~Mo0ny~

2007-10-20T18:52:00.001+08:00

last post standing at 699 posts over the years. anw, i realised that i'm really sick and tired of people prying thier noses into my business and i decided to change mine to wordpress since it allows pws.

ask for the pw and u'll be given. (:
toodles.

2007-10-20T08:31:00.001+08:00

i've been hooked onto insane aquarium once again! oops! that's really bad. but anw, sch's less busy now but the vicious cycle is gonna repeat itself soon. bleahs. anws, cousin's at my house again. today's his birthday, so my weekend is burnt again. maybe except for tml.

relationships are really complicated... and sometimes we do things we don't mean. we're not computers, once connected, there's no possible miscommunication. but people are more prone of having miscommunication. the longer u stay in a relationship, the more blend things get, the more friction that might cause a fire. u understand?

pardon me for saying this, but i think some people should be more thankful for what they have now. although i must admit its not their choice, but having someone dear to you in the same faculty is really a blessing. some others hardly get to see each other once a week. although some may argue that its the quality not the quantity, i guarantee u that quality time should also be spent sparingly. i used to lament about not seeing joel more that once a week, but i soon realised now that its really normal, and at least it makes whatever little time we have together special, like before. we've had our fair share of quarrels, but trust me, its really tiring to have quarrels. =p sometimes i really wonder what constitutes a good relationship, is it time and understanding? but soon enough, i realised time and understanding is not enough. its fate that's a gift from god, something that binds the two together, whether u're miles apart like in minex case, or are u physically in the same location but living really far apart from each other, or even if u're juz one mrt station apart but u hardly get to see each other. fate is beautiful. (: and the seemingly small things that your loved one did for you can bring about the greatest joy, ONLY if u realised it. cherish them cuz u only get it once in a life time.

and i love my friends for bringing the joy in my life and the smile on my face!

2007-10-17T13:34:00.000+08:00

i'm home! had yummy fried rice and curry for lunch! *burps* no van, dun stare at me as if u wanna slap my face!

if u think i'm slacking at home, u're so long. i've been on my toes, meeting deadlines and studying for tests since mid term started. i cant imagine what it will be like in year 3. OH MAN. this is so disgusting!

i need new earrings! and i wan another pair of levis jeans!

i realise i like to get irritated with really small things. oops!
and sometimes i don't practice what i preach. double oops!
i i love whining but i hate to listen to people whine. except good frikends i guess. ((:

i'm like a total bitch!~

2007-10-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

back from a long tired and tedious week (: thanks to IT which ate my saturday. i'm yearning to go shopping! but there's still so much to do, so much to catch up on and so many people i've yet to catch up with.

random thought: i wonder how's prongs doing in aussie. its going to be a month alr... sigh

toodles for now. i'm so sick and tired of sch work. need a break!

2007-10-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

you know, the people i'm most thankful to have now, besides my parents cuz theyMADE me, i'm thankful for this circle of frens i have now, those that are new, those that are old, those that cheered me up and guided me through mistakes, stood with me and nv left me, provided me with physical and more importantly moral support, thankew!

and i hope to be there for you too dear friend.

and so now, i've accepted that i shouldnt be jealous about that issue. i should trust him, and i shouldnt restrict his freedom.

so how many guy friends out there wanna meet me??? (: i'm free to meet anyone. including ex crushes, ex scandals. watever. haha~

i wun forget girlfriends too! i wanna meet u steffie!

2007-10-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

i'm really lost and hurt. but more importantly, i'm really lost about how i feel and what i should do.

let me pose u all a qn, would you like it if your boyfriend or girlfriend go out with another gurl/ guy alone? even if that person is a childhood friend, best friend or whatever?

2007-10-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

someone please help me

fight that green monster called jealousy!
tell me everything will be ok

i hate being spiteful and vengeful. feels so awful.

2007-10-05T21:10:00.001+08:00

its the weekends again! i can't believe time's just flying and recess week is over! which spells trouble because IT1003 term test is up next! and exams are in juz 2months. i haven got much time to study and i haven met up with the people i'm supposed to meet up!

i think i'm such a complicated person. i realise that inside me, there's really the devil side and angel side fighting each other and telling me things i should do, choices that i have. sadly, when it comes to studying, the devil seems to always win and that saddens me. some people really are trodding on my nerves man. and i'm like totally NOT LIKING IT AT ALL!

frustrations aside, i bought a shirt in the colour that i like! (: and i'm meeting boyfriend tml for lunch and movie.

i cant believe i'm turning 21 in 3 months.

school's frustrating.

2007-10-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

so busy this week i barely have time for the random things that i do usually. and my eye is swollen. :( carn wear contacts anymore cuz i'm so worried it'll worsen and eventually i'll become blind.

anw, cleared pharm stats and IT assignment, both without confidence thanks to screw ups. IT presentation and term test to go. then after that its time to mug for surface tension. i'm so sick of uni life.

anw, my previous boss sms-ed me and asked whether i am available to work during my hols. omgomgomg! like so cool, i really hope everything works out! i love that job!

*prays hard i get the job offer! (:
oops... i shd pray hard that my tests pass with flying colours too!

2007-10-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

i'm so FREAKING bored in sch. i wanna go to the sch BAZAAR! but yanting refuses to let me go, cuz she hasnt finished her IT assignment. *whines*

anw, i finally found determination to sit down in front the stats notes and read thru them. i'm impressed, i haven been able to concentrate for 5 mins since school started. and i did so for periods of half and hour with 5 mins break in between for 2 hrs. (:

grrrr... i'm positively dying soon. need retail therapy!

2007-10-01T21:09:00.001+08:00

finished dispensing like super super early today. made dettol and acne cream today! (:

i've really got NO mood to study. DAMNS!

2007-09-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.

i dowan to do stats revision! =(

*WHINES*

i wanna go shopping! but i dun have money...

