Monday, January 31, 2005
mission sloved. yay... that means i can study in peace. haha~ thanks to ahem n ahem. haha~
on my bdae, i'm goign to a funeral. i'm not KB-ing or wat, but its still my birthday. this yr fan tai sui... n got chem spa on my bdae.
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7:50 PM
urgh.... panic attack... sth went extremely wrong wif my plan. how how how? hurs... oh no... adrenaline is currently rushing like mad in me. shoots. urgh... oh no!!!!! die le la... haiz. i muz chill... hurx... y am i always so stupid. y carn i like ask the freaking ***** of that subject b4 making my decision. argh... i'm going to burst. that's the bad thing about me. i lose my everything that i have when sth crops up suddenly. i'm in hot soup!!!!! i hope that person msgs me back asap...
haiz. besides the panic attack today, nothing's wrong. yupx. we were child laboured fer PE. n that's all. i realised that ms choy is rather ok if she's not in her PMS mode. hahA.
yesterday i saw rave online. nv tok to him fer very long le... wahahha~ n yesterday's transfer rate was like super slow. fren wanted to send me song then it was like so slow la. than i had to offline le... i'm so PISSED. i wan new songs. i'm PMSing when i shdn't. argh...
today is corny day. in fact every monday is. i'm in no mood to blog seriously. haiz. anyway, its like everything seems hysterical to us. wahaha~ yupx. we were literally laffing our heads off over everything and anything. wahahah~
dunnO la. i miss euUu again. argh. nono... get out of my life!
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5:31 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Relations with friends, lovers and family members should be warm, loving and close.
that's my horoscope fer the day. i'm SO SURE man. my mum n are still at loggerheads, or somthing like that. watever. juz now there was this missing silky terrier, and it came to my house. so poor thing lo. ca see that its desperately trying to find its way home. then i asked it to go upstairs. haha~ yes... i motioned fer it to go upstairs and it understood! wahaah~ i love dogs... super nice. i wan to marry someone wif a dog!!! whahaha~ its a stupid thing to say... but yeah, my lao gong muz have a dog. maybe next time when i'm out of job, i will open a dog's safari. =)
i'm dreaming. yes...
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4:03 PM
i finally understand translocation of sucrose yesterday night. wootZ~ thanks to vanZlike finally. still have to understand the mammalian heart. today wud be another day where i lock myself in my room. i quarrelled wif my mum yesterday over that brat. my mum tried opening the door to my room n realised that its locked, so she scolded me fer locking myself in the room. then she told me not to give attitude by locking myself in the room. WATEVER lo. its not like if i'm not locked in my room, i will not give attitude. its better that she doesn't see my face n see my darn BS face, later resulting in the unstoppable crying of that brat right? this is my home lo. and i have to be locked at home? wat's the logic? wanted to go out, but i noe that if i went out wuN study. wth la. i hate my home on weekends, n that's y i duN wan it to be a weekend. =(
haha~ jas n i were saying that we go rollerblading fer my birthday celebration. wahahah~ i dunnO wat to blog le. i changed my friendster profile. whahaa~ i'm mad n in the rah rah mode now. been blasting music since yesterday. haiz. only music can make me feel better.
-in the process of chilling-
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8:07 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
the criminals of trition... wahaha~ so farnie right~
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4:36 PM
hee~ juz look at us... this picture was taken after the road run. =) the four of us so loving right? =) i love my dars... whee~
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4:34 PM
Apparently there is some freaking problem that is affecting some of us and not some others. At first it was juz that the internet connection was freaking slow, its worse than 56 k ok? Then all the pages that I wanted to go to couldn’t load. WTH… i'm pissed!!!! Super pissed. Whatever. Its so irritating that I had to wait there fer half an hour to try get online n signed in to msn lo. Whatever. Now I carn go in. worse. Whatever la. Shall type in a doc b4 pasting it on blogger tml morn. Hopefully by then, the freaking internet system is better. Urgh. Pissified.
Today is the road run. Ran fer most of it. Actually din wanna run, but once u think how much you trained fer it you will juz run. And surprisingly, i m in the middle! Even faster than i'm in VJ la! That road race. The fitness level at VJ is really high lo… ya… and back to the MJ road race… considering the fact that the starting was like unknown to the pple at the back. In other words, we all started at different times. Whatever la. Hurx… ran wif minex at first, then the both of us got stitch. Then we stopped fer a while. We continued thereafter and I ran non-stop for the whole journey. Sorry fer ps-ing. =X dunnO what to say lei. Today the almot 3 km that I run right, I felt nothing lei. DunnO y. I think its a good idea to run a place where you dunnO where the ending point is. Then you will not think too much, n b4 you noe it, it’s the end of the race already. =) whee~ But running rocks. Feel the heat and sweat, whoo! I really regret not joining some CCA thats related to sports. I regret a lot of things in fact. Sometimes I think that I miss out on a lot of things lo, juz because of my stubbornness, haiz.
Chung chi ran 2nd fer the guys la. Too bad he not in our house. =( denzil ran 6th despite his injuries. Kudos dad! U rawk! Sigh. Joel was pretty upset about triton not winning much of the titles. In fact, out of all the 20 positions fer guys and girls, there was only one person from triton lo! And thats denzil. hMmM… dunnO la… but its road run lo. 3+ km, and there are a lot of people hu choose not to run, then its like not say the house cap got like psycho us and lead us lidat la. DunnO la.
Took pics today. I looked positively KUKU. Hurx. Today is bad hair day. Wat can I say? Hurx.
