Friday, June 29, 2007
i'm having PMS.
and my that thing isnt even DUE yet.
anw... i'm still damn tired even thou i slept early. and i'm home early cuz i got nth to do in the office. i rotted form 1130 till 3.30 to be sent home. but i'm not complaining cuz i get paid for doing nth. oh well...
looking fwd to seeing my dears again.., (:
being the prog head isnt easy after all. there's so much things to oversee and so many pple to liase with and so much responsibility to cover, and when things go wrong, the first pple to kenna is prog. sigh... i admit i'm not good at this kinda thing... there were a couple of times when i totally sat out of some events and left it to my fellow programmers to do. i'm sorry... but i still heart u two... (:
i heart spaxy! i sabo-ed her! went to tell her OG that it was her bdae and ask them to sing birthday song during campfire night (: hope u're not angry with me! cuz i luv u bestie!
last but not least, to someone out there...
if u dun practice what u preach, then might as well forget about preaching. dun be a NATO.
its like wateverr**.
4:48 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
camp's finally over! only two words, tired and stressed but i guess i had fun along the way, working with different pple, thou there's much miscommunication and screw ups and some letdowns somewhere...
jiawei is more chao ta than ever! =X
shall update more later... going to zzzz i miss my bed so much!
its like wateverr**.
12:15 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
going off to camp soon... haish... hope everything will turn out fine... (: i will miss my boo! but i'm looking fwd to... *ahem*
been really busy all morning... and afternoon... pple coming to take away the old wardrobes and getting new ones when i come back from camp! whee! in the meantime... all my clothes are like all over the place... and the storeroom is flooded with our clothes! haha~ and i still complain i dun have enuf clothes to wear sia! LOL...
i'm quite jealous of all those who bought stuff during mango sale... apparently it sounds like they all got cheap deals from there... come to think of it... all my dears went for mango sale. and when i told my mum and dad, they think mango- the fruit. haha~ they were surprised they spent so much buyin MANGOES. haha~ insanely amusing. but my parents aren really that hip. and i dun really shop at mango. but jiawei loves rip curl, adidas, punk punk stuff, and nice shorts and her newly acquired interest for spag tops. hee~ i wanna SHOP b4 the GST hike!
its like wateverr**.
8:19 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
this is out to jasmine, van van and spaxy: pls can we meet on thurs??? its like the ONLY day left now... and i miss chilling out with u all... seriously...
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somethings nv change
likehow i still love muttons in the morning
like how i still heart talking to pple and not having to do work
like how i hang out with the pple i love
like how i used to cook for pple
like how i had so much time over weekends
the nightmare is not over... its juz starting. and i wanna do so many things... but i carn foresee them being done... sigh....
its like wateverr**.
9:29 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
so many things have happened these few days. its difficult to update every single thing. not like any of u are interested anw. had our final general meeting today. the attendence was i gotta say GOOD. (: thanks for all who turned up.
2 more days till camp. i'm as usual, unprepared. so much freaking stuff to do! its really sian sian and more sian. but its prolly nice to take a break from work. (: i think i getting my pay soon... hope joel helped me drop the cheque into the bank deposit. hee~
so so so tired. haven been sleeping properly la... last whole week had to wake up early, either to go work or help himbuff.i haven slept past 8am for weeks. =( feel like doing just that tml...OH MAN...
i miss talking to yt. haven had heart to heart talks for a very long time. maybe monday.
spaxy's present is a headache! pls enlighten us!
its like wateverr**.
11:23 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
my dear's back.
(:
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seeing him on wednesday! (: like YAY!
its like wateverr**.
10:15 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
i'm peeling. actually my burnt shoulders and neck are. i look like i have diseased shoulders. =( not pretty anymore. carn wear sleeveless clothes. carn wait for them to all peel and finally i will have nice uhm... shoulders. i shd really wear long sleeves next time.
baked cupcakes yst. i shared some with spaxy when i went to visit her at eastpoint. (: the roadshow was PATHETIC. really. but spaxy gave me like 16 packets of tissue, 2 packets of wet tissue and we helped ourselves to the BALLOONS. she gave me like 40 so we didnt have to buy any for our game balloon caterpillar (: woots. after that went for steamboat at my cousin's house. its been a f**king long time since i've seen her. (: i miss that gurl... oh yea, and her house was mysteriously infested by BEES. and one kamikazied into our soup. T.T
one more day till i see my angel. my angel still doesnt know how to write my name in chinese characters. wonder why he needs my chinese characters anw, dun tell me they going for some fortune telling, see whether we're compatible or not. =X then again, prolly i'm thinking too much!
yst someone called. was uhm... quite surprised... but seriously, i dun do flings, esp when my bf is overseas. (:
its like wateverr**.
