Saturday, December 31, 2005
typed a super long post but got deleted... sian... shall do a summary of it...
happy birthday to rachelle who turns 18 today!!! (: i missed you loads gurl...
there are many ups and downs this yr.
i learnt thru the lost of my aunt shortly after cny that we shd really cherish our loved ones and tell them we love them b4 its too late. and we all have to be brave and move on... it takes a lot of courage to do so and i dearly hope everyone will be happy...
i lost a best friend too. but rest assure we're still friends. juz not best friends anymore.
giving thanks to the three gals who were with me thru the one and three quarters jc life in mj. thanks for the wonderful moments and memorable outings... not forgetting the class oh four ass two oh four. each and every single one of u...
next up the other 3 impt gurls in my life. bekah yt and ham. these 3 are my soul mates. tell them everything about myself without having to fear that they will betray me. (: yupyup... and i love them to bits!!!
to my oldest pal peiying... i lurve you too!!! keep in contact!!! i love letters from you!!!
steffie my tuition matey is another gurl who really impacted my life. this year has been a rough year for you. but i lurve you still the same!!! thanks for the happy tuition times together!!!
to the bunch of mateys at chiropratic first, mich alvin cheeZy daddy etc... i lurve my job even thou its BORING. haha~
and the new online best friend!!!! i lurve you too!!! yes... friendship that kinda love. cuz you really helped me a lot a lot a lot. (:
of cuz the other pple whom i nv mention names are still impt to me as well. sry i didn't mention them... i'm supposed to go nap a while b4 going countddown... mum's nagging at me.
and thanks to that blur sotong king for the touching moments this yr. yupyup... (:
ilu
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2:32 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
omg i'm so binge eating!!! after lunch at TTS, which was a big bowl of fish noodles... i'm like eating this packet of gummies which is supposed to be fat free but i still reserve my doubts for that claim since it is like coated wif sugar. ARGH... this is really bad. my binge eating week is here!!!! i'm so craving for nasi lemak now. and the sweets are spoiling my dinner for today!!! i feel fat. i wanna go run soon. i better do
anw, my mum has gave me the green light for going to sentosa this sat. think it will be wif jas and spaxy. think van is not free. thou i really hope she can make it. btw, van!!! i carn tag on your tagboard!!! =( not sure whether magan will be joining us at sentosa. the class peepx are seriously a lil out of their minds. you noe sth, the least you pple could do is juz press the buttons, choose between NO and YES also difficult meh. always leave it hanging there, then still wanna complain no one wants to organise class outing. pple organise still so picky... knn... i'm really pissed lor...
tml... gonna go home after work and sleep a while b4 going the countdown. if not i sure konk out de... HAHA~ so tired sia... but its all worth it if i spend time wif my dearies!!! (: whee~ but i realised i'm spending a lot of money... i shd learn to save!!!! hurx...
oh yeah... forgot to say sth... actually wanted to blog about this only tml... but i doubt i can remember that since i;m having super STM(short term memory). cheezY dad talked to us about office life while eating a few days ago. said sth like i'd rather have a simple life and have a job which i have nice office env and pple are nice to each other. (: that's what i want too... i dowan to be really earning big moneyand slogging my way to the top( but of cuz i will still try my best) juz wanna live simply. and most imptly not lose that smile on my face. that curve that sets everything right... which comes from the heart...
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5:17 PM
dun ever snap at me when i'm not in the wrong. i get f-ing pissed esp when i'm having PMS. if not a string on unkind and unfriendly sentences will come out of the foul mouth of mine and u will regret it deeply. its not my fault if you're not in a good mood. and i am no punching bag for you to ven your f-ing frustration on.
get lost. go get someone else. urgh.
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10:06 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
clubbing was boring... but it was nice meeting up wif van and minex and magan!!! (: had vodka which was red in colour, either wif cranberry or raspberry, tasted like cough mixture..but after some time i kinda like the taste. alcohol is GOOD!!! i love it. whoo~ hha~ next time we shd go club momo!!! ahha~ oh yeah,. but my friend says club momo only allow guys above 21 to go in. =.= which means we carn go as a classs... oh no... sian... haha~ but nvm... dunNo whether to go to the sentosa thingy or not... if i'm not going, then i think i'm gonna stay home wif my parents. (: i love family thingys
dearie mich is going to malaysia for hols tml!!! boy i'll miss her... =X so long dearie!!! hope to see you next tues!!!
argh... i duNno what to blog about alr... i'm so sianded................................................................ vexed about some things someone said... sigh...
