Thursday, August 31, 2006
i dearly hope the pple ard me are feeling well and happy.
its agonising to feel lonely when there are so many pple ard u.
y is it that the pple u love most hurt u the most as well. i wish i didn't care so much... but the truth is i care too much.
the things u say. the things u do. the things u care about. i wish they didn't matter to me at all.
i sound like i'm making life difficult for myself. the truth is you're not making it easy for me.
u noe sth? i've been dying to go ice skating all year.
but.....
nvm.....
its not like u want to go iceskating with me. i dowan to force u anyway. i nv believe in that...
but if u really loved me, u'll jio me to go iceskate.
cuz it holds special memories for me.
not sure if memories there meant anything to u.
i just wanna skate.
its like wateverr**.
10:29 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
lecs lecs and more lecs
tutorials, tutorials and more tutorials
grp work grp work and more grp work
suddenly JC life seems so freaking slack.
maybe its the transitional period when we all stopped studying for too long then its difficult to pick up the pace now...
did i mention how much i hate it when everyone says they're slacking at home when in fact their slacking=mugging?
its like wateverr**.
9:48 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
hopes are dashed... i nv fail to disappoint myself and the pple ard me time and again... haha~ i guess that's what it means to not grab on to opportunities and stuff... haha~ maybe it will turn out to be a blessing in disguise.. like we always claim it to be to console ourselves.
yesterday was particularly seh-ed. my legs and arms are aching all over since i haven't ran and did sports for a few months... =X that's so not me... but it juz happened... HAHA~
all of a sudden, i have no urge to blog anymore...
tata
its like wateverr**.
8:14 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
oh man... i need juz that minute streak of luck i haven't really been getting recently.
i don't want yet another disappointment...
juz let me fufil my dream for once...
and pls dun take it away from me... like what u did to me when i got my O level results.
dream come true
pretty please...
its like wateverr**.
7:49 AM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
time really flies... its been almost a week since school started. lectures were a torture with all the lecturers with different accents... i thought ive seen the last of it after mr patrick(whatever his name his spelt) (and he still hasn't returned me the cards he confiscated from me) and his disgusting accent... the lecturers here are quite off too... me and van were laffing most of the time during anatomy thanks to him.
i'm going to school tml from 4 to 6. =X so DUMB right...
i wanna join sports CCA!!!!!!!!!!!! hur hur......
its like wateverr**.
8:44 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
rag is finally over (: not that i really dislike it or sth...
fri
went to collect van's lappie in the morning and saw one of the guys whom we met at sentosa countdown. was quite shocked to see him cuz he said he wanted to go SMU. HAHA. watever... van's lappie is nice... (: juz a lil too heavy...
went back to LT 20 for the boring talks and collect our matric pack and also to meet our senior who was attached to us. my senior quite good looking worx... haha~ then again... all the female seniors look so damn demure... our batch of gurls mostly look damn chor lor... =X maybe its juz my group lar... HAHA after that went for rag again. (:
went off to watch fireworks at the esplanade!!! ((: saw jielin's bf... kekex...had a nice time watching fireworkx cuz they were so damn pretty... a pity that there were so many trees ard blocking 30% of my view... but it was worth it... then went to wait for spaxy and van at tanahmerah to go down to NUS again...
tadah... guess who we saw! DENZIL can.... haha~ he was waving to us madly at the other side of the platform... cuz i was tellling joel about XX(this XX is gonna be a long story so i shall not elaborate here). its been a long time since we've seen him. and he was going to meet luther they all to go clubbing can. Y NV CALL US ALONG! bleahx... haha~ anw... got tri-fac bash (med den & pharm) coming along... 9 sept at gotham penthouse.... shd be quite nice lar... anyone interested???
sat:
anw... we missed the last bus since we reached buona vista at 1145pm, so we cabbed in...we played asshole dai dee all thru from 1230 to 330. went to rest our eyes for an hour and we woke up again to go to the sports and recre centre. was damn seh-ed the whole day lor... when there was nothing to do... i would start nodding off... =X
during our performance... there was damn a lot of things that went wrong lar... stupid wooden planks... carn even turn properly lor! and the carpet flew up and someone's shoe fell off... so jialat lar... but it was fun all in all...
went for lunch after that with spax van and yt... ((: had KFC! been having fastfood very often... not very good har... need to start exercising soon...
and i juz realised i havent got my pay check... =X
its like wateverr**.
8:30 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
as much as i hate to study/mug, i carn help but get excited to start school all over again... ((: rag was fun yesterday. i was a super duper AP phar-mer yesterday. like watever... whoever would have thought of calling ourselves phar-mers. so spastic. =X we pharm drugs. i'm amusing myself. anw... besides being pang-sehed by friends which kinda pissed me off... i mean... come'on, who likes being pang sehed lar. anw... we ponned most of the talks like DUH. useless talks. there was no shisheido talk with freebies... so forget it. and they wanted us to play that dumb amazing race thing all over again. like... =.= can. so we went to help out for rag. but luckily we went early, there was so much to do... hee~ me and spaxy had fun being thread refillers. ((: now our skills of threading the damn needle is like... PRO sia. can thread needles in the dark. worked all the way non stop from 2pm to 6.30pm.
oh yea... did i meantion that the food in the science canteen is kinda horrible? not as bad as MJC lar... cuz the food is definitely much cheaper. ok... maybe its about the same lar... but there is more variety... and we can always take the internal shuttles to other facs to eat... hee~
anw... my sis is like at home on thurs and fri thanks to the national day hols. did i mention i always get very high during national day????? ((: so yea... if anyone needs help... i can call my sis at home to help us check. wahahahha~ ((:
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ALL! ((:
FIREWORKS!!!
pretty... awwwww....
its like wateverr**.
11:24 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
evil rantings coming straight up.
being an AHS student, the art of AP-ness, i would like to proudly declare, is present. sth that can be seen among all students. ok, i shall not make a biased statement. i shd say most students.
anw... i officially finished work last friday, 4 aug. can u believe it? i worked till the very end of my hols. which is quite sick. somehow, no matter how much u dUn like sth, when u're about the leave it totally, there's still this pang of sadness/emptiness/watever u feel it to be, in u. but i got over it very soon. the pple there were very nice, except a few. fusspots i call them.
and i am going to skip orientation. yes. thats what i'm doing now. HAHA. no lar. i'm not SO bad. juz gonna skip icebreakers. i hate them. period.
and have i mentioned how much i hate bidding. its like wtfed. it really is. i'm so irritated! RAR. i'm so gonna pon thurs to stay at home to bid. and if i dUn get any modules, i'm gonna stay at home on fri to bid somemore. like fuck. i carn survive if i duN get a damn elective this sem. haish...
and i still dunnO whether i shd wait for the next IT rdshow. or shd i juz get a laptop from sch. i'm like urgh-fied big time.
its like wateverr**.
7:55 AM