Saturday, July 29, 2006
sigh... its always sad to see the friends u called best friends go off with a group of new friends. not that i'm complaining or what, but its juz sad.
pharm is scaring me. i feel tmd stressed, if even the lecturers say its "not easy to pass" i assume its really not easy to pass then. i can feel the load weighing on me, even right now. =( i seriously think i chose a path that lead to death for myself, even though i knew it leads to death. call it greed or whatever.
i guess no one knows what i'm talking about yea?
i nv was coherent. i nv am coherent.
happy birthday to my sis! ((:
fuck. i hate being fat.
its like wateverr**.
8:38 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Expect to be torn between two seemingly paradoxical urges today, Jia Wei. Part of you wants to spend the day wrapped in a cocoon, relaxing and playing with your toys. But another side of you is just as committed to spearheading some major creative or social endeavor with friends who share your revolutionary ideas. You feel exhausted from trying to build the perfect world...
exhausting day. 12 hrs of standing no breaks is no kidding. even of they pay u like 10 bucks per hour. its SICK and its child abuse...
luckily i have friends ((: and to top that off, i got my previous eyecandy (: *grins* i only have eyes for someoneelse le... ((: hor hor hor...
bittersweet day actually...
its like wateverr**.
10:56 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
thanks all those who wished me gd luck. sorry to disappoint u all.
thou i didn't noe that half the world whom i didn't know knew when my test was came to either wish me gd luck or asked how i fared
thanks also to those who juz asked how i fared and juz encouraged me to jiayou for my next round instead of asking "what happened" when anyone who knows me well shd prolly noe that i dowan to think about it at that point, much less talk about it. so i actually do appreciate all those who give me some time to cool down b4 i wanna start talking. thanks
and my beloved brother sent me a msg saying: shd i call u a loser or shd i say nice try. thou it was an attempt to be funny or he called it a joke, it hurt. no doubt about that.
last but not least, i thank the person who spent the nice evening with me today. ilu
fuck that stupid sscrewed system.
its like wateverr**.
9:26 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i'm so stressed. =(
for god's sake, pls let me pass my damned driving test.
sigh...
its like wateverr**.
2:58 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
first of all, congratx to minex for getting her driving license! ((: hee~ remember to drive me out sometime! getting the gitters because of it as well, it means in 5 days i'll be taking my driving test as well! =X my driving still quite lousy. keep forgetting my safety checks.... haish....anw... dear started driving as well! ((: manual!
secondly, i have been rather inactive in participating in the rag day. =( actually i dowanna be like that, but the days that they ask us to go back..... all of those i have things on lei... so sickening... RAR
thirdly, i carn wait for sch to start!!!!! really.... its like been a long long time since i last used my brains. i do use them, but not full utilisation of cuz. anw... there are so many pple i wanna meet up with... dunnO when to start.... 3 more weeks till sch starts! we better start meeting up soon if not really have no time to meet up le.... which reminds me that i still need more clothes and accessories.... =X
last but not least, i juz realised i still haven't gotten my bdae present for this year... but its the thought that counts right... kekex....
take care all.. pls drop me a msg or sth to let me noe that u're ok! ((:
its like wateverr**.
8:29 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
i'm back from pharm camp! ((:
i'm glad i went for the camp... its like i made many friends that i will be seeing in the next 4 years of my life, got to know more about pharmacy thru the seniors who were our OGLs so i wun be so blur when i go back to school... kekex... its comforting to see that the seniors are such nice pple... at least u noe there are pple who are willing to help u next time if u need any...
i'm looking forward to starting school. making more friends and start making good use of my time... instead of rotting at home or at work, there's something more interllectual and fufilling to do. turning back into full time mugger may be good for a change... from a full time slacker. and probably in a months time, u will hear me whining about how mug life is again. =X then agian... will i have time to blog??? heard from the seniors that pharm timetable will be packed 5 day week, of which 2 days will be 8 to 6, then another 2 will be 9/10am to 5/6pm... and last days maybe 2 to 4 hours of sch... sounds like JC yea...
something's wrong with my stomach........ urgh.... i wonder if it was the food at camp.... my nose is sunburnt! haha~ oh yea... for the first time in my life... i slept so lil at camp. despite the physically draining activities in the day. i nv thought i could tahan sia.... kekex... ^^ slept a total of prob 7 hrs for the 2 days i was there...
oh yea... nv stay at aloha chalets... they have screaming toilets and creepy rooms... haha~
oh yea... i found someone with the same birthday as me... (: same year, same month, same day!
its like wateverr**.
8:14 AM