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4:00 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i think i'm having serious PMS. i dunNo what's wrong but i juz like finding fault wif everything and anything that crosses my path and not match wif what i;m thinking or whatever i'm doing. sry. its in the nature. sometimes i wish i can stop myself but i duN seem to be able to control my emotions as i wish i could. oh bother!!!
i'm super pissed at sth. juz because we're sitting near cheryl's office, we carn make any noise, listen to any music and stuff...its getting more and more boring everyday. like wtf lor. the chinese station from the radion is like BLASTING. ah, it happens to be my fav song liu xing yu!!! but that's not the point. the point is i carn stand it. jzu because they are positioned outside, they can listen to music and do their work. talk a bit louder and no one complains. but us, we on radio a bit louder and we kana complained. what's with it man. urgh. i'm almost bursting wif boredom!!!! and the worse thing is we carn even talk to one another even thou we're like beside each other. we have to use MSN. argh. maybe its juz me. i'm super bored. and i'm super PMSing. *WHINES*
anw, went to the doctors last night. been a long time since i've seen dr koh. haha~ he's always so nice. (: yeap, my lovely family doc... said i've change a lot... ahah~ got meh?? got some antibiotics for my sore throat and then some cough mixture as well. omg... it makes me wanna SLEEP. i'm so FIGHTING THE DRAGON!!! haha~ mr yeow!!! hammer out the KEY WORDS!!! boy i miss those days... (:
gonna go home later and change to go clubbing. haha~ yay! my first time. today's ladies night... hope everything will go out fine:) not sure spaxY joining us notx... haha~ oh well... (: hope she can, but till now she still haven't replied my msg. haha~ must be wondering what i'm doing now right. i'm WORKING. haha... but cheeZy daddy's still talking to cheryl. urgh!!!! i'm so sleepy!!! yawnx...
kkies... i better stop... update another day... in the mean time... PLS TAG!!!!!!
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4:08 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
(: at work now... but i'm so slacking away and drawing lines i the office. haha~ juz received prezies from dearie mich, yt and alvin. forgot to mention about receiving bekah's gift on sat!!! (: oh yeah!!! SALLY GAVE ME PRESENT!!! haha~ she's not that bad after all. rite rite rite???? i'm so happy lalala, my sore throat is like uhm... i dunnO how to say... self healing... sometimes its there and sometimes its not... dunnO whether to acknowledge its presence. haha~ watever...
went to get my digicam yesterday, shopped at bugis wif sis for my cousin's prezie and also that blur block's present. hope he likes it. duN like also duN care... wear to sleep also can... haha~ funny to be shopping only after xmas... finally can take pics. the canon digital ixus 55 is so NICE!!!so slim and chic!!! and the promoters are so nice!!! haha~ gave us the screen protector for free and also help us to put it on the cam. he is so pro lor... kekex... tml i think we're gonna go play badminton wif chester daddy!!! (:
i'm so bored now... no one's online to talk wif me. my new best friend is not online. =( ah... its ok... i'm kinda hating shopping after all the xmas shopping that i've done for xmas. didn't remember it was that bad last xmas. and the worse thing is that new year is juz ard the corner. i duN fee like shopping at all... but then again... i promised my sis and cousin to go shopping for new year clothes together... so i better recover soon and prepare for intensive shopping!!! whahah~
i wanna meet up wif my dearies soon!!! have to give them their present!!! (: spaxY's coming back today or tml... yay!!! hopefully we're gonna meet soon!!! maybe this fri??? if you all going out rite... juz meet for a while lor... i wanna eat billy bombers!!! (: miss my dearies a lot a lot a lot... wanna hang out wif them soon soon soon!!!!