I will make it a point to play a sport in the next CCA I ever join. And im gonna do it! Cuz I duN wanna give up what I like. Maybe I should join track, even if its recreational? Haha~ cuz I love running. =) and I love long distance. Perseverance rocks. =)
Mr conrad lee quite farnie ar. Haha~ and today fer GP, he read our book reviews. =) van n I did on the same book ~ n I din noe! Lolx… whatever lo… =P then van lend me the 4th book of death note, cuz she thot I read the 3rd one already which I din. haha~ we do get forgetful don’t we. Sigh. Too bad this week carn read. Cuz gotta revise fer test. N I wanna finish the jeffrey archer book which im still stuck at! Its so freaking long and boring. =( the last part la. Haha~ nvm…
Hmmm…. So sian. This weekend is mugging nonstop. Have to mug fer the bio test, finish the whole complex tutorial 2 and try the carbonyl cmps. Urgh. Stress level super high sia. =(
Super tired. Gonna sleep soon n try to go online early tml morn. Haha~ which is aBout like 8? Lolx.. Yes… Im a early sleeper and early waker. Sigh. 6 more days. =S I dunnO whether to be happy or not. Haha~ for those who are thinking about what to get me, haha~ click on the icon "the one" and scroll down to find my wishlist. i'm sure you can find something to gimme. Wahaha~ lolx… i'm so BHB. =X and in case you wanna find buddies to share presents, im sure you can approach my friends like minex. Lolx… =) cheers.
This page is filling up so fast. Haha~ its one whole page on a norm word doc. Wow! =)
My throat ish hurting. Dehydrated. Haha~ mugging rocks.
9.30 pm
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8:14 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
somewhere out there
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
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5:29 PM
in the blogging mood. currently listening to the reason by hoobastank. lolx.
today not exactly very happy. cuz got a lot of hw. yes. tonnes. bio gotta finish the bio essays lo. then later have to try complex number tutorial 2, complex numbers is gettingmore complex as days go by. wth. urgh. the big 5 profiling thing was correct. i carn stand stress lo. shalll elaborate later. then have to do gP the book review. urgh.
denzil's dear very sweet!!! looks at all the things that hiis dear do fer him! hurx... so xian mu. haha.. ya lo...
big 5 profile. we got do this thing la, then it analyses our personality. said a lot of things about me lo. quite true bit only to a certain extent ba. cuz its based on watyou answered and if you see wrong qn all that then bu zhun le ma... watever... i dunnO wat i'm toking about today.
spaxY rocks... rudolf hitler! haha... yes... rudolf the red nose raindeer and adolf hitler. haa... lucky she change hte name in the essay le... if not later i think mr lee will like juz FAIL her... lolx... rudolf hitler rocks!
i dowaan to turn 18.its like so old lo. hurx. 7 days more.
5th feb... 9 am can? lolx... nvm...
sorry fer whining. i wanna stay happy. =) today jas let us here a very cute song! hee~
i love i dream!
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4:44 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
hurx. can you believe it? 8 days till the day i turn 18. 18 is such a big number! hurx... i dowan to grow old. =X its not fair!!!! i noe i shd stop whining about growing old cuz its part of life... haiz.. i dunnO wat to say now. duN wish me hapy birthday! cuz i'm not happy turNing 18. =X
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6:13 PM
wahaha... currently blogging in the freaking hot sch library, wth lo. y carn they provide better welfare to us? and later got SLC.. i should stop complaining.
i changed my parting slightly, buden hor, all my dars nv notice!!!! watever. nvm... hu ask me to be the GUY, nv notice my appearance sia. sad si le.
the feraking sch is apparently having some movie being made. n that freaking camera man came to our class, then pai us. stupidx si le. then later ask me n chung chi to act too. stupidx. pray hard that they CUT away the damn thing. stupid. urgh.
i wanna play neopets when i get home. but got so much hw. =(
haha... i ordered almond cookies from steffie!!!!=) yay!
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1:53 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
boring day at sch. yeah. maybe class interaction was the most fun thing that ever happened today. haha~ we are the powerpuff taitaiz! n joel complained that i copy the taitaiz of 4L. watever lo. where got? we wanna be tai tai also carn meh? only they can be ar? urgh. there's nothing wrong wif wanting to be tai tai right? whines*
kkies... then basically we had a stupid time during class interaction. then later it was bio n mr yeow almost puked blood cuz we like keep on carn giving him the answer. haha~ lolx... shall have to go do gp later n after that i've to do some bio n chem. what a great mugging life i have right?
tonight there's tuition. yayx... can see steffie! =)
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3:37 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
yay! today we ran! =) actually the thot of running doesn't really make me feel as high as before, esp since we are running the sch cmp. the thot of pple wheezing pass you is so irritating. as in, if you run alone, you juz run, you have the whole track to yourself, n you can think about the thots that run in your mind. thou mine's usually empty. haha~ to me, running is like a time when i can sweat the dirty disgusting urea out of my body, and also day dream. but these few days, the stress levels are hitting me like it was in Os. i remember how hard i mugged fer prelims. and failed to do so during the actual Os.i remember the fuN times at VJ. sorry but i have to have my own privacy to reminace about eh past ya? sometimes i still hate myself fer not being able to stay in VJ. but it is a blessing in disguise la. =) i finally accept the fact that i'm in MJ and instead of whining about the past, y duN i get on wif life? besides, i met my dears here ya? =)
kkies. today is a rather nice day. hmm.ok, at least that.like jasmine's nick suggests, smiling is the best make up. =)
bio sucks. urgh. pe totally rocks!!!!!! wahahah~ cuz EGG is our teacher!!!!!! and that rocks my whole world man!!!! wahahah~ my cute eyecanDy!!!!den after Pe today, we went mac to PIG. wahaha~ me shared the twister fries, thou i prefer to call it curly fries, wif spaxY. kupped jas's sprite. =) hee~ very nice worX... but all the PE gone to waste. that's loads of calories lo. plus last week diN even work out. urgh!!!! nvm... this fri run again. n fri fer PE wat we do? free manual labour! child labour! someone complain!!!! wahahha~ nonsence.