1:55 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
argh. programmes is driving me CRAZY. the more i see it, the more i qn myself y i allowed it to take over my time so completely. next week another 2 meetings. having one on coming sunday. yea FATHERS day.
yea, the complain bitch is bitching away. (: i bitch but i get work done as well. at the very least i attend meetings. (: welcome to my bitch world.
i miss my boo.
waking up at 7am juz to help him BUFF. aint i a sweet bitch? (:
its like wateverr**.
12:04 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
online bestie gave me a call today- which totally shocked me. haha~ (: the wonders of technology.
any, my dear joel flew to hainan island today. coming back on monday. :( totally no contact for 5 days! feels like field camp, but worse, cuz last time i had the company of frenz at work. now its rather lonely at work... thou everyone's quite nice too...
i'm super emo these few days. i'm having uhm... serious PMS. pre, present and post. aand minex, i seriously hope me and joel wun have to spend our 2nd anniversary in different lands. =X if not i really PENG for u to see...
i missed u. we need to get someone's *COUGH COUGH* present... (:
looking fwd to see u dear~
looking fwd to see my dearS. (:
its like wateverr**.
8:36 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
omg... it juz dawned on me how FAST the camp is going to be in. 12 days is all we have left for everythign to kick start. and trust me, i'm still NOT prepared. everything is so NOT DONE.
jiawei is in panic mode. =(
anw... saw some quite corny names... someone named his son mickey. and someone's surname was allcock! (:
work's a bore everyday. need new songs to listen to...
AHHHH.
stress!
pimples!
its like wateverr**.
9:37 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
had a super busy weekend. sentosa dry run wasnt that bad after all. 20 peeps in total and we even had bingxun to turn up. (: we were all badly burnt thou we smacked quite a lot of sunblock. DAMN MY SHOULDERS HURT LIKE MAD. my bra strap is killing me! =X really wanna thank all who came even if u came late, cuz u made a difference (: thou there were a lot of other's who hecked, u're the special pple who made it all possible! i love u all (:
need to get sun block! (: i got the faye wong tan. but its gone soon! thanks to hazeline snow. its like a miracle la. its such a small bottle of cheap lotion but it works wonders (: at least for me.
but... i still love my bf a lil more (: oops
bf going overseas. i hope i'm gonna be missed! thanks for the aloe vera gel!
its like wateverr**.
9:33 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
prays hard dry run will be ok seeing how many pple are turning up. its discouraging.
my boss said that i can pass off as a phillipino, an indoneisan or malay, but definitely not chinese. DAMN. i'm so freaking happy i have a chinese name now (:
anw... this weekend is gonna be a tiring one, but hopefully meaningful. carn wait for tml to come! (: i wanna see my bf!
i'm so tired of camp stuff. i wish i can juz take a break from it. i know i ought to be more persistent, and maybe i haven been working hard on it either, but it gets tiring after some time...
oh well... I NEED MY VITAMIN KOH CHEE XIANG JOEL.
NOW!
its like wateverr**.
7:27 AM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
must be surprised y i'm here right! (: cuz jiawei took half day! (: thou it means she will have less $$ but its nice to skive once in a while... and do the things i like when i'm AWAKE. meaning like NOW... hee~ not at night when i'm sleepy and stuff.
my dental appt was rather fruitful. (: the only thing i dont like about myself is not my size, but rather my teeth. i keep my teeth clean everyday but i have NO IDEA Y they are still yellowish. they look like the product of me smoking, which i don't. the dentist said that asian's teeth are usually a bit yellowish... but i've seen many with nice white teeth. and i'm JEALOUS.
less than one week till my dear goes to hainan island for a visit. and i only have less than a day to spend with him this week. sigh...
its like wateverr**.