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10:06 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
its amusing and amazing how much one can sleep when she has a super sore throat. i can literally feel my lymph nodes swelling. oh well, thanks to the larger than norm thonsils which get infected easily, i am dependent on antibiotics. i need dr koh's antibiotics!!! hur... i slept from 12 to 9 yesterday, then took a na from 1 to 4, and i slept again from 12 till 9 this morning. how pig is that. haha~
there's work tml!!! argh, if they didn't gimme pay in advance i wud have gone to the doc tml morning and gotten mc. haha~ yeap... sianz...
dunnO what to get for the blur block. i'm so hating using my brains and thinking of what i can get him. i've ran out of ideas. i swear. grrrr........
ANTIBIOTICS- i need them right NOW
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11:25 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
merry xmas to all!!! (:
yesterday's xmas gathering was rather cute. hee~juz all of us together bbqing the food, catching up and all those stuff... i think it made my already sore throat worse. carn even sleep without feeling the pain in my throat. urgh. to the point i swear i almost lost my voice. =( what a nice way to spend xmas.
today going for another gathering at my maternal side cousin's house. not sure whether i'm looking forward to that or not. but its steamboat. hope it wun worsen the state of my throat.
thanks to minex too for going xmas shopping wif me yesterday. managed to get quite a bit of things.
somehow, i lost the mood to blog. oh well. merry xmas everyone.
oh yeah santa!!! i need the painting job!!! =(
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9:57 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
i swear i fell in love with this pair of slippers when i first set my eyes on it. :) i'm so happy to have gotten it with my own money!!!
and i'm so thankful for that someone who went from citylink to orchard to find this for me. :) the way it was delivered to me was so shocking. haha~ but it was really sweet. thanks :) and thanks to mr "postman" who got lost on the way to my house. haha~ may you and your dear have a nice nice xmas together!
and this lil bear was from fiona!!! the hip mum who sits beside me at work!!! :)
today is a happy day. :) i lurve all the presents that i got!!! hee~ thanks all so much. and another reason for being happy is the advanced paycheck!!! that's about the best xmas gift one can ever get! hha~ i'm not that broke afterall!!! :) tml meeting jas dar to go shopping for more gifts again!!! (:
anw... there's still uhm... cheezY daddy's lovely precious moments keychain!!! :) shall upload the pic another time.
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10:40 PM
haha~ finally get to blog sia... hmMm... so many things to say but i dunnO what shd com first. *coughs* getting a rather bad cough these few days and what good luck it is to open my fridge door only to find everything else except cough mixture. oh well, shall ask my mum to get them for me today from my family doctor. muz be the eating out and honey lemon. think my body cannot tahan drinking ice blended stuff for such a long time. =X
xmas shopping is almost done i hope. xmas is about sharing the love. i duN understand y guys like to spend so much money on xmas on the gurl he likes. its such a waste of money. moreover, if it takes money to win over the gurll's heart, i'm so sure that gurl is not worth it. i nv thought money could measure the amount of love you have for one. but apparently, these pple think so. don't you think its so weird to only accept a guy if he lavishes on branded stuff for you? its as if he's using money to buy your heart. sigh... when will they ever learn??
cheeZy daddy's off to m'sia today. hope he has a great deal of fun!!! and omg... cheezY gave us this cute cute key chain!!! from precious moments. seriously, what really matters is the thought... not the amount of money spent on a gift. yupyup... alvin's back today... yay!! but no more vegetarian for the rest of the week till next tues!!!!
watched pride and prejudice on wednesdday. its a super sweet show! thou sometimes i duN catch what they are saying. but it was really nice!!! made someone starve wif me thou... felt so bad... so i treated that someone to a meal yesterday. my gawd... i'm seriously BROKE. seriously have to scrimp and save alr!!! hurx...
