Saturday, November 25, 2006
today marks the start of the exams. anat was totally horrible. damn... i forgot damn a lot of things lar... hope i can do moderately well.. but then agian... since everything is relative....... all the hardwork will prolly not pay off...
good luck all... 5 more days to smell of freedom. (:
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2:28 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
i guess i'm alright now. life has to move on. i won't dwell on the past too much.
when a door of happiness closes, another one opens, sometimes we juz stare too long at the closed door n not notice the new one opening for us.
i heard this over the radio when i was mugging.
cuz all this means is i have to work harder than anyone else. provided my body can tahan. yesterday had a runny nose and this morning i woke up with a sore throat.
OOH BOTHER!
did i mention there's no such thing as RUNNING nose. its RUNNY. HAHA~
mug hard everyone... i dun think i'll be using the com for the whole of next 2 weeks. my bro's gonna hog it like a crazy lil ass...he's gonna finish his hated O levels today. my sis's already havoc-ing... hope i dun get distracted! haha~ minex... i shall msg u and go your hse to study if i get distracted yea! ((: hee~
to everyone who cares:
i love u loads *muaks*
and steffie! after exams i MUST meet u! ((: we're a year late for our "mathrocksmysocks" reunion...
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7:40 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
sorry but i really have to rant about this cuz if not i carn let things rest and i wun be able to study. pls read this with an open mind, i have absolutely NO intention to bring anyone down but juz a few very selfish and immature and spiteful thoughts that i have.
and so yesterday we had our online test for a general education module. this test is 3 percent of our grade for the end of year. and sadly, i already failed my midterm test which constitutes like 15% for the end of year.
i posted 5 qns. to ask my friends to help me. out of the 5, 3 were correct, the other two were wrong. the thing about it is, it could have all been correct, if we helped each other search online for the answers. i'm not saying its their fault, i juz felt that... they could have done more so i wun be stuck with 3 upon 10.
my friend of cuz got better results than me, actually, brilliant results. much more brilliant. i'm jealous. yes. cuz i would have to work extra hard juz to get the same results as them for the end of year result.
and i felt that one was so insensitive to my feelings, she sort of like chided me for ranting. asked me not to say things like that. but hey, put yourself in my shoes and think about how u would feel if u get 3 upon 10 for that test. u thought u could count on your friends, to help u within that 20 mins to get the right answers. i'm not asking for anything above 5 upon 10, cuz i only posted 5 qns. everytime i think about it, i feel like i'm so mean. cuz i noe this test is supposed to be done by our own means and i think i would have done worse if i did it on my own. but i guess what i'm most unhappy is about being chided for ranting.
i know rranting about this is useless. what's done is done and i carn possibly get more marks out of ranting. all i ask is to be more tolerant with me. put yourself in my shoes and think about how your words can make an impact on your so called best friends. u think i'm very strong i'm not affected? then u are wrong. behind every strong face lies a weak heart.
in the end, i wun get angry for u for too long. cuz u're my best friend. but i wished u would juz think about putting youself in my shoe. if u were the one who got 3 upon 10. and u got chided for ranting. i noe i'm not the perfect friend either... but at the very least, i spare a thought for u.
all i ask is juz to let me rant and i'll be fine.
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9:53 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
yay i failed yet another test...
like YAY for crying out loud
thanks for fucking up my oh so dear life
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5:23 PM
like my NEW AFRO hairstyle??? this is what u enjoy when u have friends who are willing to play the f**L tgt with u ((:
there were still more pics that were more funny... but we only managed to get this seat... awwww... haha~
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7:33 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
to her, the saddest thing on earth is probably being accused by someone for something that she've nv done. to make things worse, that someone who accused her was a family member. its sad to her, cuz this person walked thru 19 going on 20 years of her life, and she thought the person knew her very well. however, that person's interepretations of her actions were so disappointing. she felt so devastated.
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and omg... this is so irritating. MCQ exam format for PHYSIOLOGY. like WHAT THE FUCKED. i suck at MCQ. can ANY one teach me how the FUCK to spot the correct answers?
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7:50 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Some gossip about a friend who has recently begun a new relationship could reach your ears today, Jia Wei. This might come as a surprise to you, as you would never have expected it of this person. However, you'll be glad, because you'll want your friend to be happy. Don't be afraid to ring her up and ask her to tell you all about it. Believe me, she'll be glad to do it!hey tell me about it ok~! ((: its my horoscope for the day?
anyone of u besties ((:
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1:12 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
jiawei is HAPPY today.
she juz cut her hair.
like short...
but its like the hair she had last time... straight, no curls, no split ends anymore thanks to the perm( and i mean that its the perm that made her have split ends), and its smoother than the disgusting hair she's got the past half of the year...
*cheers
some small things can juz perk u up and make your day yea! hee~
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8:40 PM
anatomy was great, just great. another chance to screw the CAP.
other then the above mentioned, yesterday was a great day ((:
happy birthday tk! ((: i haven't got about to meeting this gurl since A levels last yr when we were supposed to meet up to watch harry potter together... a lil sad lar... but nvm, we shall meet say after the exams?? went out with jasmine, spaxy and van yesterday after sch. we went to bugis, yet again for our meetup... its always so fun to laff and play and take NEOS with these lovely pple. being able to spend time bitching about how uni sucks and how much we got duped by pple cuz they said uni's much better than JC. but that statement is BULLSHYT. haha~ we really shouldn't be so gullible and believe what we're told. sadly, the uni system is one that we MUST go thru. for that damn paper. argh... i really miss the time the 4 of us spent together... lets meet up more often (:
yay! my xmas coming soon! means we need and must meet up soon too! muahahhaa~
van! get well soon!
minex! good luck for your test later!
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8:13 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
there's just something wrong with the way i study or write answers.
sometimes i dun understand y i work hard but i still dun see results. maybe its just that i nv work hard enough. or i thought i worked hard but actually i don't.
really admire those who can just study for 4 hrs and say they finish studying and poof, they get fairly good results. while me, i try my best to study b4 hand and revise but then i get fuckingly lousy results. shyt. when i give same results as others, i still get 10 marks lesser than the person. how fuckingly sane u want me to be.
no one likes being bottom. and since sch ever started for uni, that has been the case, i have always been at the bottom. its seems like luck is NOT on my side. fuck.
gimme my A level luck back. maybe i shd just blame myself for not putting enough hardwork.
joel is right, this is
only the fucking beginning.
welcome to uni life.
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8:53 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
oh no! i'm going to turn into a big fat ass!
i've been indulging myself in smoothies, icecream, cookies, cakes, rice, and all the sweet yummy food!thou i don't really like fast food, i somehow seem to be eating loads of those too
it is especially more sinful when i dun exercise after i eat so much! =(
went shopping today for someone... we spent 1 hr in ADIDAS just to pick out our purchase. that person better like it or else... grrrr....
atmosphere test was fuc*ing atrocious. damn fuc*ing irritating... to make things worse i always seem to fuc*ing not excel in MCQ which is supposedly easiest to score.
this is such a depressing entry...
lets end off with sth nice
happy tenth (:
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11:43 PM