2007-09-28T09:51:00.001+08:00

warning: this is going to be a super super boring post... cuz its all about me and myself. OOPS

i look back at my posts and realised i've been a helluva complain queen. oops. actually, there was time for everything, but i chose to do other things... double oops.

saturday- had tuition in the morn... met mr koh after his dental appt and went tampines to watch "i pronounce chuck and larry" and also buy a super chio pencil box for my tuitee.

sunday- did my IT assign in the morn and went to do charity work from 1pm to 6+, watched tv at night and slept.

monday- completed my IT assign and brought it over to my koh's house for him to edit while i did my DFD prac report. IT assign was horribly critisized by mr koh... lots of editing to do. =X
went to airport to send prongs off (sigh). had dinner at BKs with mr koh ((:

tues- DELL project. i finally visited yanting's house in the far far away punggol! the travelling was disgusting. =X but i finally took the LRT. u can laugh at me all you want. went for early dinner with mr koh (yet again) at this curry udon. it was nice, but waraku's one was nicer. and this one's so damn pricey!

wed- edited my IT assignment and did some pharm stats. made a hell load of mistakes, i think i'm affected by my tuitee! nua-ed quite a bit cuz i really din have the mood

thursday- saw the urgency of completing my work quickly!!!!! anw, mr koh came over for lunch! (: promised to cook him lunch since i dunno when... he said its quite nice! woots! started on my argumentative essay, half done. tried finding SDL to no avail. going to DIE and CRY soon.

friday- try to complete the arg essay and SDL.

sat- pharm stats revision.

sunday-IT1003 mugging.

HUR. 3 pathetic days left! tell me how!!!!!

2007-09-27T09:24:00.000+08:00

4 days left and i have TONNES of work not done. not to mention the argumentitive essay which i think i should start today. and self directed learning and pharm stats untouched. shyt shyt shyt. and u noe sth, mt tutor's comments for my essay outline are like totally unhelpful. she's forever asking funny qns that dun relate to me at all. seriously, i think she should bring herself to our level and talk in the language that I understand. in the end, i feel so demoralised i carn do ANYTHING.

panic attack now!
i really hate this shit.
and there's self directed learning to do tml. and saturday, i'm teachin my tuitee plane geometry which we have nv learnt before and i totally hate 3D trigo and this is definitely much worse than 3D trigo. DAMN. AHHHH!

i seriously need ONE day, just one will do to NUA at home.

2007-09-25T21:32:00.001+08:00

sec 4 grad (courtesy of tk, i conveniently kupped from her blog)

reunion 4 yrs later (:

time flies yea. carn believe the 4 gurls standing outside the stairways were standing together again 4 yrs after grad and still being able to somehow relive the strong friendship. as we all start being busy and immersed with our present lives again, i hope we'll still be able to keep in contact and keep each other in our lives.

mischief managed.... for now (:

2007-09-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

i wish i could cry less. i've been crying like an emo bitch these few weeks. call it PMS call it my nature. i dun like people to cry cuz i'm easily affected by pple's emotions. sent a close fren off today, couldnt resist the urge to cry. it was only then when i realised how brave she was to go all alone all the way to aussie. the moment u step inside the glass doors, u're on your own. all the best prongs. ilu a lot.

2007-09-23T08:29:00.000+08:00

i now pronounce you chuck and larry. (: ---> its such a great comedy. very gay, literally and figuratively. if you're really down, maybe u'll wanna catch this and have a good laugh. the jokes are much more substantial than the local film's ones.

anw, i'm starting to enjoy the slacking mode of which actually i'm NOT supposed to fall into. the workload is tremendous but i figure if i dun rest, i wun get to rest anymore. its too tough! i carn stand it anymore.

been mapling to relieve stress. and its quite fun. juz that i dun really level up that fast. which is quite agonising. =X

anw... i seriously we shd switch major. writing essays is sickening.
anw... look at my hw list:

IT1003 essay -5 whole pages
it1003 presentation
it1003 term test
argumentative essay outline and essay-1500 to 2000 words
stats test
self directed learning
dispensing test

2007-09-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

some people are seriously pissing me off. the thought of having to work with this person is killing me. i am SO FUCKING glad its gonna be over in two weeks time. everytime this person works, there's gonna be a FLOOD in the lab. i really pity this person's lab partner during dispensing man.

workload's killing me. havent finished ANYTHING. and i'm seriously going to have to work super hard during the 1 week break which is INSANE. and i heard that there's gonna be a term test for stats. T.T for once i hope ally chan is LAZY.

worked till 6pm for lab today. and u wonder y i'm not pissed.

AHHHHHH! kill me. uni is tough!!

2007-09-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

one more week till study break. carn wait!
did 4 prep today. capsules, pessaries, suppositories and aqueous cream. it was so buzy! my cream cracked. very sad... cuz i cooled too quickly. and my pessaries din turn out really nice. =(

still stuck for fact sheet. =( i'm SO DEAD.

need to do more pilates. super stiff. and my uterus lining is SO NOT ******** ****.

2007-09-16T08:00:00.000+08:00

everything is alright again. sometimes things do happen, whether to make things worse or better, do cherish them cuz they make u realise u've been taking someone else who's always with u for granted.

anw... i bought a new bag for 15 bucks, cuz the other one's strap's been badly elongated. i'll bring it for camps and stuff bahs. and finally bought my dorothy perkins kintted sweater (: retail therapy only works during stress. but not when u're depressed. haha~ tested and proven. LOL

appreciate it if no one asks me about it.

back to fact sheeting.

