Saturday, October 20, 2007
last post standing at 699 posts over the years. anw, i realised that i'm really sick and tired of people prying thier noses into my business and i decided to change mine to wordpress since it allows pws.
ask for the pw and u'll be given. (:
toodles.
its like wateverr**.
6:52 PM
i've been hooked
onto insane aquarium once again! oops! that's really bad. but
anw,
sch's less busy now but the vicious cycle is gonna repeat itself soon.
bleahs.
anws,
cousin's at my house again. today's his birthday, so my weekend is burnt again. maybe except for
tml.
relationships are really complicated... and sometimes we do things we don't mean. we're not computers, once connected, there's no possible miscommunication. but people are more prone of having
miscommunication. the longer u stay in a relationship, the more blend things get, the more friction that might cause a fire. u understand?
pardon me for saying this, but i think some people should be more thankful for what they have now. although i must admit its not their choice, but having someone dear to you in the same faculty is really a blessing. some others hardly get to see each other once a week. although some may argue that its the quality not the quantity, i
guarantee u that quality time should also be spent sparingly. i used to lament about not seeing
joel more that once a week, but i soon realised now that its really normal, and at least it makes whatever little time we have together special, like before. we've had our fair share of quarrels, but trust me, its really tiring to have quarrels. =p sometimes i really wonder what
constitutes a good relationship, is it time and understanding? but soon enough, i realised time and understanding is not enough. its fate that's a gift from god, something that binds the two together, whether
u're miles apart like in
minex case, or are u physically in the same location but living really far apart from each other, or even if
u're juz one
mrt station apart but u hardly get to see each other. fate is beautiful. (: and the seemingly small things that your loved one did for you can bring about the greatest joy, ONLY if u realised it. cherish them
cuz u only get it once in a life time.
and i love my friends for bringing the joy in my life and the smile on my face!
its like wateverr**.
8:31 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i'm home! had yummy fried rice and curry for lunch! *burps* no van, dun stare at me as if u wanna slap my face!
if u think i'm slacking at home, u're so long. i've been on my toes, meeting deadlines and studying for tests since mid term started. i cant imagine what it will be like in year 3. OH MAN. this is so disgusting!
i need new earrings! and i wan another pair of levis jeans!
i realise i like to get irritated with really small things. oops!
and sometimes i don't practice what i preach. double oops!
i i love whining but i hate to listen to people whine. except good frikends i guess. ((:
i'm like a total bitch!~
its like wateverr**.
1:34 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
back from a long tired and tedious week (: thanks to IT which ate my saturday. i'm yearning to go shopping! but there's still so much to do, so much to catch up on and so many people i've yet to catch up with.
random thought: i wonder how's prongs doing in aussie. its going to be a month alr... sigh
toodles for now. i'm so sick and tired of sch work. need a break!
its like wateverr**.
1:08 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
you know, the people i'm most thankful to have now, besides my parents cuz theyMADE me, i'm thankful for this circle of frens i have now, those that are new, those that are old, those that cheered me up and guided me through mistakes, stood with me and nv left me, provided me with physical and more importantly moral support, thankew!
and i hope to be there for you too dear friend.
and so now, i've accepted that i shouldnt be jealous about that issue. i should trust him, and i shouldnt restrict his freedom.
so how many guy friends out there wanna meet me??? (: i'm free to meet anyone. including ex crushes, ex scandals. watever. haha~
i wun forget girlfriends too! i wanna meet u steffie!
its like wateverr**.
8:17 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i'm really lost and hurt. but more importantly, i'm really lost about how i feel and what i should do.
let me pose u all a qn, would you like it if your boyfriend or girlfriend go out with another gurl/ guy alone? even if that person is a childhood friend, best friend or whatever?
its like wateverr**.
12:48 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
someone please help me
fight that green monster called jealousy!
tell me everything will be ok
i hate being spiteful and vengeful. feels so awful.
its like wateverr**.
5:35 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
its the weekends again! i can't believe time's just flying and recess week is over! which spells trouble because IT1003 term test is up next! and exams are in juz 2months. i haven got much time to study and i haven met up with the people i'm supposed to meet up!
i think i'm such a complicated person. i realise that inside me, there's really the devil side and angel side fighting each other and telling me things i should do, choices that i have. sadly, when it comes to studying, the devil seems to always win and that saddens me. some people really are trodding on my nerves man. and i'm like totally NOT LIKING IT AT ALL!
frustrations aside, i bought a shirt in the colour that i like! (: and i'm meeting boyfriend tml for lunch and movie.
i cant believe i'm turning 21 in 3 months.
school's frustrating.
its like wateverr**.
9:10 PM