i'm crazeee today!!! argh... n they laff at me fer saying that the heart goes lub a dub dub. NOT MY FAULT CAN! MR CHIA TEACH ME DE! hurxx... maybe i remember wrongly... =( then spaxY's one goes poop poop. wahahah~ wat a funnY bunch of stupid things to say. that's us on a lame day. wahaha~ ooh ya... today is international corny(van) day, tml's international horny (me!) day, wed is international daoni(jas) day and thurs is international mehni(spaxy) day.friday is international blurx day cuz we contemplate to say we lost our wayy to that stupid road race. whahah~ pro right?
i wanted to type sth, but i forgot. blurx me. nvm. tml is 9 am pple! haha~ kkies... i go neopetting le. =)
hmmm...
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7:41 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
i dunnO wat happened to me these two days. first it was bloated-ness, then yesterday i got a splitting headache. =( this is juz not fair can?
i walked the whole of orchard twice in less than 24 hrs!!!!!!! superb ritex? pro-ed!!! yay... but minex and i managed to get a lot of things =) a lot of super nice clothes but horx, all no size or carn find one. =( all on display only. the others tat are not on display are so norm. eekX... we saw the two les from sch. KISSING. yes. ya lo. haish... nvm... watever la, but i thot they could do it somewhere more secluded, not like at the MRT lo. n the butch shorter then her, hurx. sorry la.
i still think the horoscope says a lot about a person. some parts are really true.
like: born to rebel- with or without a cause
do not let her talk alone, she will leave you
if she's mad, find a shelter, the "hurricane" is here
sian. shall mug today. have to. =(
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7:54 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
this is my horoscope. true lei. thanks to jas fer giving me this webbie~ love ya... muAkX...
Born to be a rebel - with or without a cause - you are the inventors and geniuses of the zodiac. Some say this sign is just plain wacky, but loads of you are quiet, serious types. All of you, though, think differently from the rest of the world and world peace is your ultimate turn-on. Dreaming up brilliant ideas, sharing new ideas and eliminating poverty give you a high, while pollution and people who hate stuff make you break out in pimples. Deep down, you truly care about the planet. This shows in your attitude to mates, work and romance. An individual, you don't want to conform and try not to bow to peer pressure.
Things like animal abuse knock you sideways - who would want to hurt something innocent and defenceless? This humanitarian nature reflects in your clothes, so you'll probably choose faux over fur and might not wear famous-brand jeans if you know they've been made in sweat shops by poor children in third-world countries. Good for you!
As a friend, you're the bomb. Loyal and affectionate, you encourage mates to be themselves and expect the same from them. Ditto the love life, where boyfs need to give you plenty of freedom. Super-cool careers include inventing, TV journalism, reflexology or computers.
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be
very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.
Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.
She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because
she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.
She likes a
COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a
daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She
dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.
Even she acts confident she
mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony.
Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love". (hey... that's really true, i duN like being unhappy...)
She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but
she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.
She likes to be the one who is "Right", so
if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face.
Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.
She is
not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan".
Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding.
When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.
You will not get bore with this type of girl.
Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a
fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you.
Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.
She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.
If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
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10:44 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
today went out wif my dearie ham! but i was feeling so bloated the whole while. =( i'm so sorry ham, muz have been a wet blanket n pulling a long face, but the more i walked the more i felt puking. hurx... so sorry ham! but nvm, at least you got your new skirt which is freaking chhio, n heels and tee from giordano yet again. but i had fuN!!! yeah! ham rocks.
saw a lot of pple today. i saw jamie!!!! whee~ n yay~! we're going fer YA grad nite together... pple try to go ok? i miss jamie a lot. and i always see her at orchard somehow... wahaha~miss her lots... she looks so cute. =)
saw simin at topshop can? haha~ actually she say wanna jio me go out one, but she nv see me online that's y. nvm... another day ba. actually b4 that i saw thersa one, but i dunnO whether to say hi or not, like duN really noe her lidat. then i got this feeling that i will see simin or sth like that lo. n then i saw her! whee~
den me n ham walked the whole of orchard today. yes, from OG to far east, we practically covered the whole of orchard today. first was OG, then we went robinsons, then heeren, we skipped cine cuz got no nice clothes ba, then we went taka, then went wisma, then to tangs, next far east , then went to adidas vintage and to lido, and then back to wisma, n back to taka to eat and ge the shirt that ham wanted. wahah~ pro-ed. we were sort of walkign in circles. wahahah~ despite visiting the toilet a few times la...
had lots of fun today. love ya ham. next time bring your cam k? den take nice pics... =)
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8:45 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
hmmm... today is one of the happiest days i've spent in sch. everyone's hearts were lighter perhaps. =) really. laughed alot. for the first time in three weeks. =)
may everyday be like today. full of laughter. =)
whee~ tml meeting ham. =)
death note rocks. thanks van. ai ni...
i noe what to get my dars fer v day le... =)
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5:15 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
currently in the library rotting. finally a day w/o homework. wahahaha~ so nan de! lolx.