10:48 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i'm tired! seriously, the dryruns are taking a toll on me, on top of the meetings that i have to attend. i feel like i have hardly anytime for myself, doing what i like, like baking- which i have NOT done in a while. i still think i need more time with joel... =X and i haven been meeting up with my friends! and i mean ham and bekah, STEFFIE who's present is still rotting on my table, and a few others.
i really wanna try mambo!
today i saw a perverted ah pek take foto of a gurl who's sleeping. and i think he's trying to take pic cuz she zao geng. as usual, jiawei had no BALLS to go stop that perverted act. but luckily, the gurl went off a few stops later. BEWARE all gurls. dun let yourself be such preys for these perverted ah peks who have no BALLS to go buy their r(A)ed movies or go watch porn films in cinemas, and have cheap trills of snapping your zao geng pictures without turning off the hp picture snapping sound. DAMN ALL CHEE KOH PEKS. may your eyes grow SORES.
anw.. learnt quite a lot of excel things from work. like vlookup, and checking for duplicate numbers, and trimming. NOT sth that i use a lot in future i think, but its nice. the best part about work is i get to balance things and use calculator. a bit of math here and there besides the boring data entry and data extraction. the only bad part that i found out today is that they are paying me CFP. hurhur... which i dowan at all! $%^*&*)^%#
my boo's going overseas from 14 to 19th july. pls ask me out on that weekend. if not poor jiawei will be rotting at home.
its like wateverr**.
9:11 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
i HEART all programmers! and my dearest OGL HEAD! (: and not to mention all those sweet pple who come for DRYRUN!
yst, i felt so blessed to have pple who are so dedicated to help out with the dryrun. its not as if they have nothing better to do, they just took out their spare time and helped us a lot. if not for their help and feedback, it wun have been so smoothsailing. imagine if we carn get any help, and we have to try all 5 different routes by ourselves, its the same as courting death, not to mention with a big hole in the POCKET.
all in all, it was tiring. (: though i joined them only after my training. had pepper lunch with yanting after we the training while waiting for the groups to arrive. (: was the game master at taka. (: quite fun. hee~
anw, after that, went to meet up with joel to watch shrek tgt (: finally satisfied my craving for fast food! had macs! YUMMY! now its just left with char kwey tiao. any takers?? (: meeting my blurblock today too... its our seventeenth third... i know its silly to count this, but that's jiawei for u.
GUESS WHO WE SAW AT TAMPINES!!!!!
jianwei and xueting! (: our efforts not wasteD... HOR...........heh... (:
last but not least, still HEARTS those who came for the dryruns, last week and this week. i'll heart those who are going for the one next sat too! so do come kies! *HUGS*
its like wateverr**.
8:21 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
actually i havent been blogging properly, all my posts are juz ranting and rantings and more rantings. sometimes i wish i had the flair to write like steffie, to be able to express myself in beautiful literature rather than my broken english and sms-language short forms. its a gift, and obviously jiawei doesnt have it.
sometimes i feel life's a chore. sometimes i really hate myself for having such a rash personality, i like to rush through everything, and in the end, nothing comes out perfect, or even close to good. its difficult to change...
i look back at my school days, i really miss going to jc. everyday wake up, go to sch, hang out with my dearies and visit toilets. (: one of our favourite hobbies in sch. my poker cards are still CONFISCATED. i bet the teacher threw them away! oogling at cute guys or rather eye candies. speaking of which, i saw my sec sch eyecandy that day when i was going for dry run. HAHA~ and somehow i carn remember his name, only his nickname- sunny boy. :) corny enough.
i kinda miss going for tuition. great time to do math (: my favourite sub ever. not that i dun go for tuition now, i still do, i teach now, and most of the time, i teach till i almost puked blood. that's the diffference from when i juz blast the music and sit there to do math for a whole day. wonderful memories.
anw... wishing tml will come faster, after dry run, i hope to be able to meet joel. and sunday, hoping to spend the day with him as well. its our seventeenth third. cheers! :)
its like wateverr**.
9:19 PM