carn process what i wanna say fast enough. =) i dunnO what i'm thinking about. sigh, dulm?
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5:58 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
murdered. yes. what a splendid way to start the papers. a big turn off. sigh... duN talk bio to me. duN talk about chem and math either.
had insomnia last night, so did a few other pple. =X dunnO why lidat, i almost cried when i carn sleep. its so impt to me lorx, there i was wide awake, and tml morn, i'm bound to be so dead tired. tried various ways to sleep, read a book, count sheep, did situps (always work fer me, tire myself out) but to no avail. arghs.... hopefully tonight will not be a sleepless one fer me.
then i msged spaxY to wish her happy bdae. *hugs* too bad exams had to fall on such a wonderful day. and then i went back to try to sleep. managed to drift into sleep soon after that, say about 1.45 am. woke up at 5.50. haha~ not bad larx... and i duN feel sleep now. or rather i'm supposed to feel sleepy but i'm not. its like my eyelids are closing but my mind juz refuses to shut down. =( nvm... i'll use more brains today, so that i can sleep tonight.
oh yea, this morn eyecandy msged me. good nite msg!!! at 2.40am. haha~ sleep so late. but i very long nv receive gd nite msg from him lerx... =) it juz made my day a lil better. even thou it still sucks... haha~ *grinx and smilex*
hmMm...kies... shall go do some math, at night then study chem. wed's off, juz nice to study fer another dose of chem and math, and on thurs its bio options. yay! fri's celebration fer spaxY's bdae!!! wootx...
bro's coming back from camp today. =)
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1:02 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
hmMm... i feel guilty. went shopping last night. blehx... you muz think i'm mad. shopping 2 days b4 exams. watever... its juz the mid yrs larx.... duNno why i'm repeating my mistakes i made 2 yrs ago. anyway, we had thai express. :) been a long time since the whole family went out together. but of cuz, my bro is still at camp, so its juz the 4 of us. walk walk walk, for such a long time. but i only bought a plain black giordano top. haha~ a bit stupid larx... but i guess it goes well wif anything and everything. haha~ hmMm... then, ermx... came home, and i did a while of math, then i watched tv already. =X haha~ hmMm... oh yea, i think i got a paper cut from the stupid giordano top. you noe the paper tag that they have? yeah, apparently it cut my thrid finger. wth, and i need to hold my pen on that finger. nvm...i'm whining again.
minex says that *ahem is in sg. damn funny lorx... :) wahahah.. gurl ar... you muz really not be stubborn ar... muz learn from your lessons kies... :) if you need someone to pei you, got me worx... =) but of cuz that's all after the exams larx.. hee~ :) wakekeke~
bro's coming hm tml. =) wootx!!!
oh yeah, good luck to all taking exams, starting tml. =) one week of agony and we'll all be happy pple. good luck to the sailors in their nationals... =)
steffie... jia you!!! and hope that there's lots of SUN (taiyang).... dowan rain. dowan clouds. juz taiyang and good wind. =P cheers!!! duN have heart attack ar... heart throb throb throb........
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8:57 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
i miss my bro. its kinda empty in the house without the sounds of the killings of snails, pigs, golem etc. and of cuz the sounds made by the claw and the fire arrow of his mage and the sounds of this thief throwing the kumbi stars. =) i'm noe quite a lot huh, considering i duN play that often. =) and sometimes, the sounds of gunbound, the stupid frog and the new bunge machine. ok... sometimes its when somethings are taken away when you feel really strongly that you actually care a lot about that thing. i guess the same goes fer everyone. that time when mine's sis went off to OBS, she also like quite sad, even thou there' no one to kup the com from her already. =X haha~ now i noe how you feel. family--- sth that we( or at least most of us) take fer granted. treasure your loved ones peepx... cuz i will... :)
2 more days till the first paper. biology. there's a mad rush fer everone to stuff as much in their already saturated brains. blehx... i'm supposed to go thru bio options today., hope i can finish everything and start on revision on the other subjects that have already leaked out somehow. man... i really believe that there's a fixed and max capacity in our brains. man... imagine someone manage to cram every single info needed fer a levels in his brain, i bet he will forget how to write his chinese name! hmph. wahahha~ ok... not funny and a bit no link. arghs...
hmmm... finally managed to tag on tk's board. took me like 4 attempts, typing the same entry( or variations of the same entry). haha~ nvm, finally managed to tag... and that's all that matters now. whoa... i'm all ready to go take on the 6th book. think on
16th july i'll juz be sitting at home reading the 6th book. wahahah~ yeah, i'm that mad. blehx.. =S but i really do love harrypotter, its the nicest stories that really made an impact on me. *grinx*
marauders rawk on forever. and i almost cried (really kies) when sirus died. my best friend!!!!!!!!!! lupin's so sad.
kies... i better get started.. =) take care all!!! happy mugging!!!