told tiff what i wanted to tell her. then she said that its that person who not shaung abt the seats thing mainly. oh well. told her our suggestion, then she said ok. i really hope its ok lo. sigh. its a hell lot of homework n we still have to be pissed at each other over such insignificant things for what rightZ? glad to get it off my chest thou. hope that person will stop making things difficult fer other pple. =) may things change fer the better. i truely hope. i duN need anything, juz peace.
hmmm... went fer tuition yesterday night. steffie was super tired. haha~ u take care gal. muz have enuf rest ok? could see your dark eye circles lo. =x take care ok? duN think too much
this morn, my mum said some things that made me, uhm, think about my own character. she said that i have a bad temper. i noe its true. but compared to last time, my temper is already better. sigh. n now, unless i'm provoked, i wun lose my temper. sometimes, u carn blame me fer having PMS right? who is ever so good natured? everyone has a temper, its whether u show it or not. right? watever...
i'm bored.
n i miss ham.
hope jas is better. hmmm.. she got low blood pressure can? aiyox. take care gal! muz k? n come back to sch. life is horrendous w/o u. but luckily still got my dars. =)
mr ling rocks. wahaha~
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1:57 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
hmmm... today jas nv come sch so went to sch myself. n xY actually took train to sch! wahahah~ so we took same bus to sch. =) then later all the crap, ya. ok. then i think that whole grp bS us. nvm. n is cuz of what? its seats again. watever lo. really that fuN to sit at the back meh? y carn take turns? esp that person. come in only say what: wah lao, you all dunnO how to zi4 dong4. what was that supposed to mean? that table also nv write your name right? watever la. i heck le. i duN wanna care anything le.
den i think the whole grp not happy wif us. actually i'm fine wif every single one of them, as in i duN have anything agianst them except for that carn-stop-yaking person. yupx. i wonder hu will ever noe this. but watever. i'm tired. tired of having to even fight for seats during tutorials. this is SO immature,n i wanna stop.
well, toking about nicer things, i'm going out wif ham on fri! she finding CNY clothes n i'm going shoe shopping. whee~ =)
i wanna stay happy. pls let me do. =) i dowan to fight wif you anymore. someone pls help me. sigh.
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4:49 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
waaaa... sian. today is a day wif a lot of hw. got scolded by mr yeow. =( nvm.
toked to my kor today. =)
i got a new mummy! n i realised it only today. haha~ lolx...
lots of hw. gtg now. =S
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6:12 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
pissed at that brat. she is so pissing mee off... urgh. she is SPOILT to the core. you carn even tell her when she does something wrong. if not she will burst into tears. crocodile tears. n i carn stand the way she tries to get ATTENTION. urgh. have nv seen a more attention seeking person. maybe that ******* ba. hur.
i'm in love wif the song i dream thanks to jas n xY.
i miss my kor. shall msg him one of these days. very long nv tok to him le. =( i miss him. i miss the way he brings joy to me. i miss laughing wif him. hur.... i miss him... =(
haiz. i feel as if my life is empty.
i miss kor.
sorry fer whining. but u all dunnO wat i'm going thru. its not fun having pple at your throat at all times of the day. pissified.
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8:05 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
hmmm... todAY I helped paint the house. =) hee~ besides getting paint all over , i was like so tired after that... slept super early last night cuz i was down wif a flu. after a dose of medicine, i slept all the way till this morn. haha~ then after helping wif the painting, went to do some of my homework. haven't finish yet. sianded. then later went ouut wif my sister. n i boughtclothes again! shitX!!! this is not good. everytime i go shopping i esp when i see S n K. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm... supposed to doo bio now but i got no mood. watever. then i have to mug fer math test which i haven't touched on at all. hur...... die le la. =( i'm so hopeless.
i feel so relaxed today. cuz i duN need to get angry wif anyone. =) hee~ happy~
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8:59 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
hmmm.. yet another day which i dunnO what to blog about. getting pissed at that person is becoming a habit. and that's a BAD habit which i wanna get rid of. i seiously duN noe what to do for the rest of the year man. its really horrendous.
i'm falling sick. i bet he cursed me. i sneezed, i bet its him again. how paranoid can i get?
hmmm... went back to AH as usual. hmmm... watever. have to mug fer math test and this sun have to go get the check. argh...
met mR adRian today n he said i looked different. more mature. =) thanks mr adrian thou u will NOT see this. haha~ you've been one of those teachers whom i admire. really. you maade an impact and a great one. you rock!
fond memories. living in the shadow. living in my own lala land~
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7:04 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
i have no idea what to blog. guess many things happened till i dunnO whether i'm sensitive or not. maybe i am. maybe im not. either they hate us or they have something against us. someday we will find out la. but at this moment, i think they juz have something against us. which we dunnO about. maybe its juz me. i dunnO.
well. luther hoped we would get an FTC each during GP lesson today. he suggested that we should get an FTC for speaking chinese in GP class. thanks luther. its obvious you have something against us right? so may i ask you what have we done to you to make you feel that way towards us? i really wanna noe you know. i mean we hardly mix wif you nowadays and i think its obvious tat we're avoiding each other so there's less friction. what more do you want? an appeal for us to change classes? if you have something that you're not happy about us, juz say la. duN need to do this kind of things lo. we all have heavy workloads and i feel so childish tat we're still doing this kinda stupid things to spite each other. ya.
i'm pissed. i think you all are too. if you have a problem, i rather you tell us lo. i hate this kinda life where we keep on making sacar remarks. i carn stand it anymor. gimme a break.