2007-09-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

its times like this when u see who your real treasurable friends are. these precious gems stay by your side, come all the way from the other side of the island, and comfort u when u're in your depressed state. and not only does she turn up with her moral support, she comes with a box of donuts too! (: she listens and u know she loves u. (: and i love her too!

thankew yanting my precious best fren

2007-09-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

my first earthquake experience today. was sitting in front of the com after dinner typing out my DFD lab report and i felt my head moving front and back. felt super dizzy and i thot i was about to faint any moment. the most amusing thing is prolly that there's no way i could feel faint when i just had dinner. the next thought that came to my mind was " i am possessed" with the 7th lunar month ending juz a few days ago, it was possible ok. then i looked away and saw the hangers rocking gently on the bamboo stick. i finally realised that it might have been an earthquake. the feeling lasted for about 1 min and it was really horrible. =X was quite worried, so checked with blurblock and my sis whether they felt it. luckily they were unaffected.

yet another natural disaster that hit indonesia. sigh.

and have you ever wondered why punctuality is a virtue. if its about making the effort, then make the effort to. its tiring when there's so much waiting to do. maybe i'm not exactly patient. i am selfish cuz pple wait for me as well. but at least if i know pple are waiting for me, i try to not prolong their wait. university and love life taught me a lot of things about independence.
you gotta do everything on your own if possible. fair weather friends are not gonna take u far... you've gotta have trust worthy friends whom u put your trust in, thou there may be disappointments sometimes, i'm still glad i have these god-sent angels (:

ever wondered y i'm losing my temper at the slightest things? cuz i'm juz an evil gurl with a super bad temper and cannot work under stress very well. i'm hostile and possibly snappy and grumpy and fucking sacarstic too. and i wonder how my besties stand me. they're too good natured i guess. (: that's y opposites attract.

toodles

2007-09-11T22:27:00.001+08:00

ok.. 667th post. i'm safe i hope. =X

anw... sch's as boring as ever. sp was a chore and i rewrote my whole pharmacists' statement cuz my focus for the first one was wrong. zzzz hopefully this time round it will be ok. but i exceeded the word limit like siao. 541 words. seriously, i think 500 words is NOT enuf. there's so much to talk about and so much to define. cuz happy wanted the super specific. like each step u take to ensure patient safety. and i only have 2 points only. =X

having 2 meetings tml. pharm law presentation and SP survey. NO CHANCE TO RUN. =( i'm like under severe depression. i REALLY NEED TO RUN ON TRACK. if i had money, i'll build a track to run at my house.

today sean got a heart shaped box of chocs with a note. was kinda shocked. ok very shocked ok. i din know that sean so popular... now we all know what we din know

and jianwei's CHOCS are NICE NICE but super sinful. baileys and choc taste nice. if u see me giggling at one corner, u noe what happened. LOL. and it looked like theobroma oil coated choc. =X

argh! i carn find my SD card reader. cannot upload the turtle scandal pics. sorry zuee.... =X

2007-09-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

omg... its my 666th post. the satanic number.

2007-09-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

back from sch and pilates. monday blues are just there, feeling mean most of the time and i get really sacar! i need to buy a new bag cuz the strap of the current one is in the process of elongating and soon it'll just snap like i do on a oh-so-unlucky day. the thing is shd i get a cheap bag or shd i go for a nice brand with a high price. its the oh-so-stupid delima again. a 60+ branded bag versus a no-brand 18 dollar bag.

kudos to jianwei for going to help his gf pack his room. see, jiawei's scoldings and rantings more powerful than anything hor. yea, i sure know how to poke my nose into all those random stuff.

pilates was tiring. really tiring cuz they made us do abs exercise and i'm so dying from the aches from my abs and thighs and arms. but they are GOOD. i love the aches! that seems a lil phychotic.

anw, i wanna buy the pullover from dorothy perks! and magan lent me her discount card! WOOTs! hope that will be able to help me save some $$. i'm really really broke and i'm just scrimping and saving so that the money can last me till i get my pay on saturday! and i feel bad towards my blurblock cuz i keep complaining that i have no money, and i keep bugging him about the things i wanna buy and all and i wonder if he'll juz ask me to shut my trap and stop irritating him about this kinda stuff. but i guess that's juz a girl's habit! whiney biatch!

and i'm considering to move to livejournal where i can chose to protect some posts that are strictly meant for my own views. torn between blogger and livejournal cuz blogger certainly has much user friendliness to speak of. ahhh... any ideass or comments anyone?

gotta go print lecc notes alr... its getting late!

2007-09-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

the lecturer is not happy with us. made sarcastic remarks about us but it was so blatent and obvious to me. each and everyone of us has our own set of thinking, and we are quite open to different angles of interpretation. since he/she left it that way, i assume the person hopes it gets to the non-cynical pple instead of the critics. clever with words. there's much i have to learn from the person about scarcasm.

not meeting my blurblock till tml. spending the time with my dears later (: man.... this sem totally sucks!

2007-09-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

(: marauders met in heaven today. we're meeting again soon... going back to AHS to eat prawn mee. cam whored a lil, took neos. seriously, its been 3 yrs since we've met and there wasnt much awkwardness.

so much gossip. we sat and churned out the class list. it was amusing...

hee~

2007-09-05T08:39:00.000+08:00

i'm having quite a bad time now. sch's particularly terrorising, i even dream about making suppositories. That's really bad yea. the going to sch, going out to get presents, going out to get my own stuff, the going to meet everyone else is killing me. i nv felt so tired in my entire life before. i try to relax myself, go for pilates, watch tv the whole night and dun touch my sch work's not helping. i get headaches and constipation and whatever u call it. maybe its PMS sometimes, i cant control my emotions, i cant concentrate, the aircon's too cold, the sneezing in the morning. i'm juz whining a lot a lot.

and the workload is piling. i have yet to clear surface tension. i have yet to clear viscosity. and pharm law. and IT1003 assig and presentation. and SP. i really carn imagine life in yr 3 and 4 when yr 2 is like shit. like total shit. AHHHH. someone juz bring me to a quiet place i can juz rest for one day. juz one day to recharge and maybe i can start all over again.

2007-09-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

little miss moony went for retail therapy with little miss minex (: bought my black shorts that i've been niaming about... and bought like 4 pairs of earrings! ((: hee~ they're so pretty! was so tempted to buy the shirt with the slogan: if love is stupid, then i stupid you! next time must prepare a lot of money to got for retail therapy! there's SO MUCH to buy. the bags in bugis are pretty and cheap! i so wanted to buy one of them, but but but... no money and none of my bags are falling apart... =X shall not waste anymore money! ((:

sigh... i'm so bored at home. no entertainment on saturday night. but still hearts my family... hee~

2007-08-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

bitching session for SP1203 is certainly helping the time to pass. totally energy zapped by this stupid mod and all mods...

shall upload the photos, let them do the talking. looking back at the sch hols, i had a real fun time with my friends thou the shit we went thru was.... not as shit as sp. (: i heart all my darlings!