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9:07 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
my bro left fer his camp today. :( a bit boring sia. now only my sister and me at hm. then we both mugging fer exams. blehx... flipped thru the newspaper juz now. man... SO MUCH SALE GOING ON LORS!!! topwoman, blah blah blah... the education system fer JC is truely torturing and deprivng all the shopaholics the chance of shopping during great singapore sale. but then again, singapore is having sale fer all sorts of reasons all year round. hehe~ i'm juz whining... cuz i miss shoppping...
i carn finish my syllabus. positive. sighs... and i duN think i practiced enough for math this time round. blehx... i think my mum is gonna kill me when she sees my math results. blehx... ok... i think i shd buck up. do math whenever possible. wahahahha~
so many nice songs recently. hmMm... think we're still going out on fri. maybe we go watch mr and mrs smith first, after that then go cycling. kekex... then i dunnO what we doing already. hee~ tthinkafter that is dinner... i'm sure we'll find sth stupid to do. *grinz*
sat sun mon. dunnO what to do leix...
bBq^ wootx
and steffie!!! i think i got your mugger's high. :)
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8:34 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
News of unforeseen successes could come your way today, leaving you reeling and breathless. You might feel a bit dazed, Jia Wei, as if you don't know what to do with yourself, and it might take you a while to get a hold of yourself. A lot of letters and phone calls may come your way, some routine, some congratulatory - and you could well write or call a number of your friends yourself. Some errands in your near neighborhood may be necessary.i duN noe about the congratulatory things, but i made a couple of calls today... =) my dearies!!! miss them so much even thou i've juz not seen them fer like 2 days... wakekek~
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10:26 PM
van's not joining us to celebrate spaxY's bdae... *whines* sigh... but not the 4 of us celebrate together then not fuN lerx... you really cannot set aside another day to go out wif us? dowan go cycling sth else also can lorx... sighs....
on lighter note. hmMm... yesterday my cousin called (early in the morn, ard 10am) juz to ask how to order pizza. =) wakeke... damn cute lorx...
han: how to order pizza? the one wif the cheese at the side?
me: stuffed crust pizza ar?
han: orh... ok, (pauses for a while) call what numbe?
me: (laffs loudly) ermx... 62353535?
so farnie lorx... i nv knew pple who didnt noe the number of pizzahut man!!! wakekeke~ i'm MEAN... *grins*
i carn bloodily get the stoopid chem MCQ ans... like wth... i dunnO what's wrong wif my blrdy com... arghs... anyone got the full set of ans can send me thru email?? thankies... :)
argh... not in the mood to do anything... was so
pissed yesterday. it gets irritating sometimes to keep on hearing someone talk about someone whom she OBVIOUSLY FANCIES. i mean no objections to hear about it if she tells me that she's likes that guy, but she keeps denying the fact. like WTF. and tht guy has to be some irritating two-faced rumour spreading idiot. argh, but i overlooked that fact already. but she juz keeps ranting about what he's doing, what he's like, for goodness sake, i'm studying fer EXAMS. i dowan to hear excessive info can? already so stressed lerx, you still wan me to give full attention to what you're saying? hello... i taking A LEVELS THIS YR LARS.
gimme a break man. i have enough on my hands and thanks fer giving me additional load. yeah... run off and talk to your friends who are willing to give you that attention at this point of time. i have am NOT going to be sane enough to hear anything that has got nothing to do wif either chem, bio or math. *screams*
gimme a break
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9:11 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
arghs... no one's online. blehx... the whole day when i'm online, there's no one...
*whines* i'm so bored... waaaa... been doing math all day long. i'm so sick and tired of it. i even had prob wif partial fractions. like WTH. sigh... i'm gonna fail math... hurx... not enuf practice!!! waaaaaaa...
whiney whiney whoo whoo* memories............ *grins*
9th july is set!! whoo!!! but hammie dearie, not confirm what time we meeting, cuzbekah might have church... we set it at 4pm... place is still undecided... lets go on a shopping spree!!! kekex... :) *muakies*
cuz you noe i'll walk a thousand mile if i could juz see you, if i could juz hold you... tonight...