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7:08 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
ahhhh... i'm racing against time... literally typing anything that's on my head cuz i have to finish this post in say 7 mins?? then i gotta rush to work!!! ahh~ so duN mind if the thoughts are like very disorganised and stuff!!!
yesterday went xmas shopping and i really have to exlaim that i'm super broke. and today i have to go watch pride and prejudice. ahhh.... and i'm so broke. *whines* so busy these few days... tml going to buy cam i hope, then fri i have to attend this xmas party which BIG boss organised. cuz... haha~ i dunnO... but big BOSS is a nice person! he gave us calender... but i'm rather terrified of the wife... heard that she's super fierce.
ah... as i'm typing this... my bro is being told off. what's new. i hate all these rantings. and nggings. its so irritating. i wanna get out of the house soon. y carn they quarrel less. all these scolding and nagging is always driving me NUTS.
chester told me sth. which i'm rather worried about. sigh... i hate office politics.
y carn there be world peace, everyone has a job. everyone is nice to each other. y carn the world juz be fair.
i noe they say, life is nv fair. u juz have to accept what you have and change what you can. i wish i had the power to make everyone smile. from deep down.
ahhh... i have to go... maybe update tonight... if i duN fall asleep right after i reach home... wahahah~
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8:08 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
ok. so now i know the reason. the so-called xmas celebration(anw, who celebrates xmas one week b4 xmas anw, esp when xmas falls on a LONG weekend. maybe a more convincing excuse if you'd asked my opinion) turned out to be outing wif kl. you noe sth ex-daddy, you could have juz been more frank. didn't have to use the xmas party as a fascade. i wud have have preferred sth called the
truth. in the midst of making someone (and yourself) happy, u made someone really disappointed. in case you didn't noe, no one likes to know they've been lied to. friendship is built up on
trust. and i finally saw how much you treasure this friendship. its ok, i noe i've been the foolish one. thinking this friendship wud have gone on very long. haha~ what a
JOKE.
oh well.... life's like that. there are ups and downs. you've gotta take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad. what's most impt is that you treasure those who love you. :) (hey you there. stop thinking love as that kind of BGR love . there's love for friends...dumb ass... go study some LITERATURE ) i noe i'm repeating these everyday. but i'm really glad i have so many pple who love me so much!!! i duN care how the whole world views me, i just wan those whom i treasure know that they hold special places in my heart.
alvin's going over to malaysia for his mission trip today. that guy's having the monday blues today! ahh... hope he'll cheer up!!! smile!!! smiling is good for health! :) it cures pimples! (ok... this pimples comment is strictly my opinion and has got nth to do wif hhim) wahahah~ serious! take loads of pics wif the kids in the orphanage kie!!! oh boy!!! ORPHANAGE! next time i shall go to the orphanage to help out. :) mich is having the high today! she's one influential woman who is ever-so-crazee!!! :) and boy am i glad to go crazee wif her! haha~ she's probably the reason i really laff and laff and laff for 5 mins consecutively!( which equals to working out the stomach muscles for 20 mins) and we decided we shdn't sit together! me and her together means lots of noise! ahhh!!! and bekah's really tired today. i'm happy for her!!! her verdict is out. and its a good one :) that gurl must be looking forward to 1st jan 1201!!! i'm glad for those who are really in love and are getting together. i'm really glad about something which you all think is weird. haha~ shall not elaborate here.
oh yeah. today is like birthday noeing day! chester's bdae like the middle of the yr. and i really mean middle of the year, middle of the month. COOL! hee~ and chester is like married for like 3 yrs alr! and he's so YOUNG! as in... to be married at that age... sheesh... this is a long post. hmMm... take care alvin! have fun!!! :) to mich and bekah, cya tml! :) minex told me that she and magan are like working together. so coincidental! i wanna go sailing soon!!! kekex.
i miss muh eyecandy.
any this is my
workplace :) ripped this off mich's blog. haha~ hope you duN mind gurlie!
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7:29 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Unlike on other occasions, today you won't refrain from displaying your true feelings. You normally hide them, Jia Wei, but they are still there, deep down inside you. You may think that showing your feelings is a sign of weakness and can blur your vision. But today, you will show the world that your heart isn't made out of stone, and you will let yourself go.
tears
so precious to me. cuz i hardly cry now.
smile
so near yet so far. when do you really see a smile from my heart.