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5:21 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
ooh... hmmm... yesterday i forgot to call my tuition teacher to aks abt the changing of tuition. shoots... wasted my tok time hearing her niam. haiz. what to do. lucky its a new month. =) but feel very bad. today goign ar... haiz... paiseh to steffie lo... =X
hmmm... today is CCA recruitment. it was shitty...urgh.........
had the chem tesst. i think i'm gonna fail. wat's new. haiz.
hmmm... my poor jas has insomia. she carn sleep! i think that's the most irritating thing that can happen. n i also agree wif jas n the pork in her blog that at this rate, she'll go crazy b4 As. yesh. n she gets very confused. haiz. hmmm... i think you need to destress! you very busy wif a lot of things lo! aiYo!!!! muz take care of your body lo... but i really suggest that you try sleeping pills this weekend. if not by next wweek... i'll get a fully zombiefied jas.
hmmm... dunnO what to blog le. oh ya... toked to rachelle... =)
beyond cynical or maturity (in the GP sense)--- a phase in your life where you actually stop calling pple bastards when they make you angry cuz you dowan to waste your life away being angry. wow.
obviously i will NV ever attain that. haha~
cheers to everyone. i think that bastard saw my nick yesterday. but i'm still not shuang wif you. better keep your mouth shut n keep your comments to yourself. cuz this is the last warning. my sis sort of scolded me fer not standing up fer ourselves. i will teh next time he soes any of his immature nonsence.
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5:15 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
hmmm... i think i pissed some frenz off wif my niaming about things today. maybe i should juz keeep quiet.
well, today is another day of bastarding us around. that person made another one of his crude comments today. what's new? for some background info: our class comprises of 24 individuals. and the teachers assigned 24 seats for each one of us. now, picture this. there are 20 seats in a row in an LT and the remainder 4 people sits one row behind us. ok now, listen to this: of cuz not enough space la! hu ask our class people so fat? interesting right? we are so fat we take up their space! there are 28 pple cuz we take up 2 seats. so sad hor. haiyo.
well, after i heard that comment, it made me realise how childish he is and how silly i am actually being angry with him for making such comments. y bother with such a person right? it looks like me a person who's gonna turn 18 getting angry wif a small boi hu speaks without thinking. yes. i'm not goign to look like an idiot hu has no brains. wait till you grow up then you come find me quarrel ok? i'll wait fer you. for the time being, grow up.
i carn believe i dedicated two, no three entries tokign about him. yupx.
more about today. hmmm... i dunnO what to say. the class has officially been split into its distinct cliques. i dunnO if its fer good or bad. '
all i gotta say is that sometimes when we make comments about other people, we should ourselves think whether we have these flaws first. i duN dare to say that i'm a perfect person, but i do my own self reflections. and i learn from my mistakes. i juz hope what that some people will really think about what they say before shooting out of their mouths. yeah.
may tml be a better day.
to jas: haiz... you muz jia you ok? haiz.. see you so tired everday also dunnO wha ti can do to help. so sorry... hmmm... tml give you massage ok? =) ai ni lao po. i noe these few days i niamed a lot... sorry... to all those that suffered from my non- stop rambling, sorry.. n for those who cared... thanks fer the listening ear. *hugz*
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4:52 PM
sorry but i need to get this off my chest. haha~ anyway, this is abt the person hu made my blood biol yesterday. yes. still pissed wif him, but soon after i get this off, i can study chem. hmmm... here goes...
you are so irritatingly bugging us to pay class fund like we nv pay lo. there were a few times when we already paid le. n you ask as if we owe the treasurer a lot of money lo. i noe u think that we nv pay, but sometimes we are like the first few to pay class fund lo. when have we ever nv paid. if possible, ask in a nicer tone and way, duN straight away say: eeehhh... pay class fund lei. and when we answer we paid already, duN shhhh us. pls lo. you are not the treasurer, you're juz helping. its not like we owe you anything lo. duN think we are pushovers juz cuz we duN retaliate when you're RUDE to us. one day when you do that again, i'm so gonna scream at you lo. you are one person who has pushed me to my limits. if you're clever enough, stay away and keep your comments to yourself. a nicer alternative is to ask us: you all pay class funD already?
and you probably think that we are such assholes cuz we nv help during that bbQ. i mean get a life man. its those ODAC pple whom i hardly noe lo. i noe you're very sociable,and you can hit off wif everyone whom you juz met. but that doesn't mean that we are too. everyone is different lo.
watever. all i wanna say is, be more sensitive. duN assume that we are the bad pple juz cuz some pple told you somethings about us. you may deny that, but its obvious, the way u treat us last yr n this yr is different. i dUn care abt the difference in how you treat us, but all i wanna say is that we are human too, we have feelings.
and what comes around goes around.
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6:44 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
first of all, sorry fer the vulgarities i'm gonna shoot outa my mouth, but i'm not usually like that. to all those who are bastard-ing us around, fish off. duN like what you see, fish off, duN like what you hear? fish off. ok? n THIS IS MY BLOG. A PLACE WHERE I SHOOT MY COMMENTS. DUn YOU GO TO MY TAGBOARD N TAG ANY OF YOUR IMMATURE NONSENCE.
first and foremost, today is bastard-ing us around day fer the four of uss. watever la. that irritating guy assked us to go o sch at 8, den he nv even come lo. WTH. and yes. we could go sch later one lo. make me wake up so early. you are so gonna get it from me on wednesday. even if you ask me to go tml. i WUN. bastard.