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9:51 PM
hmMm...
i dunnO how to put sth into words. sigh... only spoken about it to yt. maybe i'm thinking too much... but it all seems so... wrong.
argh... i'm juz thinking too much i guess... muz be PMS
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9:11 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
x.X yawns...
i'm so tired. i couldn't sleep last night!!! :( maybe cause i was going to sch and i'm meeting my dearies!!! =) kekex... love them to bits!!! *muakies*called them last night... was having laffing fits lars...seems so long that i've been laffing as mad as that... wahahha... today had a rather fruitful chem consultation... asked him quite a lot of questions then he help us quite a lot also. =) but ar... some pple ar... sign up fer the earliest slot and then fail tp turn up. blehx... nvm...
sZ ask me whether i cut my hair. DUH. nono... my hair drop sia... wahahha~ then he say look nice. like -____-''' i almost slapped him lorx... so SACAR... or at least i thot so... blehx...
had a nice mac brunch wif jas and spaxY!!! hot cakes rock totally man!!! kekex... had a lotof fun today wif my dearies... talked a lot. hmmm... even sung zai says that its impossible to finish the syllabus... makes us feel so much better man... =) hee~ sigh... a while more and i have to go back to work... have lots to cover today... =( blehx...
i miss sch... i miss all the company in sch!!! =P kekex.. i love sch!!!! hols better come to an end soon!!! ( loooks like its coming true) hee~
watever *grins* <---- see!!!! *joel wahahha~ (inside joke)
hmmm... thankies a lot to dad fer helping me dl all the nice nice songs!!! =P thankies a lot a lot!!!!! :)
we're going cycling on fri after our exams... fer celebrationg of spaxY's bdae. hee~ and we're trying to come up wif sth fer the youth day hol( if there is). hee~ i intend to have intensive strenous activity on that day. wahahhaha~ sth like go running in the morn, then go somewhere to swim, then go gym or sth like that. whahahah~ i'm mad... anyone wanna go fer it? i'm planning to tire myself till i'm so zonked out at night!!! wahahha~
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12:29 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
"Stalker"
ooh ooh ooh
ohhhhhhhhhhhWOO!!!
she calls me on the phone
hoping that im home
(and that im all alone)
but when i say hello
i only hear dial tones
(she thinks that im her own)
out side my window she crept
watching my every step
ooh ooh ooh
shes following me
ooh ooh ooh
shes out of her tree
ooh ooh ooh
shes off of her rocker
I wanna marry my stalker
ooh ooh ooh
ohhhhhhh
ooh ooh ooh WOO!!!
sometimes she says shes my mom
looks like she doesnt belong
(shes my own peeping tom)
flowers everyday
the cops theytell her to stay500 feet away
she sleeps on my door step
she hasnt heard me yet
ooh ooh ooh
shes following me
ooh ooh ooh
shes out of her tree
ooh ooh ooh
shes off of her rocker
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my stalker
this morning she wasnt ther
eI hope she still cares
I almost gave up hope
but today i awoketo a private note
She said shes going to jail
for going through my mail
but she'll stay on my trail
ooh ooh ooh
shes following me
ooh ooh ooh
shes out of her tree
ooh ooh ooh
shes off of her rocker
i wanna marry my stalker
ooh ooh ooh
shes following me
ooh ooh oohshes
out of her tree
ooh ooh ooh
shes off of her rocker
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my stalker
ooh ooh ooh
ohhhhhi wanna marry my stalker
nice song!!! XD
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8:21 PM
eyecandy is sick... blehx...
man... he's so damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hurx.....
carn wait fer my hair to grow... then i can have to courage to see him... wahahahha~ i'm going nuts... organic chem and physical chem sucks totally...
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1:00 PM
hmMm... count down... 7 more days (including today) till mid yrs. and i'm not even half way thru everything that i'm supposed to study. esp fer bio. can hardly get anything in. its like reading a book and literally forgetting everything juz a min after i read it. =( why carn they test me on harry potter? ok i'm a lil mad... =(
urgh... i haven't found anything that i wanna ask sZ tml. how? another wasted hour in sch which could have been better put to use revising fer math or sth like that. blehx... =S maybe i'll manage to find sth today. maybe...
miss my frenz dearly. hols are sometimes a pain... haha~ i think i sound mad. who wuN like hols. yea, everyone except me...
.w.e.i.r.d.