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4:59 PM
i realised how foolish i am to get so freaking angry with that person. i'm wasting my time on someone who's not worth it. someone who probably nv felt i was a friend anw. so why bother making myself miserable? haha~
i shd spend my time thinking about spending enjoyable time wif pple whom i like, pple who treasure the times we have together. :) people who make promises to you and nv break them. ahh... and i'm blessed to have so many of them ard me.
i nv let my go of my motto.
think happy thoughts. :)
to those who are
real friends. i
love you to bits.
xmas wishlist
-meet up wif meng yang and gang to have dinner together. :)
-meet up wif marauders
-spend more time wif yt, ham and bekah
-have fun working at chiropratic first :)
-give cc and lut their big bottle of wax b4 they go into army!!! (wahahha~i'm so EVIL)
-go taiwan and have super fun wif my dearies!!!
-meet up wif steffie darling
[note to myself: change muh profile]
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9:21 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
i feel so cheated. seriously. so much for telling me how much you're tired of her. how much you carn stand her. when in the end you two get back together. and i only got to know about it thru some other pple.
so much for standing up for you when you got blasted by some nonsense. so much for calling you my best friend. best friend. haha. i find it such a joke now.
u were the one who made me know that promises are nv kept. only so for you. cuz all that you have promised me have nv turned out that way. y shd i believe everyone will act like you do? when some pple actually keep their promises. i saw you for someone you werent. i'm sorry i did.
promises are meant to be kept. i believe in promises now. for those who nv betrayed or deceived me.
last of all... i still wanna thank you. thank you for letting me see your true self.
farewell friend. f*ck off from my life.
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10:02 PM
updates updates!
hmMm... yesteday's work was alrighty. chester finally finished wif forum and could go thru the problems that alvin and i had at OUBC. :) whee~ so happy. after that i had nothing to do, so i asked chester if i could help him finish his report. haha~ thou i think i didn't help much... chester finally asked us to join him for lunch!!! lol... :) next week!!! we shall go wif him!!!
today's work was totally relaxing. dressed down today... t-shirt, surf shorts and slippers. how cool is that! but it was so cold today. had to wear my jacket... haha! and chester taught me a lil of excel. key to noe how to use excel: go explore it yourself! yeap... trust the pro! :) chester the great one.
went out wif yt yesterday! haha! retail therapy... bought 2 pants. haha~ but so damn ex. its like my 2 days pay... oh well... better than nth to wear... haha~ anw... chester visited my blog yesterday he dunnO how to navigate sia... so farnie... maybe its time for me to change my blogskin too... hee~ long time since ive done such things... but recently also no nice ones lei.. haha~and he claims that i looked better with black hair! what's wrong wif orange hair!!! :) nvm... he says he wants to show us his foto whenhe dyed his hair! haa~ hope he remembers!!! :)
oh yeah... SPAXY WAS ONLINE LAST NIGHT!imagine how stunned i was. but i was happy to see her!! VERY happy!!! still remember on wenesday, after watching the movie, we went to play air hockey!!! :) so fuN... looking fwd to her return and us spending more time together!!! :)
going to run later i think. i was disappointed the picnic plan fell thru. it takes two hands to clap. so i duN think it was anyone's fault. juz sad that we couldn't meet up. actually i am very disappointed all my original plans for the weekends seem to go according to plan. nvm... at least the xmas weekend will be a good one. :) family. the pple who will not give up on u or leave you stranded. the pple who are always there for you no matter what. the pple who shower you with love that you seldom cherish. they are the most wonderful pple on earth. and i want them to know i love them.
besides that, i'm thankful to lots of other pple who are my friends.
first of all, the pple i spend the most time with after A levels and that's alvin, bekah, mich and chester! you made work life less boring and certainly more bearable. thou i doubt we'll still be working together after like say feb (cuz no more work to do liao... haha~) but i really enjoYed the company!!!we shd take a pic some day!!! :)
secondly, yt ham and bekah again. these were the pple who nv left me when i was down. and i really love them too... word can nv describe how i feel for these three ladies!
thirdly spaxY, van and minex dars. my LAO PO men... haha~ those whom i spent so much time with for 2 yrs of my jc life. which coincidently was the happiest schooling time!!! yeap!!! that's rite!
fourthly, the marauders. thou i haven't met them in lik YEARS not months... they still will hold a special place in my heart!!! harry potter rawks!!!
last, steffie my tuition matey. :) gurl i miss you so much. this is one gurl who taught me lots of things! maybe you duN noe... but you made a great impact in my life. thanks fer being there always... hope i can be there for you too!! go out sometime soon ok!!! :)
last of all. that guy who made me feel so loved. thank you
.but i noe you're better of without me...