2007-08-30T16:29:00.000+08:00

i bought my birks! its from betula (: nv seen it ard b4... shd be quite an old design... but i kinda like it (: thou papillio's certainly much prettier! (: would post some pics but my bro's com carn plug in the sd card reader... amore! thanks yt for going down with me today. the service at betula paragon was fantastic. the ONLY store which told me exactly how to wear birks properly. maybe cuz they could see my intention of buying... but the birkenstock store's assistant at centrepoint sure has a big attitude problem. HMPH.

went for dinner at waraku last night with birthday boy. (: YUMMY! i LOVE the udon there, it was so yummy joel gave me some of his as well. the ice cream is so pretty and delicious too! juz thinking of it makes my stomach GROWL! after that went to his camp to get his stuff cuz he's having range today. his dad came along cuz he's not allowed to drive w/o supervision. MAN! he's super naggy till i almost wanna puke blood liao.. =X

turned my draft for pharm statement in. i'm online but i dun feel like doing hw or research. gonna go do my prac.

i heart my classmates thou they mug a lot till its kinda scary... =X i shd start mugging soon.

2007-08-29T08:03:00.000+08:00

happy birthday JOEL (:

omgomgomg! i managed to join PILATES from the health and fitness club! thanks to magan for helping me ask! i'm really happy about it cuz i NEED the exercise. i'll see whether i like it, and if i do, i might join one outside (;

i really dun like sp1203. look at the new module code van came up with for it, i think its really the case! its no wonder the module's totally killing us. 1st draft for 500 word pharmacy statement to be handed in this week. 1000 word fact sheet next friday. just why do we have to do so much things???? the lessons are at sucky timings. the module's nature totally sucks. now we have to take metabolism and nutrition as our elective instead of a core module. dr chui is NOT helping at all. doesnt he realise how much time we're wasting on a module? y don't the doctors-to-be have such modules too. do they mean to say that our english proficiency compared to them is atrocious. i have a feeling they're monitoring our blogs, i'm being morbid.

school's taking its toll on me. wasting time in sch's disgusting. i wanna mug, but i carn seem to concentrate in school. the only comprehensive lectures are dosage form design, and they need lots of extra reading up too. =X

if this is whats in store for second year, i can see why all the yr 3 yr 4s look so haggard. the stress level is unbelievably high. i foresee a breakdown soon if i start to mug, i'm half burnt alr even without mugging. maybe its a warning, HONEYMOON PERIOD IS OVER!

jiayou every pharmer!

2007-08-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

ohmygoded. the new word to describe how i feel right now. dispensing prac is overwhelming. =( everything this sem is horrible! to quote joel, i bought a granny half jacket. he says he looks ahmah-ish. but i choose to think otherwise. its quite nice... (: thou its a lil big.... but nvm la, had to buy something from dearie mich's stall! (: dun say i nv support u ok! (:

i hate sch but i heart bazaars! =p

wednesday is my joel's birthday. what surprise can i give him????? haiz....

i wan my birks!!!! pls confirm which one u all one lei... =(

2007-08-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

van van...... what shd we get u for bdae present????? u got new wallet, new bag... and no its quite impossible to pack arashi in a pretty box and give it to u... we wud need an airticket and guns to kidnap them... =X

anw... i dunno which birks to get! they are all so pretty! i got the contact from a fren of the spree-er... prices will be the same as the online one... but i have a feeling we carn hit 200 bucks, so i think wiser to get it from the spree-er. spree-er's quite reliable... valerie bought 4 birks from her so far...

went to change my little miss ditzy shirt today, cuz the print was slanted... (: i'm super happy with my shirt now... and its green! and minex has the brown one! (: we can wear it tgt dear!

i wanna learn yoga! need to find cheap lessons... i wanna keep fit! i wanna run the 5km fun marathon. (: there's so much to do, so little time, and i'm online now... which is not a good sign... my appetite is so huge after running yst. =X keep feeling hungry the whole day! but must cut down on the carbo!

anw... gotta run!

2007-08-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

juz spent $22 on IT1003 notes and used text.dunno worth it nots.. but suan le la... jiawei is very very poor now. =(

yr 2 practicals are a total turnoff!!!!! i hate them!

i heart my blurblock! (: finally got the best item in the game (:

ran today(: been a long long time since i've done exercise. i'm in the working out mode now!!!!!! (:

2007-08-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

I HEART SCH BAZAARS!
bought 2 green shirts today. bought " i love law students" abercrombie shirt, 3 for 10 bucks, shared with yt and xt. we were SO HAPPY CAN! (: personal note: i still love my boyfriend MORE thou he's not doing law (:

and i bought the " little miss ditzy" green shirt for 12. (: and i got a new card holder for 1 buck! and its the finding nemo turtle print! (: well, lets digress abit. didnt know what was the meaning of ditzy and here it is from dictionary.com:
ditzy -"stupid, scatterbrained" (esp. of women), late 1970s U.S. slang, of unknown origin, perhaps related to earlier slang dicty (1926) "conceited, snobbish," also of unknown origin.
T.T so its juz a nice word for stupid. and i din know stupid and scatterbrained had a link.
from SP1203, i learnt that online definition cannot be trusted. HAHA~

been wanting to get green shirts for a long long time, and today without really finding, manage to get it for a steal!

the onyl thing that prolly spoiled my mood is seeing pple in the same shirts i bought in aussie. those shirts are CONDAMNED. but i like them a lot. i regret not wearing them more often... hurhurhur... seriously, i dun mind my frens who wear the same shirt as me. but that gurl totally spoiled the shirt. i'm so sad and pissed. i juz have a freaking attitude problem i guess. like to bitch too much and all. i dun care. CONDAMNED!

sch's bad bad bad. 1st prac and its been traumatising. (: waiting for online shopping clothes to come... in 3-4 weeks i hope. wanna get my birks too... need so much $$. need to find a way to get it man!