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10:13 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
sigh... no one's online...
hMmM... suddenly i duN noe what to update about. oh yeah, i had home made popiah today. yummy!!! i love popiah!!! =)
oh yeah, looking forward to 9th july. going out wif my dearie ham yt and bekah =) 1st july is dedicated to celebration fer spaxY's bdae. i'm free n 2nd and 3rd. guess i better dedicate one day fer the fren whom i pangsehed that day. you noe who you are, (that's if you're reading this).
happy father's day to all fathers in the world. =P
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8:09 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
=) back to update...
went shopping today! bought my slippers and three quarters... paiseh minex nv wait fer you ar... my slippers giving way lerx... need new one... i will still pei you go another day kies... =)
yt says that i look cute in my new hairstyle. which means i look like some kuku sec 2 or 3 student. blehx... nvm... i noe i look kuku. i rather pple be like yt tell me str than laff at me behind... wahahah~ sigh, but 5 days not out of the house has been a nightmare fer me, feel so cooped up. finally get the chance to go out. and i have seriously grown fat over the few days at home. i've been binging... i think i see a trend somewhere... oops...
oh yeah, i saw brian today. very funny, you shd have seen how i ran! at first yt and i were going to buy the slippers, so had to go up, and we saw the stage that had a banner fashion show, the same one that we saw last time when i had to meet him to get the NDP vcd. was hoping that we wun see him. luckily we didn't until we were about to leave the place. man... he was wearing a deep red shirt. blehx... then i siam so fast i almost forgot about yt. hahah~ no way am i going to let pple i'm not close to see the horrendous state of my hair.
ok, i noe i've been whining a lot about my hair, which maybe to some of you is like super irritating. sorry, but put yourself in my shoes, you'll scream too if you have a bad hair day, and this hair style is stuck to me fer at least a month. imagine bad hair days fer a month. ok... you get it duN you?
cousins are coming back from their hols tml. =) my mummy says we're going fer holiday at the end of the year. mixed feelings... i still wanna go fer hols wif my friends, that's if we are still going... =p
kor sent me a damn funny msg last night, then joel sent it to me today. -___-''' it is hilarious... wahahha~
feel like going running someday soon, any takers?
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9:22 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
foolish.... hee~
that's a nice song by gareth gates... esp the first line.. =)
sigh, i got no mood to study at all... =S
check out eminem's new song ass like that =)
i realise that i need new songs again... hmmm... anyone have songs by coldplay, sum 41, simple plan??? send me pls... =) thankies...
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9:12 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
don't you hate it when you're msging someone and that person juz doesn't reply for no reason? argh, maybe i'm being sensitive. PMS. maybe its better, cuz i shdn't be msging that person fer various reasons. nvm, forgive and forget. i choose to forget, that way, i duN need to forgive cuz i carn even rmb what happened. wahahah~ *forces a grin*
ever experienced the feeling of being cooped up inside your house when you badly need a breather, and because you have a freakish hairstyle you look in the mirror and you decide that its better to wait for it to grow into sth more presentable before you take a step outta your house? sighs. its such an irony. esp when you need to buy a cap to cap your unruly hair, but u duN feel like going out. blehx. yeah, wait for it to drop from the sky. or rather, go out in your dreams.
someone break my record!!! stay cooped in your house for 7 days straight.
i duN even feel like loooking at myself in the mirror. pathetic. arghs...
i shd really stop whining. enjoy your hols for me peepx... =)
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8:58 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
i miss my hammie darling... its been a long time since i've seen her and its been a long time since she tagged...
16th JULY, 7.01am, the sacred time when the release Harry potter and the half blood prince. OMG, i'm so excited now, i wanna read the book. arghs!!!! i'm one month and 22 hrs away from the release!!! ok... maybe cuz i'm cooped up at home since say sunday, that's y i'm going a lil cranky up there...and i thot its tml. blehx, i carn read july and june. blehx...
watched pirates of the carribean yesterday after tuition, which is like from 11+. wahahah~ slept at ard 1.30am, so tired sia, and i'm up so early cuz some irritating pple in my house had to wake me up by blasting the FUCKING radio so loudly. WTF man. sighs... i hate staying at hm. carn stand seeing his face. i miss sch... hurx... carn wat fer sch to start... ok, i noe its very bad lar, but i haven't seen a more petty guy than him. angry also can angry fer 1 week ++ wtf larx...
i have resorted to watching spongebob squarepants on central to liven up my life. =S
i need to iceskate. yeah... i think i forgot how to iceskate... blehx... any takers? and i need shopping!!! but i need more time!!! =S
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8:57 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i'm super bored staying at home.
i need to run!!!!!! urgh.
hmMm.... its seems like a decade since i've stepped out of the house. i carn help but say i miss going to sch... =X blehx...
doing math... unaccomplished... so many topics more to go...