second thing that makes my blood boil is that person. what's wrong wif you. i duN understand you lo. we nv go disturb you or anything n u make such insensitive comments about us. JUZ WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? U TOK AS IF YOU NOE US VERY WELL. WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE. N TO THINK YOU ARE A CHRISTIAN. YOU ARE A DISGRACE LO. I NV THOT CHRISTIAN TEACHINGS WERE LIKE THAT. SO INSENSITIVE LO. and all i wanna say is that we are human too. u give us the respect and we give you the respect you deserve. we do not go around saying about you unless you do the same thing to us. so much for thinking that we think the pple from teh other class has some kind of disease and we duN dare to sit wif them. what kind of logic is that. SINCE WHEN WERE YOU VERY SOCIABLE WITH THEM. ITS JJUZ ONE WEEK OF SCH. U WAN ME GO HUG THEM MEH? YOU IRRITATING BASTARD. SOMETIMES ITS NOT SO EASY TO BREAK AWAY FROM THE THEIR PREVIOUS CLASS TOTALLY LO. N ITS NOT AS IF WE DUn TOK TO THEM LO. SO BACK OFF AND SEE WHAT'S REALLY GOIGN ON BEFORE YOU EVEN COMMENT. HAVE YO THOT ABT THEIR FEELINGS? OR HAVE YOU EVEN THOT IF I WERE THE ONE WHO SAID THATABOUT YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL. i think you would juz have slapped me in the face or punch me lo. or you can juz comment about us in your group. but we duN wanna hear such comments lo. wanna comment, go somewhere we carn hear. you're not GOD. only GOD has the right to comment lo.
yes. i feel so much better after letting it off. in lecture i was like saying that i eat 10 yrs of ice kachang also carn make me less hot.
last but not least. we are not pple hu will go create trouble for you. but when we are wrongly accused, we feel hurt too and that is when we start retaliating. thou we noe its of no use. sadly, pple only listen to ONE SIDE of the story.
to those reading this entry: whom you wish to believe, i duN really care. i've said my piece. you make your own decision. i really wish to think that the person who said those insensitive things would go home n think about what i;ve said. i'm not out to scold you or anything. but i wan you to noe that what you've said has hurt us deep. we''ll not tok about this matter anymore. but sometimes, what you hear from one side may not be the actual story. if you are rational enough, listen to our story. and before you hear both sides of the story, dun make hurtful comments. things may juz not be the way that someone tells you to be. everyone will juz make the story sound as if they are the victims.
think about it. yeah. but i still feel hurt.
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5:42 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
today is jia wei accident-prone day. yayness,. i juz cut myself n hurt my finger. correction, two fingers and it is causing me much pain as i type. one of my nails got chipped. ouch....painted the walls of my bedroom today. =) apple white rocks. =) i like my room colour, but the smell of fresh paint kinda sucks. shall have to air the room.
hmmm... have yet to study fer bio spa n chem n bio test. shitx. its darn bad. mum juz told me be prepared to go out next week to get some things fer the chinese new year. n yes... im getting the card soon so i can send to those pple hu sent me xmas cards... =)
hmmm... mug mug mug. tml can run! whee~
juz spent 7 bucks on stationay. i'm so broke next week. =( life sucks.
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3:02 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
very sian lo today. went out... den returned at 10. kaoz. shouldn't have gone man. not that i dowan to come home, actually tot of goign home alone but watever la. i hate myself fer today. haiz. ahiz. haiz. dunnO what to do le la... shitz. came home n did bio. after reading van's blog, realised that i forgot alll bout bio spa. shitX. n i haven't mugged fer any test yet. yes. i'm SO dead. urgh!!!!!!!!
tml have to:
do vectors 1 assignment.
mug fer chem.
mug fer bio n spa.
sigh. life is ... life. what about life man.
that's juz the way it is, that's juz the way i am.
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11:37 PM
this is an entry fer my loveliest ham ever. =)
got to noe her only in sec 3. she was sitted beside me, two places to the right. hmmm... i carn exactly remember how we met all those, but eventually we became close. going home together. but most of the times, i remember her wif ginni. it was probably ice skating that brought us together, then it was shopping. i really enjoy the company that she provided. she's always full to ideas, things to say n she juz clicks wif me. i mean, friendship is all about clicking right?
memories will always be in my heart. and i really wanna say thanks to you for tolerating my temper. yeah. =)
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8:40 AM
sigh.
i realised that i forgot to type somethings yesterday. when i was going home, i had to cross a road, n guess what i saw? a squashed cat. it was super disggusting lo. urgh. looking at the size of it, it was probably a small one. so sad lo.
yesterday morning my mum pissed me off n i pisssed her off. haha~ super irritating right. but we're ok le. haiz. haiz. haiz. dunnO la. hur...
i lost my usual stamina. thanks to the hols. haiz. i run 4 rounds n i not used to it le. i regret not goign for a sports cca. haiz. what to do? haiz. need to build up my stamina fer the road run. yay~ i love conditioning. i'm a craZee PE freak. thanks. someone bish me pls.
i'm so saded.
have lots of homework to do and tests study for worX. haiz.
eUu replied my email. but euU say u duN noe what to say le. haiz.
y am i always falling for the wrong guy?
in the midst of being sad... thanks to ham for dedicating a blog entry to me... =)
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8:28 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
i juz got back from AHS. uhm... i dunnO what to say la. seriuosly. we were so EXTRA. that's no exactly the thing that i imagines i wud be there. haiz. saw the COH pple. ermx. i really got nothing to say to them lo. i dunnO la. duN wish to think about it. yeah.
todya is a short day but had to go back to AHS. it turned into a long day then. left sch at 5. lolx. its even later than my usual can?
hmmm... van was in excruciating pain cuz of the ***** ****. yes. waaa... see her pain till lidat i also a bit scared ar...
today sth farnie happened. we were toking bout someone's eye candy, yesh den she say that she likes guys hu arre wet n hot. then i was like: uhm, aren' they smelly n sticky if they are lidat? then she replied that, its not sweat, its when they pour water, woww... then i was like... ok... then a thought came: so next time she make her husband go to the shower to wet himself n duN wipe dry... then i give her choc... then she will be so turned on la... lolx... whahaha~ such a stupid theory right... bio rocks man...
hmmm... i agree wif van... weekends now mean a different thing already. it means a start to a new round of mugging, a more intensed one. shitX.