2007-08-18T17:25:00.000+08:00

sch's been traumatizing so far... all the mods, all the stuff to do. stress!

wanted to watch fireworks last night, but... had no mood. and i wun be seeing them tonight, cuz i'm having tuition! =X oh bother!

have to wear formal for minister's talk. wonder how many pple will wear... tsk tsk...

still haven found enuf pple to buy birks online... need juz 1 more... howhow...

2007-08-15T09:32:00.000+08:00

recipe!

100g brown sugar
100g caster sugar
1 egg
1/2 tsp vanilla essence
125g of butter
200g self raising flour
choc chips/raisins ( as much as u like)

method:
preheat oven to 200 degrees celcius
cream butter and sugar(both brown and caster)
add the egg and vanila essence and beat well
add flour in and mix well
add choc chips/ raisins in
take about a tsp of the mixture out and roll it into a small ball. place it on the tray and press it down using a fork. cookies wil expand a little. heat for about 10 mins till golden brown.

serve when cooled. can also try replacing choc chops/raisins with m &ms or even cornflakes.

2007-08-15T08:54:00.000+08:00

first of all happy birthday sean! (:

quite a havoc week up till now actually, after the 2 hr pharmstats lecture, went to clementi for super yummy rojak and kbox( which was freaking EX) i'm NOT going to sing k box anymore! at least not so soon.

yst was the day with the 4 hr break, it was quite sian cuz we practically rot for 4 hrs in sch b4 the next 2 lecs from 2-6. went to arts canteen to eat, dan dan mian was not exactly nice. =x then went to walk walk at the bazaar, nothing much too, saw many pple play cs and dota.
sp1203 lectures were interestingly enriching. made me realise that my english is atrocious. need more private lessons from mr koh (:

i should start writing properly now, they say practice makes perfect, and i do see why now my english has deproved. my singlish's perfect now, so time for a change! pharmacy law proved itself most redundant, especially the stack of notes 4 inches thick but we only use prolly up to 10 pages of it. At least we have a non-academic lecturer who has failed pharm law 3 times to come teach us. proved the fact that we need not ace in a subject we're teaching in. Dosage form design was just like another physical pharm lecture, know nuts about that subject! we were made to write about patient safety during the sp module, and none of my friends could confidently define patient safety. its amusing isnt it. second year pharmacy students, knowing nuts about patient safety. not to mention about simple compound and complex sentences. whatever!

so what am i gonna do today! its a free day, except in the evening, i'm going to donate blood and visit joel's grandma. (:

oh and, anyone interested in buying birks? pls pls pls let me know... need a new pair of slippers really soon!

2007-08-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

8am lecs for mon tues thurs fri starting tml. weds start at 9am. back to the lousy timetable. BLEAHS..

spent a lazy afternoon at bugis with joel, watched 881 tgt (: its quite a nice show i think... but only for those who can stand hokkien songs throughout the movie. spent close to 2 hrs in the lanshop cuz the shops in bugis street are nOT open in the early afternoon... then went home after the movie.

going to sch for 2 hrs tml. then for the rest of the day, not sure what i'm going to do alr... go home also quite sian... what else to do??? feel like shopping but i have no $$ and i hate shopping cuz i always carn seem to be able to find the things i wanna BUY. but when i made up my mind not to buy, they juz pop up everywhere!

URGH!

2007-08-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

its all over!!!!! can't believe it at all! the week was slow and screwed up, but all in all i had fun.

first of all, i wanna thank everyone who has worked with me and have kept with my attitude problem and outburst of temper losing. i'm really sorry, i carn control my emotions sometimes, they just need to be let out at that point, and i'm sorry u had to be the person i vent my anger on. SORRY!

second, my dear frenz who stuck with me thru the whole shit, a big thankew to u all! my fellow programmers and other exco members alike. u're like FAMILY! (: and i LOVE u all! *hugs* its ALL OVER!

last, i absolutely loved the tearing ceremony! awesome beyond words. nv have to see all those SHIT work ever again~ (: (: (:

went to see joel's popo after rag today. she's better. (: then joel's mum told me actually his popo din wanna put the pace maker in her heart, but after much persuasion, that she will be able to live longer, about 10 yrs if she puts it, then she can see joel graduate, marry and all those... then i was like -_-''' abit too early to tell me thaat right...

so so tired! thankew min huey for the patrick stickers! they are so so so cute!
i heart focc (: i hate foc and fow, but they are all over! WOOTS!

2007-08-04T09:25:00.001+08:00

i thot i'd be used to it by now. but i'm juz so infuriated by those people who do not respect us for what we do, and what effort we put in. its like, we literally BEG these people to WORK WITH US, but they choose to do things THEIR freaking way and are out to SCREW the FUCKING HELL out of us. every freaking thing is getting SO FUCKING WRONG. thanks to them. really. i mean it. what is their fucking problem, and what do they fucking have to screw us up too.

PEOPLE PLAN ALR, PPLE PRINTED THE FUCKING CAMP BOOKLET ALR, like HOW TO CHANGE????? isit so hard to decide about such things early? isit so difficult to tell us 2 weeks b4 hand and not like 3 days before the whole orientation week starts? we are putting so much effort to work with them and they juz shake us off telling us we cannot tell u till a later date.

JUZ STOP SCREWING US. i had enuf of all this fucking nonsense.
u're not the only ones having problems. we are too.

2007-08-02T08:24:00.000+08:00

the timetable sucks like fuck. seriously. y are grp B pple always endding so FREAKING late. and the worse thing is, they let the grp A pple have both early slots. y carn we share? each one take one early slot la. wa piang. NUS PHARMACY screws up everything man. TMD. i'm so freaking pissed with all the SHIT they are doing alr. and they have to come up with more fucking CRAP.

talk to my hand.