*screams*
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9:04 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
cancels everything on my shopping list. adds a new item. the most impt one right now.
an adidas cap. wootx. =)
talked to yanting this afternoon. made a pact to not touch my hair again!!! promised to have long hair wif her. guess you call that once bitten twice shy. =P
patience. everyone's losing their temper these few days, esp in my house. yikes... jia jia you ben nan nian de jing. sighs...
updates tml... i'm tired...
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11:50 PM
i vow nv to attempt to change my hairstyle again. =(
mad many mad dreams for the past two nights, yesterday night's one was esp horrendous... sigh...
[and the reason is you]
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9:57 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Jia Wei, if you are waiting for someone to come and fill all of your needs, and, in particular, your affective ones, you may have to wait a very long time.
The paradox of love is that it arrives on your doorstep, in the most profound form, when you need it least. So, take whatever steps you must to fulfill yourself. If you don't, you will be eternally dependent, which doesn't suit an Aquarius very well.
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5:38 PM
i cut my hair. and its horrendous. i'm
not going out till its gonna be better. =( except for when i have to go tuition. eekx... i think i look super funny... thou its a lil punkish... =( sigh... i miss my hair last time... =S
now i have to style my hair when i go out. =S dad says that i will have to borrow chung cchi's wax now... =S haha~ duN need larx... my mum bought styling spray, more pro sia... =)
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2:23 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
it suddenly dawned on me something similar happened to my fren, and its now happening to me. =S dunnO what to do. shd i avoid it? shd i juz take things as it is. i dunnO. guess i will have to listen to my heart. but i dowan to be the reason for anything that happens... =X
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8:45 PM
realised that i've been blogging a lot. oopx. not supposed to be the case... anyway... i promised this: so here goes...
went grocery shopping wif van, minex and tingyi... there were so many many bags of things, we bought a bag of charcoal too... =S so the 4 gurls carried all the bags to denzil's house... we feel so pro!!! could hardly get off the bus! the person who was sitting beside me had to help... feel so mahlu-ed. made a big mess in the bus!
started wif the preparation after we rested for a while. poking the satay sticks thru the 80 sausages, fishballs sotong balls nuggets and crabsticks! yummY!!! and next we deals wif the chicken wings. pulling them apart and later doing some stretching! haha~ our hands were aching by then, and later we we did the seasoning and left it there while we went to rest again and wait fer luther to go wrap the fish and sotong. played cards while waiting!!! bridge rocks!!! so long since i touched the cards!!! since the sch started banning them in a very NICE way.
pple started coming when we were almost done preparing and later we moved down to the bbQ pit. it took quite a while b4 the fire was up. started cooking then. the food was yummylicious!!! =) after eating ard like 730, we went to play tennis! i dare say our tennis is much much better now!!! =) meng yang and spaxY played full double court. man!!! it was so MAD!!! hee~ and we had nice drinks!!! it kinda rained slightly a while later, went back to help them clear up and get my hp while the others sat near a bench where the guys were playing tabletennis.
joined them later and we decided to go up to watch the 9pm show, the grand finale!!! so all of us were sitted in front of his TV. =) then we used his oven to make marshmellows and added choc syrup!!! OMG, it was super heavenly!!!!we also had heineken( watever its spelt) wif F&N orange. a weird combination, but it was nice anyway. any b4 the others left, we drank the sparkling juice, which wrapped up everything... =)
somethings happened that made some of us pissed but nvm... forget it. learn to forgive and forget.
i'm glad about somethings la... i've juz learnt wat it is 2 b contented wif wat u haf n not lamenting bout wat u dun haf.
last but not least, i'm glad that so many pple turned up. the bbQ wuN have been complete w/o u all. but most of all, to those who gave up time to help, you rawk!!! =)
minex: hope you're sleeping better and its not that pain anymore!!! take care!
denzil: best pal!!! thanks fer clearing up the mess after us!!! =) and of cuz treating us all the liqour!!! =) best pals forever!!!
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10:05 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
bbq was... better than i expected. this is the first time we saw such a crowd. =) shall update tml. but i hope everyone enjoyed. and of cuz once again, those peepx who made it possible, thanks to you all!!!