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6:49 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
hmmm... took great pains to come online as there was sth wrong wif the modem. oopX.
there's homework fer every sub today. =( math, chem, bio n gP. thank god i duN take 4 sub. if not i can juz DIE can? this morning had chem lab. was sleepy lo. dunnO y. haiz. then later recess, did a bit of math, then had 3 lectures. imagin sitting thru lectures fer like 2 hr n 15 mins. i feel like a pig. so that's y i look forward to PE tml!!!!!!! wow!!!! cuz can ruN!!! i bet its conditioning!!!!!!!!whaha~ finally can run le!
i'm so broke!!! argh.. =( haiz. nvm...that's a bit out of point now.
hmmm... lucky they got pass up my chem yesterday. thanks to spaxY hu helped me ask. =) n huever hu helped me lo. cuz i dunnO how to open my mouth to them, not possible that i go ask them to gimme back right? but the thing is they nv tell me n ask me directly. now probably someone wants to come n tell me they did, but not that i noe of ok. but i'll juz forget it cuz i dowan any trouble. dunnO y, i have this feeling that we're not as close as a class anymore. there juz seems to be this barrier between us, everone in class. i dunnO y i'm feeling this way, but haiz. i dunnO la. but to anyone that i have offended unknowingly, sorry. really... deep down from the heart. i didn't mean it lo. i think i better shut up lo.
hmm... euUu replied my email. =) so happY...
thanks to ham hu gave me a testimonial. love ya lots n miss ya!
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4:59 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
hmmm... today was utterly boring. had assembly in class then went fer lecture. sit at same peroids fer 2 periods. later recess. the freshies were NOISY. yes. everone was like cheeering wherever they went to lo. WTH. we were trying to studY. thinkk the principal was rather pissed, cuz she announced fer the OHLS to meet them n soon after that, there was less amount of cheering. finally PEACE. wahaha~ watever. i dunnO y i'm complaining.
no one msg me today. as in to chat that type. sian...
went to simei to get the files. darn thinck but darn cheap. 12 bucks fer 6 arch files. CHEAP lo... popular like sell 1 for 4.50? exX rite? haiz. i need a few more... anyone wanna share? but on second thot, i wuN wanna go all the way there to buy. haha~ sianded... nvm...
lots of homework as usual. its so wrong lo. =X but that's life ya?
i miss EuU...y eUu nV reply my email... =X maybe busy la horX...dunnO la. haish. sometimes when i read those friendster bulletins,then they will say at the end of the mail, if you duN paste or fW this, you will get bad luck in your love life. hmmm... now i heCk abt it lo. i have nv beeN lucKy anyway. so HECK.
i love my attitude problem...
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5:41 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
my friendster is like hibernating lo. i got no new frenz and no new testimonials. watever.
second day of sch. still gt lots of homework. sort of finished it le. wow. i carn believe that i am actually so guai lo. finish homework, but my finish includes dunnO how to do. yeah~ that's probably the reason y i can even finish it in the first place. todya is that chem test. at the end of the test, i realised that my MCQ answers difffered a lot from other pple. damn it. i'm so gonna die la. =(
lectures were rather ok la. n tutorials sucked as usual cuz i was called to do on the board. realised that our form teacher aka math teacher aka math lecturer is so not funnY can. ermx, the 4 of us used to laff at the slightest things and when she told a joke today, we were so ttotally unreacted to it. yes. shows how cold it was right. watever.
mugger inc rocks. mugger lim as the prez... haha~ there' s SLC tml. so sorry to jas n van... sorry today i really got a lot of things to bring home sia... ahiz... tml den go buy the file... sorrY arhx...
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5:04 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
hmMm... today is the first day of school and the teachers totally sucked. i wan mr chua!!!! argh! i dowan to be math rep le... hur... =( haiz...
the math teacher is my form teacher. n i duN really like her. ya. first impression lo. cuz of the vectors lecture. haiz. dunnO la. then gP is mr conrad. ermx... not a bad guy la. then chem is SZ and bio is MR YEOW!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!! mr yeOw rocks!!!!!!!!!!! love him a lot a lot a lot! gonna work hard fer bio lo. !!!!!! bio rocks wif mr yeow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahaha~
hmmm... ok.. that's abt it. hmmm... the timetable is ok la. but i have this feeling that they will change the bloodY timetable soon. but at least now i can go back fer guides. yay! not that i'm very enthu abt it but at least that will go towards my attendence. hmmm.... then haiz. there are so many things to do even for a first day.
5 day week rocks... =p MJ is finally keeping their word. haha~ monday is my longest day now, 415. may my life get better( which i think not.) oh ya... n they took my weight n height today. -_-''' i wanna ruN!!! college road race is 28th jan. haiz. sick man. tml got chem repaper. haiz. how am i gonna finish all my homework?
gotta make my new timetable, do bio that mr yeow assigned today, do math by thurs, do chem tutorial cuz there's chem tml... the next few days will be so packed doing all the homework that's left undone. =( there's math tuition tml too. thank god tml ends at 2. haha~
actually sch days are not that bad huh. at least i feel that my life is more meaningful with an aim to look forward to. =p
miss eeuuu...
n today is YT's birthday! hee` happy bdae gurl!!!
