Tuesday, March 28, 2006
and i'm so sick of job hunting
so tired of interviews
so done with wishing i was still working
RAR. nothing much fer me to do everyday. juz sit at home in front of the com, do housework, slack, read my storybook, slack. i need income. =( sry for all these useless rantings. i juz need to let it all out loud!
i applied for relief teaching. HAHA~ it amuses me, cuz i dunnO how to teach. but i only applied for primary sch level. (:
2nd driving lesson tonight! haha~ may the engine not die so many times today.
i must remember to depress the clutch fully after i press the brake.
its like wateverr**.
7:52 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
This is likely to be an intense day, Jia Wei. Family members, as well as friends may seem testy, so you are best advised to stay out of their way. Don't worry, it's nothing you've done, it is merely the day's planetary energy. If you can retreat to a private section of your house and can shut the door, by all means do it! If someone tries to pick a fight over some trivial matter, do not allow yourself to rise to the bait. Tomorrow the air will clear and good spirits will reign again.
sigh.
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9:57 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
i made my decision. a crazy decision actually. i decided to turn down the scholarship. it was difficult to decide, cuz its like someone's waving loads of cash in front of you. all expenses paid.
i didnt have the passion. my frens did research, made an effort to go find attachments and stuff. i knew nuts about the scholarship to begin with. didn't even noe how much the monthly allowance is. the deal is so so good. 900 bucks a month and all sch fees paid. but what's lacking in me is that fiery urge to go for the course. i didn't feel the pinch when i thought i screwed up the interview. so much for talking about passion in my interview. NOOB
heard a lot today about the course actually. OT (occupational therapy) requires u to work with the mentally disabled too. and NYP is so far away. i hate to think the time i have to spend on travelling. alone too.
wellwell... i hope i get into pharmacy. pls let me be lucky once more.
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11:22 PM
there's never a bigger delima than this.
went for the scholarship interview and 30 mins after i finished the interview, they had to send the sms that they said they will send tml morning to me. i was juz talking crap all the way(and i actually sinned... ) in front of the 5 big shots(and big shots meaning 4 CEOs and 1 HR manager of singhealth) from various hosp, who were on the panal, there were awkward moments of silence inside the room. i felt like i totally screwed it up. when i opened the sms, i was damn shocked. they didn't have to work so fast u noe. and the worse thing is, they want my reply by 930am tml. there's so little time to decide. if i take the scholarship i'm so stuck with occupational therapy for the rest of my life. and school term starts on 17th april. all my driving lessons are gonna be cancelled. which means i have to pay money to cancel them too! =( ARGH! orientation is like 13th april i think. this is MAD MAD MAD.
RAR.
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3:08 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
my first driving lesson was ok... (: despite the fact that the engine died like 5 times. oh bother...
on the other hand... i'm so bored doing nothing at home. and i need a part time job. or technically a job that starts work like say 12pm cuz i booked a hell load of driving lessons which start at 8.30 in the morn. in short i carn work full time from liek 9 to 5. BOTHER! cheers please call me will ya! =S
so bored jia wei is stuck at home with nothing to do. everyone's pretty much offline nowadays... busy with work and all...
RAR... i miss my friends. its been a long time since i've seen steffie too. and mich bekah yt marauders etc. so if anyone of u decide u need a break... juz call me ok! (: or drop me a msg!!!! i'll go out with u! or call u or whatever u wanna do... (: wahahaha~
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7:33 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
bestie mentioned that i nv update my blog anymore. haha~ so here goes the never ending rantings.
did many things over the past week. watched 'be with me'. was a rather confusing show, the amount of dialogue was like near to zero. more like a mime. =.= but i guess its still worth watching... (: next up iceskating at jurong east. it was a blast. blurblock and i kept trying to compete with each other, cutting into other pple's lanes. but there wwere a hell lot of pple. RAR. cua its the march hols... and as blurblock wud put it... the lil children seemed to love falling down... and they were kamikazing into everyone like its no one's business... went wild wild wet on sat! (: was a blast as well. now i'm super sunburnt! =X after that had the super yummy fish and co! and watched deuce bigalow. it was a damn horny and vulgar show la... watched V for vendetta or watever its spelt. its a very intellecctual show. (:and its super nice... muz watch okies!
that's all to my boring weeek all there. bestie came over today. (: tml's my first driving lesson! (: kekex... so exciting... i hope i duN screw up.
having my interview for occupational therapy on thurs. hope i duN screw that up either.
that's all i guess...
oh yeah... anyone got any part time jobs to reccomend?
haha~ i juz left my name and add at cheers. (:
cheers to you!
hope there's news from blurblock today. its the first day for him as MP. (:
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9:09 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
dear bestie,
i'm sorry for what happened today. i didn't mean to lie to you and make a fool out of u. instead i wanted u to be happy. i remembered what happened on your bdae, the disappointment. i thot today would be different. i thought it would be a happy occasion today. its been a long long time since i've seen u smile. that smile that came from deep inside your heart. not one that u force yourself to wear.you've been one of my bestest fren that i can count on thou i only knew u for 2 yrs plus and i love you a lot. i didn't noe i hurt u that deep. i'm truely sorry. you were the one who brought me my happiness, me and joel together. and all i wanted to do was to bring you your hapiness too. hur hur... i really love u a lot. all that happened will nv ever happen ever. i learnt my lesson, juz like the clubbing one.
love, jiawei
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10:29 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i ought to thank a few pple who helped me solve my problem yesterday night.
to a great fren, chung chi.
to a bestie, jasmine.
thank you.
and to you my dear. thank u too. and ilu.
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12:56 PM
to thhose bitches and bastards who put words into other people's mouths and twist facts like those fucking twists in STORIES, get a life and fuck off. away from me.
i'm quitting clubbing already so stop asking me to go clubbing. fuck it all man.
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12:50 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
this must be the week of quarrels.
everyone seems so fucking pissed with me when it isn't entirely my fault. they juz wan someone to vent their anger on, and i juz so happen to be there i guess. or maybe i am juz the person with the ever so fucked up attitude that others like to pick on.watever
ending work this fri. wootx... its the familiar smell of freedom... (: finally get to rest...
lost all urge to blog... maybe i shd juz close this blog...
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8:14 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
breakaway.
finding an escape.
somewhere far far away. i dowan to be found.
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1:22 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
hope those who fell will get back on their feet soon. most importantly, i want u to noe i'm here for u. (: *hugs*
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10:24 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
work is tedious but fufilling. but i feel so so so so so so tired. =(
i feel that there's not enough time for everything. for blurblock. for my family. for my cousins. for my friends. the worst thing is probably there's not time for myself. duN doubt me.
i dun have time for myself.
last time i felt i lived for myself. now i feel like i'm living for the pple ard me.
oh just fuck it man.
i'm having serious PMS i think. its the PRE MENSTRUAL SYNDROME idiot.
and next time u duN wan a job, juz tell me straight. dun wait for me to go tell my boss all about u then tell me u find the workplace fucking far. juz reject me outright. get it?
asshole
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8:07 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
i know this sounds dumb. but i feel down...
life's a big fucking load of
crap.
TMD. screw all exams.
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8:09 AM