*muakies*
dead beat. best friends forever!!! =) u noe who you are!!! ( if you even read this)
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11:47 PM
thanks to mengyang fer all these encouraging words:
cant expect everyone to be helpful ar...or else in this world no one is special
just treat is as a obligation, if u don do it, no one is goin to do itthen everyone will start to blame each other coz no food so might as well 'sacrifice' your time and make everyone happyu see ppl happy u will also happy mah.
and of cuz,
van--- making the agar agar and going shopping wif us to get the food
minex---
insomnia fer 2 days, she's still helping us get everything in order
tingyi--- sacrificing her time wif *cough cough* and helping us wif the food as well.
denzil and his mum--- getting everything and he has to prepare a whole load of other things
mengyang and gang--- getting the drinks, 8 bottles mind you... took off so much of our load... =)
thanks fer all that you all have done.
you only see true friendship when you're in a mess. you ppl are the ones who walk into my lives when i'm at lost when all the others leave me. =)
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10:50 AM
PISSENING. FARKING PISSED. WHAT- THE-FARKED. USELESS. ARGH.
SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNEW IT WUD BE A FLOP. MADE PPLE ANGRY. THIS IS NOT A GOOD WEEK.
AND TODAY IS A FREAKING FARKING DAY. WTFED.
YOU ALL ARE TROLL. TROLL BOOGER. WORSE OFF THEN DEMENTORS. YOU DESERVE TO BE KISSED BY DEMENTORS. DISGUSTING SOULESS IDIOTX.
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10:16 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
feeling so wtfed. what the fark(*screams) .i dUn care what you think. i ddun give a farking damn. i'm insulting the words bastards and assholes if i call you all those. sickening.
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10:09 PM
Don't you have a tendency to privilege popular opinion over your own personal feelings, Jia Wei? You seem to only want to see the movies that everyone talks about, only listen to the popular stuff on the radio, only read best-sellers etc. In short, your tastes are exactly like 99.9% of Americans. Is this what you really want? Even if you didn't really like a movie, you may say you did if everyone else does. Try and listen to your critical sense today...sigh... i think i upset some pple today. sorry. i feel so bad... its like everything is my fault. i'm such a LOSER. argh... shd have went to bugis wif you today minex... haish... so stupid... i hate my stupidity
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7:55 PM
survived half a day w/o the com. was so bored in the afternoon i had tO resort to playing minesweeper and pinball. -___-''' yeah... was supposed to study but had no mood. couldn't concentrate leix... sigh... but i still manage to take the whole day to read through chem periodicity and grp II. wahahha.... today shd start on transition and grp VII. but i doubt i can finish it. =X well. there's always tml morning =)
tml's the BBQ. so scary... hope everything will be all right, actually i'm very scared. cuz i'm scared we didn't buy enuf things... =( then not enough to eat... so mahlu... they say its better to have more food than less, but its really very difficult to work ard the budget... i believe those who took care of the money matters the last time wud agree wif me. first its the collection of money that makes one have headache. then its the food part, the quantity and budget. and when pple duN finish the food, you get another bout of headache... i'm so thankful
minex, van spaxY and i are working together to tackle this bbQ... =) and of cuz those pple hu offered to help like
mengyang's gang to get the drinks, and of cuz our saviour
tingyi who kindly offered lend us her thongs etc and marinate the chicken! wootx!!! and not to forget
magan fer buying the satays, and last but not least,
denzil and his mum fer providingthe place and helping us prepare all the other stuff!!! thankies... makes things easier cuz you've got someone to share when you face a prob... =) thankies to
minex esp fer collecting the money... money issues are touchy issues! eekx... and to all the pple who are going to help out in one way or another (you all better do!!!) thankies... =) (in advance)
sis's coming hm on fri. =) but i wun see her till say like at night or probsbly sat morn... cuz there's bbq. hee~
hope today i can get the slippers that i wan... =) dunnO whether to get another earhole thou. i'm like quite desperate to get another one... but i havent gotten the chance to break the news to my mum... duNNo whether i shd or not, cuz after i pierced, she carn do anything. wahahaha~ i'm a bad bad gurl... i noe... =S
this is what dreams are made of
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8:39 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
first he had to yell in the middle of the night juz cause he caught my bro playing the com, when he was supposed to be sleeping. i believe he woke the neighbours too. all thanks to my bro, now the modem is CONFISCATED for a week. how is my week going to pass!!! that's y i'm using the internet right now. before it disappears. sigh... nvm... maybe its a blessing in disguise, no modem means no com and no com means more intense mugging w/o the temptations of the com.
i'm scary cuz pple think i mug too much. well well. compare to some others, i'm considered slack. it doesn't mean that if i say i mug, i'm really mugging. most of the time end up juz doing nothing and staring into space. wahahah~ that's me...
hope everyone is all ritey... may all those having competitions get great results!!! =) i believe you all can do it.