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2:15 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
some songs really say how you feel...
your mentality towards relationship.
Code Red-- what good is a heart
I told you how i felt,
I told you what it meant,
But i still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...
Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny what's inside...
What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating,
then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start,
what good is a heart?
Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move,
you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...
Yes, i'm a man, but i cry,
I have fears, i won't lie...
What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating,
then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start,
what good is a heart?
Come on, babe,
you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that i'm right,
There's a chance here,
we could take it, Or regret it for the rest of our lives...
What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating,
then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start,
what good is a heart?
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8:07 AM
shall squeeze in a lil entry b4 i go to work. :)
yesteday was horrible. time simply CRAWLED. and the reason(and the reson is you...my god... i'm so crapping): we have to pace ourselves and do slowly. as slow as possible, because of some pertinent problems which would have went thru (cascade amplification...lol... juz joking) the cascading effect if we went on with our norm speed. all of us were talking on msn at the same time and working. so if need to talk to me, juz go ahead, i'm not THAT busy. haha~ at least for today. i realised how hard it is to go at a much slower pace. every thing seems to slower its pace for you as well. even wif new best friend talking to me on msn, i still feel that time crawls. argh... BOTHER!!! hopefully, all problems will be solved by today.
it seems that i've had lots of laughing gas ard me recently. esp after last sat. i'e been laughing at the slightest things which sometimes are not funny. i have no idea why. maybe its to make up for the times when i'm so stressed and all during A levels bah. :) but credits go to mich alvin bekah and chester too!!! their jokes and stories are so hilarious!!! esp mich la! the way she imitates is PRONESS! seriously, she makes everyone she imitates so unique, like we all are!!! hee~
kkes.. i guess i'll stop here.
family gatherings are impt. very impt to me. cuz they hold a special place in my heart. so i wuN be angry or what if you really have a family gathering. :)
but still... i learnt one thing... promises nv seem to be kept. hence, duN make promises.
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7:41 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
today's kinda hyped!!!met up wif my dearies finally!!! b4 spaxY goes on her hols... tonight's the only night we get to get together until like 28th dec!!! met at somerset, and then we had dinner and watched aeon flux. quite a nice action packed show with some gruesome scenes... but all in all, the show's qquite nice. feel so happy seeing my dearies!!! absence makes the heart grow fonder!!! haven't seen van and spaxY in 3 weeks! and minex also about like 1 week ler... :)
work's ok. juz that i was pissed to have to move from com to com 3 times today. imagine how unsettled i was. so insecure, like no home like that... and then there was thenew staff, who was to replace the person i was sitting with. the person i was sitting wif is like kinda pissed also, i dunnO y, but she kept clicking the mouse as if she was playing CS and she was like moving her mouse in circular motions which is rather irritating. but whatever la... grrr... slacked a lot today..... talked on msn and stuff....
our class is finally going to have a picnic!!!!!!!!! like WOW! i'm so freaking happy!:) looking forward to it a lot a lot alot. thanks to denzil and magan!!! *hugs*
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10:13 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
wootx... van is back in sg. spaxY is leaving on thurs till 28th dec. minex is coming back tml. ahhh... hope we can meet up wif each other soon!!!
something happened in the office today. sth which i'm so irritated about. but luckily i got it off my chest. thanks to my new best friend!!! :) and my friend's msn got hacked into. damn that person. so disgusting!!! there's gonna be a mojor change in the office tml. oh well! be prepared!!!
somehow... i noe the promise is gonna be broken. i wished i was more optimistic. but things nv turned out the way it was planned. better i not get my hopes up that high rite? save me from the heart wrenching moments...
