Thursday, June 29, 2006
You may really surprise yourself today in wanting to change some of the moral and social values that get in the way of relationships between human beings. After getting by these kinds of obstacles in your own life, and seeing people of other signs still struggling with them, you have decided that it is time to do away with them once and for all. Just be careful to be respectful of the private lives of the people close to you. Not everyone is as open-minded as you are!
my horoscope for today. wanted very much to confront someone close. but i shd probably heed the advice. yea, when pple choose not to tell u sth about their personal life, that juz means u're not impt enough. so i shd juz face it. dowan to be those kinda losers who go confront because she thot she cared and then get busted for asking. we're all in the world of pretence. u can nv quit acting. what can i say. luckily, i have met some true friends whom i no need to put on a face of pretence. i feel so sorry for u. cuz u can nv quit acting.
and since my boss juz went out, i'm going to start ranting about the med checkup on tues. it was totally brainless. to all those who are going to NUS checkup, most are gurls, pls wear sports bra so u duN have to go thru the hastle of the stupid arrogant stuckup HAG at the xray room asking u to take off your bra for the xray. the checkups were super fast but the waiting time was slow. disrupted our plans for spaxy's bdae celebration. sigh. and my bloody week hasn't arrived yet. TMD. so that hag had to ask so loudly so that the whole world can hear, whether i was pregnant. like wat the fuck is wrong with skipping it once in a blue moon. besides all that, my tuesday went rather well. we took neos... its been a long long time since i've like went to take neos with spaxy they all ler....
still thinking whether i shd go to the pharmacy camp. my boss is so stressed now i dunnO how to kai kou and ask her lei. =( and somemore its so like last min. haish. i kinda hate this.
begining to think about how screwed up my life is now.
i miss studying. at mj. when all i gotta do is juz focus and mug. no need to think about so much stuff.
its like wateverr**.
2:58 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
today is a rather traumtic day.
i saw sth that kinda shocked me. i was rather shaken, luckily i had blurblock by my side, to talk to and advise me. i treated that person as someone dear to me, someone i shared deepest secrets with. but... that person's actions were so hurting. but no matter what, i probably hope that the person has a good reason for what the person has done.
y duN u face the truth and make things easier. stop hurting someone who was once dear to u.
all in all, today's trip to woodlands was nice. (: really love going there with blurblock! the arcade simply rocks!!! kekex... watch juz my luck, quite a nice movie lei! ((: i love it!
its like wateverr**.
9:13 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
juz y the fuck is everything going wrong.
when i duN work, she complains i keep playing the com an duN do/find work. when i actually do work, she wants to kao bei me on playing maple. like what the fuck is wrong with u. carn i even have some time to escape from this world of reality, where i see so many two faced creatures and i carn read what's on pple's minds. i'm utterly disappointed in life. really, at this point of time. there's so much to do, so much to look forward to, so many uncertainties.
i used to think i am a good listening ear. but i proved myself wrong. i'm not.
i carn stand it anymore. my life is like in a mess.
and i carn sort it out.
and truthfully, i duN fucking know how to sort it out. i need a break. all i wanna do is iceskate.
its like wateverr**.
9:19 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
u are the one i cherish
hold my hand and nv let go
u are the one i love
remember all the things that we shared
the evening walks at the beach
making cookies and cakes together
embrace the truth: there's only one honeymoon and its over
haha~ u doubt anyone will understand what my real intention for this post is.
its like wateverr**.
3:26 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
wootx there's the OPENING MATCH TODAY! i'm so so so excited!
i've been mapling a lot these few days. RAR. i LOVE PQ now. =X (: for all those who are maple NOOBs, PQ is party quest~ hee~ nice to do. juz that i hate stage 8. TMD. if u forgot your permutations and combinations, press your calculators.9C5=126 ways nor. 126 tries to pass that damn stage. will pengs nor.
i juz finished a super big project. (: i nv knew i'm so pro nor! cuz its my first attempt. hope that person will like it! (: but i'm still short of somethings to complete it. (: ahhhhh!!! spaxy's bdae coming soon! plan plan plan!
its like wateverr**.
11:24 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
i'm so happy my tagboard is like finally alive. anw... i passed my virus to my bro. *grumbles
anw... a lot of pple falling sick soon. take care all. drink more water! come on! water parade! ((:
juz now i sort of talked to my mum about diving at tioman. then she was like: u go
any other activity there EXCEPT diving. like WTF. haish. but i wanna go diving... *pouts
driving lesson tml. FINAL EVALUATION! i hope i remember how to drive outside. bleahs. i'm really dying to be able to pass and get my license. i wanna DRIVE! cuz i love that manual car!
took my passport sized foto yesterday (: look so farnie. oh well! hope to see hat pic on that driving license soon! ((:
hostel. shd i stay or not. but i go t no $$. sianz... oh well.
its like wateverr**.
9:49 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
i'm so so so so so pisseed with myself. =( been sick since monday. =X was running a fever at work and had to leave early. tues was staying at home the whole day. yesterday went back to work. and now... i'm feeling freaking cold again despite wearing a jacket and a three-quarter sleeve. i haven't been skipping medication either. so i'm feeling so freaking miserable now... BUR HUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
hot water does wonders thou.
its like wateverr**.
12:26 PM