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8:42 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
ok... i noe that i'm in the wrong. but at least i dare to say the truth and i didn't make up any stories and lie to you. i believe that's the least i could have done... i'm sorry. i feel guilty but i guess at this point of time, some things have gotta be priortized over others. i shdn't have agreed in the first place. no denying that fact. guess there's gotta be other times... =S sorry kies. i noe i've been a disappointment. if thhis were to happen to me, i'll also be pissed. yeah... juz wanna say sorry...
i really am... sorry...
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2:24 PM
well well. yesterday was a math-sy day. today is gonna be yet another one. so tired these few days... but it seems that my biological clock juz refuses to let me catch my sleep anything more after 7am. so i'm up and about since 7am this morn. washed my shoes... oh man... its really DIRTY. haven't washed it for half a yr, what you expect. =X but at least its clean for now, except for the hole that's burnt by the charcoal which looks like a big blob of thing from far. haha~
things that i've got on my shopping list:
1) slippers
2) nice top
3) nice bottom
4) earholes!!!!!
5) the thing to dye my hair... wahahaha
steffie ask me to cut till spiky... =) sigh... i really wonder if i have the guts to give it a try... a bit scary, i think if i ever do that and i look like horrendous, i'lll juz stay at home till its long enough to go out. =X have to go cut my hair soon, its getting seriously unruly and messy and too hot!!!
shopping trip is currently set on thurs i think. we're going to town to get denzil's things and luther's things. i'm going to be so broke after the shopping trip... =(
so many things to do in such a short time... everyone's in the mugging mode... eekx...
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8:50 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
slept fer 13 hrs... =) now i'm still feeling a bit tired, but i guess its juz too much sleep at one go. hee~ didn't manage to complete my tutorials last night cuz i was smply too tired. my legs were aching from all the standing and walking over the whole camp chhristine fer the 3 days i was there. i believe i make a trip from the store to olave hall, which are at opp ends at least 10 times a day. yeah. and my limbs were aching all over too... carry all the heavy stuff etc. yeah...
went to sch today wif jas. forgot to tell spaxY tht the first period was cancelled. =S yeah... then me and jas tried to chiong to sch... =S sorry gurl... gave her her present... hope she likes it... =) quite nice lorx the bag... =P ended sch pretty early today. that's y i'm home now.
sister's going to camp christine tml morn. till fri. no one to sleep beside me for the next few nights... haha... guess i'm gonna miss her...
later have to go and mug fer math. =S and there's math tuition at night. cya steffie darling! hope the BBQ this fri will be a success... really hope so... =)
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12:31 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
back from camp... =) it wasn't that horrible after all. thankies to all those hu msged me!!! =) and of cuz to all the resource personnals. =)
0205went to camp at 830, met yt and the both of us walked to GG hQ. it was so dark... and on the way, we updated each other wif our lives and all... =) went to camp christine, and the way in so dark! he bus uncle also a bit the scared sia, there was no light, no street lamps... super scared... held yt's hands... =) kekex... strong feelings of friendship... =) *muakies* when we reached the place, we went to our bunks. spread bed sheet all those and choose our beds. after that we had a briefing from say 930 to 11+. oh man, juz sat there listen to the plans for the next few days... after that, we sorted out the tee-shirts then some of us prepared the stuff fer games also. after that it was already 1+. sat ard to have some 'poison'. kekex, that's the coke and tidbits to keep us high so that we can move on to the next day, but of cuz those were only to be consumed at when the jnrs were not ard. =)0306woke up at 0615, had to prepare breakfast wif karen... we wore the red Rp tee... so nice=) had bee hoon fer breakfast... yummy... campers arrive. started the icebreakers after that. played wacko, squirrel hunter game, and evolution. quite cute lorx.. after that it was team building gmes and then it was tent pitching... helped out wif the tent pitching. huixin, me and yt pitched one tent in whole. proness!!! =) lunch followed and we had nasi lemak! then chilli was heavenly!!! =) always love the chilli at camp christine... =) then we helped teach the brownies to tie clove hitch and sq lash fer making gadgets... my patrol had a 72 inch long shoe rack... wahahha...they so cute lorx... =) then we went fer tea and then we had sing along session... taught them the campfire songs and after that they went fer bathe time... the other RPs then went to chop wood while some of us went to settle some other things. dinner was ok larx.. and after that yt, me and huibin went to take over the others fer choppping firewood. =S chopped fer ard one hour... we were feeding the mosquitoes there... =S so horrendously itchy. had brefing in the lodge at ard 8+ and we were briefed till ard 10. had some poison... =) coke really perked us up. supper followed and some of