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10:36 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
I HI-LIGHTED MY HAIR ORANGE!!! :) (ok... not very orange... but t least its not BLOND like the hairdresser suggested... BLOND sucks)
credits to my sis for helping me persade my mum!!! :)
i officially owe my mum 125 bucks!!!
you noe... the first thing on my xmas wishlist??
MY PAY!
i'm super BROKE! and i'm still looking forward to going taiwan for my bdae!
i miss spaxY and van and minex...
i miss daddy too... and all those times spent in sch.. lec theatre( not listening to the lecture but playing bingo!)
can someone please jio me out?? i'm SO BORED AT HOME!!!
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7:53 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
there's so much i wanna blog about but i dunNo how to go about putting those events into words. and in the course of doing so i may hurt some pple. but i really wanna get it off my chest. but then again, how many pple actually read my blog?? i duN care...
ok, he called last night. i was actually curious to what the wanted to talk about when i had already spelt things out clearly. i have actually talked to a friend about him calling, and we figured it wud do no harm to hear him out for once. and as my friend told me, he asked about the incident all over again. it was just the conversation that my friend has suggested it will be. oh well... but anw, i've made up my mind and i dowan to change my mind. so sorry is the only word i have now.
you noe.. sometimes in life, we really wanna so sth badly, and we go crazy juz thinking about it?? last time, i used to go crazY thinking about more earholes. now i go crazy about dying my hair!!!!!!!! urgh. like right now!!! ok... i noe i'm very whiny... sry... urgh.........
minex off to malaysia le... :) hope she has a fuN time. i have no idea when spaxY is going off but i hope she'll be safe and sound!!! and i hope van is having fuN at her trip too... wow... its been one week since she left singapore. daddy's coming home today i think. hope he had lots of fun!!! :)
next sat is like a super busy day! half day of work, then after that chester suggested we go for a sport after that! wootx! and i do actually have a reunion for my pri sch class at 1pm at orchard. =X which is like the time i end work. haha~ and alvin asked me to go VJ band concert!
haha~ i wanna go crash VJ orientation next yr!!! i need my dose of MASS DANCE. i really carn believe it lor... the last time i danced it was like last year's VJ orientation!!! man!!! :)
oh... and i need new slippers!!!
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6:08 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
suddenly i feel like cryiing my heart out. i'm not that strong afterall... i need a break...
lend me a shoulder yeah?
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10:51 PM
mymy... its like a big load that has finally been put down :) i feel so much happier and i think i can have better sleep now... thou its not the case for today cuz i woke up at 6 even thou i slept at 12. BOTHER!
jeremy's going in today. kinda sad and all you noe...
i'm happy happy happy happy happy.
oh yeah~ i'm happy the pple who are attached so xing fu :)
oh yeah... did i mention about how much i wanna open an orphanage next time? yeap!!!! :)
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6:36 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
i'm glad there's someone who's there to help me when i really needed help. specials thanks to hammie for telling me about a certain incident. it really helped me a lot in making my decision. if i really felt anything for the person, i would have felt angry and bothered. but the thing is i don't. i guess that speaks a lot. another friend of mine helped me wif the analysis. :) thanks a lot!!! hee~
hMmm... enuf about nonsense above, went to watch potter movie today wf minex and her sis!!! mnaged to chiong down from work place to orchard lido. hee~ it was a super nice movie thou we were sitting at the front seats. =x haha~
today boss came down to the work place, that explains my absence from msn today! quite scary. and i really lurve my friends who are working together!!! its so... fUn... i think we all have a date to go donate blood together!!! and watch narnia!!! hee~ hope no one pang sehs anyone of us... hee~
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10:09 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
finally saw minex after 10 days or so. that's long!!! i've been seeing her everydayfor the past one yr plus plus and its weird, cuz i even see her during study breaks. :) went to sign up for the manual driving today wif her :) tml we're going to watch the potter movie!!! wif minex and her sister. wasn't the original plan that i had but since almost everyone watched it alr, i''m thankful i still can find pple to watch it wif me.