2007-07-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

had a nice weekend, had joel all to myself! (: went to shop for his early birthday present. got him the pretty pretty white mouse which came along with the mouse pad. and got him this flexible keypad too... i din know that keyboards could go up to 169 bucks! =X anw... i'm so glad that blurblock likes all of them (: had cartel for lunch. it was really disappointing. the soup was so diluted when u scoop it up, u can see that its translucent. the spaghetti i tried tasted downright horrible. was so hungry when i was outside cartel, looking at all the yummy food on the menu, but when i saw the food it was totally.. a turnoff. creamy sause turned out brownish in colour. T.T

monday went to collect my paycheck. seriously, i dun understand how busy a person can get till she has no time to write an address and stick a stamp on the envelope. its takes less than like what, 1 min? !@#$% i juz need to BITCH. (:
went for steamboat dinner @ marina bay with jas and vic. hee~ had a nice time tgt... but i think we shdnt eat steamboat next time. we shd prolly take ala carte. hee~

today's hair appt was cancelled. =( so sad... was really looking fwd to dyeing my hair all night and day.... get well soon hairdresser! =X went home to chiong 9drag today. couldnt play in sch cuz... dunno wat's the FREAKING prob with the damn com. =(=(=( anw... one nussu freak is a damn big bitch. its a HE by the way. amazes me how pple can come and tell me: according to rule number whatever you're not supposed to do whatever. he's such a emo BITCH man. i mean emo HAG. and he's got big breasts. and he loves walking in his big strides and carrying a baton ard. like some freaking retard. (:

i'm such an angel sometimes. and i'm the DEVIL when u get on the wrong side of me. TOO BAD old hag.

dry run tml! (:

2007-07-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

had tuition today. zzzzz was quite siandening. the guy was super careless, like what's new. i'm losing all my patience.

went over to joel's house to watch norbit and chill a bit... watched him play his 9drag.. then after that joined my family+ cousin for dinner (: food was fantastic. after that went to giant @ marine parade to shop for some stuff... couldnt find the huge bag that i like... was totally sian... and the queues @ giant were freaking long. and it seems that everyone likes to go PP to shop @ 8pm and leave @9.30pm. ahhhh... the queues were long, and i din have much patience.

joel went to meet holysky and evilrob today! totally unfair! was so last min.,.. i wish i can go too!!!!! =(

2007-07-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

kbox session was really nice yst. we were at one of the last few rooms in the whole kbox. =X had fun looking at spaxy and van sing. minex was totally shagged from camp. i had a nice time singing my f4 songs. they are the only few that i know how to sing man... =X and the 2 tigers won! ((:

anw... i saw kexin yst. it was such a coincidence~ havent seen her in a super long time! (:

nth much to update also. =X bleahx

2007-07-24T10:01:00.000+08:00

had prog meeting yst. had a hell load of things to laff about. =X i discovered i really know only my clique in uni. all the other pple are like so... foreign, but its nice to know that there are crazy asses like me out there... but its damn scary, cuz they are choa muggers when they go home.

anw.. i've been wanting to cook for joel... but it seems that i nv will nv have the chance to do that,cuz i cannot have a kitchen all to myself. maybe next time... when i'm his mistress! =)

i'm so BORED at home...

2007-07-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

i finally finished reading the harry potter and the deathly hollows. but no spoilers from me. enjoy to all wwho have not finished reading the book. in case u're in the mood for spoilers, pls go to van's blog for spoilers (: anw... the book is beyond fantastic, but i reckon i shd have reread the entire series b4 reading the 7th book. i hardly remember what the hbp is about. =X i havent any recollection of the ooder of the phoenix as well, so i was quite blur in the movie as well, since i wasnt able to point out which parts were left out.

anw, i was on a mission during the weekends. i'm so glad i made a difference to a couple who were perfectly in love, and mysteriously wanted to break up. i only provided moral support, and bf did the most clever thing i'd nv have thought of doing. but i guess we owe it to them as well... cuz of an incident last time. (: it feels great to be able to help someone... (:

din get to meet joel yst. i know i've been harping on it... its juz one week... but time seems to crawl... i'm totally not in the mood for anything now... sigh... i'm love sick. suffering from joel disease, i need my vitamin j.

oh and i haven bitched about having to put on make up for the rdshow. T.T
what's with all the powder on your face and the black black mascara. all those fake beauty, y do all these gurls seem to be gaga over. in case u din know, i made a total mess out of the make up everymorning. i'm too lazy to put in effort. and it sucks. i'm not kidding... u carn rub your eyes, u're worried it smudges. tell me, y do so many still wanna go thru all these trouble.

2007-07-22T16:57:00.000+08:00

haven been busy but i had work. it was stoning and sitting down most of the time. and at one point in time, my shoes were killing me.

been reading hp. its amazing how many pple died. and there's lots of fighting. i'll still 3/4 thru the book. haven had lots of time.

was so looking fwd to meeting joel today. but he had recall. and sth screwed up. and he's not answering his fone. and i'm worried. his family is worried. when will u stop being so BLUR baby.

i'm so glad for a couple. love is so unpredictable. and i'm so glad the ordeal is all over...

i'm like really tired. really really tired...

2007-07-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

another post in office

I hate being an emo bitch. But I guess such things are inevitable, especially since in my working environment, besides being surrounded by gadgets and paper, the only things with a touch of life are people. Interaction brings people closer, its intriguing how people manage to survive in this cruel and competitive situation in work life.

I hate the feeling of having to leave a place, with your face hot, your eyes welling with water, your incontrollable urge to sob and that choke in your throat as u try to muffle that whimper u can foresee coming. Lots of feelings just rushing through your head, all the times spent in that place, the words exchanged, despite times of sadness and loneliness. I’m beginning to appreciate why they say everything is predestined. And I must say that I’m glad to learn new things in the new places I ventured to. Relationship with each individual is indeed special, and different people appreciate and reciprocate things in different ways. (:

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rdshow today was pathetic. overmanpower. =X

HARRY POTTER TML! SO EXCITED!!!!!

sth happened. i'm really sad... and worried. pick up the fone. pls, dun let it go so easily...

2007-07-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

i hate make-up

i have nv used make up in my entire life- unless someone actually helped me do it.
what's with make up and the service industry.

zzzzz

stressed *pulls hair*

2007-07-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

jiawei typed this on word in office-----

Its really amazing then it comes to blogging. Almost everytime I’m in the mood to blog, I’m nowhere near a com- with internet connection.( like now, I’m in front of the com with NO internet connection) And finally when I am at my com, my mood is somewhere else far far away, carn persuade it back unless it wants to. Its as stubborn as I am. LOL. It shd be aint it? Its MY mood to begin with.