us go chop firewood again... we are so pro in axemanship now!!! washed up after that and by the time we slept, it was 1+0406woke up at 6+ again and then went down fer colours.today we wore the orange RP tee. after breakfast, we prepare fer outdoor cooking. there was a demo by agnes and huixin. outdoor cooking was a success fer my patrol... =) wootx... they were quite good. and the brownies were very cooperative and the guides were nice. we had a nice chat while we were cooking... and they gave me banan choc... my fav... shared it wif yt!!! =) oh yeah, one charcoal fell on my shoe and my shoe has a hole now... =S haha... then we had our catered lunch and then the others had patrol challenge while huibin, me and yt went to prepare fer campfire. (cf) the zinc plates were horrendous! there was a toad living in between the zinc plates. i had a shock!!! and yt met wif a super big spider.. OMG. then we transported th whole thing to olave hall frm sangam. so far.... then we went to air the firewood... and also chop fire wood. we were so pro lorx cutting the fire wood... =) managed to finish those in juz a short while. then went to scout fer cloth to put inside the structure fer burning. prepare everything wif the help of a few pple, agnes and andreal... thankies... and also the other RPs fer laying out the site . the CF was rahter successful, at least itt managed to burn... adn nothing really screwed up... =) after that, we listento the PLs having breifing so that we noe what to do te next day fer the clearing up. after that we had our own briefing. then we went to wash up and sleep at 12+0506wore the camp flag tee shirt. and then we were the colourparty, me anna and yt. =) then had breakfast and we all went to clean up the campsite and get ready fer the striking of tents. the morning past very fast. cuz there was so much to do... =) sweep the floors, clean toilets and tidy up the lodges. the girls were very cooperative. then striking tents was also a breeze... then colours down, and we took over again to bring down the flag. =) hee~ then it was prize presentation. we got a small bag too...wootx... =) thankies... and we took subcamp fotos... =)made a lot of new friends during this camp. the whole load of RPs were all very enthu and really learnt a lot... =) thankies to all fer making this camp memorable and of cuz workable. and esp to my subcamp mates fer hearing me whine... wahahah~ * muakies* may our sisterhood last forever...=) for once, i love guiding... GG rawks... perhaps only at the HQ level. * parvin* christie* ailin* khant khant* agnes* yimin* andreal* karen* huibin* huixin* yanting* anna* jenric* michelle*charlene* rps of camp flag rawk!!! =)
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8:43 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
If there is no significant other in your life yet, Jia Wei, all indications are that this will soon change. It may be that a friend sets you up on a blind date that turns out to be a real winner. Or perhaps you suddenly begin to look at a long-time acquaintance with new eyes. If you are already in a committed relationship, you can expect to renew your bond of love. You feel closer to each other than ever before. Celebrate your good fortune to have found one another.sigh... since when have i ever been set up on a blind date!!?? anyway, feeling a lil grey today, sigh...its the camp FLAG effect. oh screw it. =( and i'm going to miss so much tml... hurx... muz pia hw later, if not the amount of things to do by sunday is going to be so much that i carn take it. =S yeah... there's math, hypo testing, bio control and inheritace and evolution. that shd be about it... but its so gonna take hours... plans fer the hols next week: monday--- sch, tuition at nighttues-- tuition at nightwed--- going out to study and going to nX's hm... -____-'''thurs--- undecidedfri--- BBQ!!! wootx... =) sat--- mugging season officially startsi think we shd go out on thurs... fer the small class outing part 2. and joel and CC are banned from buying anything and trying anything if they are going to waste precious time ( and i mean like 15 mins juz trying a top!!!) in the fitting rooms!!! even i duN take so much time to try clothes... or be like minex, duN even need to try!!! =) but i dunnnO where they wanna go... let me noe soon kies... =) oh yeah, i haven't packed my bag yet. oops... and i'm leaving like tonight... i'm going to miss a lot of pple... and horrendously, studying and doing hw!!! and my beloved 9pm show! going to miss 2 episodes... =( remember to miss me kies... =) *muakies* btw, blue and greyare nice colours... =)
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2:31 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
we went to get spaxY's present today... wootx... i dearly hope she likes it... =) my darling!!!
my mum giving me another 50 bucks. wootx... now i can get my slippers, new top and bottom... =) new clothes!!!
today i was rather noisy i think. i wasn't paying attention too. oops... was very tired.... after doing all the hw yesterday after tuition. X(
i'm so shag now... and i still got a whole tutorial on transition metal to finish...
dunnO what else to blog about.... tml night, i'm goign to camp... hurx... i dowan to go... =( and michelle quek PS us... now there are two peepx who duN noe anything abou campfires doing the campfire fer the camp. we are goign to be so dead ya?!!! sigh....
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7:09 PM