i hate it when pple duN reply smses. well, next time duN expect me to entertain your smses too. oh bother. and the next kind of irritating pple are those who have nothing better to do and rant about pple who have jobs and not having flexible timings to go out wif your friends. if you were a good friend, you would be more tolerant. since you've not been working, you dunnO how its like to be tied down by a job. you think you own the comany ar... wanna leave what time then leave what time, wanna take leave then take leave. so insensitive bitching about these kind of stuff lor. what's wrong wif pple spending time wif their other halves. it HAS always been like that, if you didn't noe that. i noe i have complained about it, but if they can
balance well between friends and their steads, i think we are not in any position to bitch about them.
ok... enuf about evil rantings about other pple. haha~
remember the motto: think happy thoughts :)
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9:16 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
had quite a bad headache and a super bloated stomach yesterday after the shopping trip. couldn't have felt any worse and i had to go home after only a few hours to rest. =X sorry about that ham. it always happens... sigh...
i'm very fan by what happened. koaz. i wished it nv happened.
daddy and gang are going to prom tonight. hope they have fuN...
sigh.. jeremy is going in soon... sigh...
i feel so mood-less these few days. lost the shopping spirit. at some point of time... i wish hps and communication devices were nv invented.
fcuk la
its so freaking difficult to get pple to watch the potter movie together. sometimes i ask myself what the fuck am i doing. i duN care alr... if no one replies my msges then at most i watch it by myself lor.
URGH. and next time when u ask someone to watch something wif you, and if youre jolly well not going with that someone alr. pls have the courtesy to tell her that you're not going to watch it wif her! oh BOTHER! JUZ FUCK THIS FREAKING DAMN WORLD.
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3:52 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
going shopping today wif ham! :) nv go work cuz michelle changed her mind cuz she was tired. haha~ however i have to go to the so called reunion which my beloved tuition tcher said we needed to attend. tried to get out of it, but she was quite persistent =X ah... bother!
sigh... i haven't been sleeping well for the pass few days. i carn believe this is happening. it nv happened to me b4! i duN even lose sleep during a levels. urgh! so pissed. and you noe what... all my dreams are about wwork. man... its so horrible. =(
want to dye n hilight my hair! told michelle bekah and alvin about how my mum refuses to let me do it. then alvin said: but you're old enuf to decide for yourself what you want. yeap... i agree. haha~ juz like th 2 extra ear holes and donating blood. both of which my mother opposed. lol... nvm... i'll use my own money when i get my pay! whee~
have't really been in contact wif any of my dearies... hope they are doing fine!!! haven't seen minex for ages on the internet... she's so busy sia... hehe~ have fuN clubbing tonight!!! (that's if you even read this)
and i realised i have no time to go shopping for xmas presents. wth!!! URGH! i need my brain juices!!! i would gladly walk into the ********* shops to get ******* ***** for my dearies, but i need my pay, which is not coming till end of the month. shyt! nvm... i'll think of a way... haha~
what i feared happened last night. i really dunnO what to do la. it was the cause of my lost of sleep last night. i dunnO what i should do. i need HELP!
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7:41 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
today is a good day!!! :) sally is keeping her cool and keeping quiet!!! wootx...
got a shock of my life when bekah msged me last night sayign she wants to quit. seriously, i panicked. didn't noe what to do. but today proved that she only needed a seat change and not a job change. :)
really happy working there... thou its juz simple work... but everyone is nice except *****. hee~
*grins* glad to have met so many nice friends... and of cuz nice frenx wif the good combination of nice bosses chester, elain and cheryl!! :)
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7:42 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
2nd day of work. managed to get some things done... thou not all by myself but mostly by myself. sense of accomplishment.
carn get any leaves for the time being cuz they are rushing to clear all the work. so next monday, tues and wednesday will juz be me and alvin(at least its not me alone, thank goodness!!!). haha~ but very funny lei... he going over to help another unit alr... then i also dunNo la... but the bad thing is we have to work on sat too!!! lucky half day nia... but working on sat is like earning my lunch money for mon to fri. realise how hard money comes by. so carn be so wastful le...
hmMm... today a bee got stuck on my jacket when i wore it to work. =.='''
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7:56 PM