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5:33 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
i'm having a little brat that's "posted" here today n yesterday who's freakingly irritating me with all her irritating actions and i'm LOSING IT. was listening to JUST LOSE IT juz now n i dearly wish that i can lose it just right now. ooh.... i carn believe my temper has gotten over me over such a small thing. haiz. haiz. haiz.
i love my voodoo pic. it rocks!!!
hmmm... was doing math juz now n was blasting music cuz that irritating brat was commenting non-stop. yes. even as she plays the com. can you believe what i'm goign thru? there i'm trying to complete my homework asap and there she is ranting on and on and on and on. yes. i'm niaming so much cuz i carn stand it. i lock myself in the room and all that juz to avoid her. n yes, i can hear her even when my room door is closed, that's y i have to blast music. and as i'm typing this post, she's right beside me and playing her beloved gameboy with the music blasted at the highest. WATEVER. GET lost!!!! *&^#%^
freak. she's staying till tonight. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she makes me hate children. argh.
haiz. i'm so gonna die fer the tests. haiz. die le la. haiz haiz haiz.
tml is yt's burthday. haha~ hmmm....
i'm not in the mood to type any entry. freak that stupid BRAT.
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2:28 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
vooDoo piC... cool!
31 deC outibg... the blackies...
the suPer liaN piC oF moI
hmMm.. thE horreNdouS clasS
thE class aT bBq
spAxy n moI... were very tired... juz look at our faces...
jaS n moI n ouR new haair cuT^
spaXy n me n jas n rachelle~
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7:18 PM
haiz... i'm so bored. the whole day at home. wanna go out but i have obligations. yes, n that's to mug fer tests. n i have a brat at home who cries at the slightest things. freak the hell out of it man. sorry. i'm losing my patience cuz i haven't finish studying n i'm seriously pressed fer time. urgh.
*screams
i wanna go campfire.
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6:21 PM
first blog entry of 2005. =p happY neW yR to all...
hmm, lets tok about history. that was a few hours ago. went out wif my dearie ham n yt n bekah. was actually supposed to meet my fren, let's juz call him b* la. supposed to meet him at 2 then he msged me in the morn to ask if we could meet at 12. however i was meeting bekah they all at somerset not orchard, so i asked b* if can meet at somerset instead. so there. on my way there, i was so darn bored. duN have any music wif me. cuz underground carn have reception fer radio. (i wan mp3 player!) cuz have to change train to go somerset ma. then on the red line that train, i was like stoning. then when i turned to my right, i realised that b* was juz beside me la. haha~ that was a fine surprise. so i passed b* the thing lo. =p so farnie la. actually i nv thot he wud come from that way one, cuz he shd be coming from the other side of the island lo. when i asked him he said that he go pasir ris to run this morning. -_-''' watever. then when i see him, he looks taller than b4! -_-''' then we hmmm... dunnO la, very gan ga... dunnO wat to tok to him about. then he keep looking at me la, like i'm alien. dunnO la. then later i got off at somerset whereas he got off at orchard. after that he msged me n thanked me fer the card n the cd. hee~ so happy. but i suppose its still frenz forever.
then met my dearie ham they all. had fun together walking the whole of orchard to find the stupid shop called pure milk. wth la. orchard is so darn long n they duN even have one pure milk shop. the one at far east apparently closed down. argh. pissed... nvm... but we went to bugis later... very tired after everything. then later yt had to go le. so i pei my ham to eat dinner. nike got 30% off storewide worX. haha~ for any nike fanatics. adidas rocks!
later went to my cousin's house. i was one of the earliest to arrive lo. ate a lot of things i think i'm a pig lo! -_-''' later went to my cousin's room to talk talk (wow... my cousin pro... in 2 yrs, she has 17 ex already) n sleep a while, from 10.30 lidat to 11.25 lo. haha~ later woke up to play dai dee wif them. lolx. at my scousin's house, the whole world is telling me that i look like karen mok. n my jiu mu wanted to send a pic of me to that jack neo's show to the resemblance contest or watever la. argh! so stupid. then i was like NO!!!!!!!! dowan. its mad. mad MAD... then as we were playing dai dee, i was in a half asleep mode, one of the platyers said: "i put that card down last year, can anyone please duN keep me waiting." haha~ sorry la, pple a bit blurX n sleeping ma. hmmm... wattever.
ook... shall come back to the present. hmmm... new yr reslution:
1) get my 3 As fer A levels.
2) get a hold of my emotions n not let them ruN wild.
3) be a better person with a better character.
4) be a more fit person... run!!!! wahaha~
5) weight loss programme a success
6) cherish the pple i have around me.
i guess that's it fer now. hmmm... as fer anything else, i'll just take what's coming as it is. may there be less disasters, be it man-made or human. have a wonderful 2005!
wanna credit some pple for the past year 2004...
van spaxY n jas--- thanks fer lighting up my life in MJC.
yt bekah n yt--- thanks fer goign out wif me and being there fer me.
annchi n tK n bernie-- marauders rock!
steffie--- thanks tuition matey
all YALs--- it has been great noeing u all... =p esp the NDP YALs... hee~ ndp wud nv haf rocked w/o you
all that i have known this yr: thanks fer the wonderful memories. =p
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9:09 AM