I’m so sad skiving snack boxes are never found in this world. They prolly wun work in the working environment anyway, especially if u get paid hourly. They’d be happier to shoo you away and get your ass home. Admin is as boring as ever and I reckon it will never change. Especially for low-skilled admin staff, like the one I’m doing now. Oh bother. Everytime I tell myself, for the sake of money, and I’d really think its worth it. But at least its better than spending time rotting at home, which I will sadly find myself in that context next Monday onwards. The monotonous lifestyle kicks in, not that its not boring in the office. . I wonder what can change that routine.

Its amazing how skiving can be so stressful. I always thot skiving is a great feeling, but when I try it, I find that I’m more stressed than doing work, cuz I’m really afraid I’ll screw the whole thing up by getting caught. No wonder I’m talking about skiving snack boxes right?

I haven’t found the root to my wrath. Sometimes I feel so helpless, when I’m minding my own business, people come and try look for trouble and pick fights with me when I have absolutely no idea what I have done to incur their wrath against me.

Sometimes I find some stories really ridiculous, thou I must look equally ridiculous as well, sitting in front of the com and smiling to myself when I think of the funny things that joel did last time when we were still dating. Memories, what wonderful things. My story at *******( to protect myself, I shall not reveal the place I work in.blogging can be SO dangerous) can nv be more ridiculous. To make sure that I finish all my stuff on time, and I mean on the dot, I have resorted to timing myself to do how many rcpts every fifteen mins. (this is only so that I can leave on the day that I promised to leave) And this has proved to be really irritating for me, cuz more than often, I’m too fast. I hate having to slow down and stop periodically to avoid being too fast. That precisely explains my presence, not fully though, cuz I really had the urge to blog. (: anyway, I find it exceptionally intriguing y they hired me and had not much work for me to besides checking receipts and some occasional data extraction. I hate being a fast-but-not-accurate worker. Ok, maybe its not as bad as I make it sound, I’m juz not very accurate. Everyone has slips right? I mean, the mountains of receipts I check, its forgivable rite? HAHA. I sound like I’m consoling myself. =X people ard me are gone, cuz they start half an hour earlier than me, so they get to go home earlier as well. AHHH. U really see the just-follow-law scenes here. Like packing up 5 mins b4 end of work and wait for the clock to strike the correct and politically correct time to end work, and its time to go home! Actually I’m a typical example, but the only reason is cuz I have too much time. And that explains a lot. (: or so I thought…

Anw… its time to go off soon. (: that’s the end for today. i’m in a love hate relationship with skiving!

2007-07-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

i'm like freaking frustrated with a particular someone. not cuz of PMS. but cuz that person is freaking pissing the fuck out of me.

2 more days till i stop work at singtel. oh man... this is getting kinda emo. everytime i work, its a love-hate relationship. sometimes i love the work, sometimes i HATE it. dunno its ironic or is it juz me that's bonkers.

been really irritable even after the bloody week is gone. i'm a hell of a jumpy rabbit with shot guns and i juz pluck them out when u say sth wrong and BANG, your head's gone man.

i need retail therapy. seriously.

2007-07-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

so my fren shared this with me some time ago. i still dunno what i shd do. so i decided to share...

A saw her best friend going out with another guy besides her best friend's boyfriend one day. and they werent behaving themselves as they shd. meaning it looked more than just friends. A was quite mad at her best friend cuz she also knew her best friend's boyfren. at that point in time, A's best friend wasnt on good terms with her bf. A doesnt know whether she shd tell A's bf about it. in the end, she din.

sometimes... its juz so difficult to keep our abnormally large nose out of love affairs yea. friendship with both sides prove difficult to take a side. damn.

i also dunno whether A did right or not. tell and spoil A's relationship with her bf. Dun tell and she hurts A's best fren's bf as well.

both ways are as bad. maybe turning a blind eye is the right thing after all.

going to be a busy week. and i want my BOO!!!!!

2007-07-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel like i'm a lousy gf. ok that's an exagaration... i am lousy. bf was sick yst night, din tell me at all, and today when he came over for lunch, i couldnt see that he wasnt feeling well... =X even my mum could see he wasnt in one of his best conditions... =X

crap. i hate squabbling about retarded issues like not checking handphones. FUCK OFF MAN. who the mama are u to make so much noise. i'm pissed. FUCKING pissed with u.

sigh... not going to see my hun for 2 wks. or almost 2 wks. ahhh... sian... i need my vitamin joel. =X

anw... i have a freind who wants to find... gurlfren... anyone interested??? HAHA...

2007-07-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

miss jiawei finally realises that she cannot buy things on her own, esp clothes. she always tend to get clothes one size too small. not that she bought sth that she carn wear, but its rather tight fitting. =X but then again, with great sg sale, clothes dun come in good sizes anymore. and the next thing u know, u queue like 15 mins juz to try on clothes and if u need to try another size, it takes u another 15 mins queueing. and the entire process of paying and choosing clothes takes about the same time as the queueing. the prices after discount is the only console... AHHHH...

anw... i LOVE HP and the order of the phoenix.its BLOODY BRILLIANT--> if i could quote ron weasley. (: i love fred and george! they are so FULL of surprises. and i shall not be a SPOILER! must wwatch. i give it 11 out of 10! (:

i'm HUNGRY. but i carn eat! i must lose weight!!!!!
tired. still waiting for blurblock to call me. =X

2007-07-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'M FRUSTRATED with 9drag. Y ISIT SO SUPER LAG I CARN PLAY AND CUZ OF THAT I KEEP DYING.

ARGH. now i can only help joel lv up. URGH... so IRRITATING... and i caused his friend to die too.. cuz carn save him. =(=(=(=( super sad... haish

i'm super tired... tml teaching similarities and congruency. i hate triangles. =X

i'm like damn sian...

2007-07-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

OMFG. i juz realise how that medical conference is on 21ST JULY. LIKE WTFED. i made plans to read my beloved book, harry potter and the deathly hollows... and i think i will look like a retard carrying that children's version that i wanna buy to the conference. AHHHHH!!!

ahhhh........

i'm a potterfanatic!!!!!!

yours truely,

MOONY

2007-07-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

yay! (: going to work at a medical conference over the next weekend. finally something related- or slightly related to pharmacy. was surprised to hear from jo. hope the pay is good! ((: but need to wear formal. like black pants and stuff. die... dunno need to get formal shoes also notx... =X and need a pair of new blouse... hopefully all these are going to be good investment! and i'm so lucky to have minex to pei me work! haha~ wootx!!!!! hee~

work is sian. today added like 200 plus pages of numbers. no kidding. but punching calculator not as zun as excel! i heart excel!!!! (:

i need to go shoppin!!!!! YAY!!! i heart shopping!!!

mum was very sweet... ask me to dun work for the last 2 weeks of hols and rest... (: i heart my mummy!!!! *muakx

2007-07-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

i realised i prolly slapped a lot of pple on the face yst during the meeting with the words that came from my mouth. i apologise for being so direct if u were hurt. but some comments about communication problems directed at prog side( or so i thought) were so... unsupported. i thought thru what i said, maybe i shd have put it in another way, or i shd have elaborated. well... prog side really did a lot of planning, and of cuz execution of things also under our side. so really hope pple understand how difficult it is to communicate with so many different pple about one particular problem. well, at least in my point, the very least one can do is to read the proposal, if not at least read the internal schedule which we pput in effort to print out and paste on the wall. and the reason y some pple are not informed about certain activities cuz they were MIA. cannot expect us to keep taking attendence and make sure u all are there b4 we brief right. i know its stupid to say so much only after the camp. i guess we all are at fault la. we werent really fully prepared for everything. i hope FOW will be different. and maybe having a goal is good after all. (:

work started today. another 2 wks of staring at receipts and i'll live my life a happy mapler or slacker or bummer thou i hope it'll be a relief teacher! (: hee~ i haven been taking fotos! but what's the pt when i'm not fotogenic. haha~ whatever!!!!!!!

2007-07-06T09:43:00.001+08:00

surprisingly, i'm bored. i thot i would enjoy the day, just lazing around ... but i realised that's going to be boring. sometimes i wonder how i managed to laze my day away... instead of doing something useful- most of the time that's earning money...

been getting really emotional these few days... i wonder what the hormones are doing to my emotions these few days. besides being highly irritatable, i'm totally sensitive and can feel the tears on the verge of overflowing when some comments that i don't wish to hear just come out of someone's mouth. most of the time, i think back about it and realise how extremely sensitive i was, but at that time, the emotions juz got the better of me. how amusing hormones can be, like totally screwing up your personality.

the thought of school starting has nv appealed to me. my past year in sch had been eventful but the results part is disappointing. but i guess what my friend says is true. so long as u're in pharmacy, so long as u stay on with cap 2 and above, u'll still graduate and become a pharmacist. i wonder how true it is now thou...

emo emo emo...

2007-07-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

got sent home for halfday today. tml no work! how seng nang is work man... but i guess its a good break! not that i have any choice thou... HAHA!

made last min arrangement to go out with yanting today! i was so glad she could make it! sat down to have lunch at mos burger... was TALKING SO MUCH SO MUCH! i miss talking to her about anything and everything! ((: resisted temptation to buy clothes... must save MONEY!!!!! hee~

next thurs day kbox session... (: wootx! not that i'm singing... but spaxy and van can sing to their hearts content!!!!!

2007-07-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

meeting up with dearies tml... not sure what we're doing anw... but i juz wanna spend time with these babes! ((:

prog dinner on tuesday night! ((: i heart all programmers!

watched rob-b- hood today! it was nice... his popo came over to stay... glad she's better... thou i find it hard to converse with her in hainanese... i think she's a cute old lady...

Proposal Daisakusen is a nice show! go watch it! hee~

2007-06-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

i'm having PMS.
and my that thing isnt even DUE yet.

anw... i'm still damn tired even thou i slept early. and i'm home early cuz i got nth to do in the office. i rotted form 1130 till 3.30 to be sent home. but i'm not complaining cuz i get paid for doing nth. oh well...

looking fwd to seeing my dears again.., (:

being the prog head isnt easy after all. there's so much things to oversee and so many pple to liase with and so much responsibility to cover, and when things go wrong, the first pple to kenna is prog. sigh... i admit i'm not good at this kinda thing... there were a couple of times when i totally sat out of some events and left it to my fellow programmers to do. i'm sorry... but i still heart u two... (:

i heart spaxy! i sabo-ed her! went to tell her OG that it was her bdae and ask them to sing birthday song during campfire night (: hope u're not angry with me! cuz i luv u bestie!

last but not least, to someone out there...
if u dun practice what u preach, then might as well forget about preaching. dun be a NATO.

2007-06-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

camp's finally over! only two words, tired and stressed but i guess i had fun along the way, working with different pple, thou there's much miscommunication and screw ups and some letdowns somewhere...

jiawei is more chao ta than ever! =X
shall update more later... going to zzzz i miss my bed so much!

2007-06-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

going off to camp soon... haish... hope everything will turn out fine... (: i will miss my boo! but i'm looking fwd to... *ahem*

been really busy all morning... and afternoon... pple coming to take away the old wardrobes and getting new ones when i come back from camp! whee! in the meantime... all my clothes are like all over the place... and the storeroom is flooded with our clothes! haha~ and i still complain i dun have enuf clothes to wear sia! LOL...

i'm quite jealous of all those who bought stuff during mango sale... apparently it sounds like they all got cheap deals from there... come to think of it... all my dears went for mango sale. and when i told my mum and dad, they think mango- the fruit. haha~ they were surprised they spent so much buyin MANGOES. haha~ insanely amusing. but my parents aren really that hip. and i dun really shop at mango. but jiawei loves rip curl, adidas, punk punk stuff, and nice shorts and her newly acquired interest for spag tops. hee~ i wanna SHOP b4 the GST hike!

2007-06-23T09:29:00.001+08:00

this is out to jasmine, van van and spaxy: pls can we meet on thurs??? its like the ONLY day left now... and i miss chilling out with u all... seriously...
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somethings nv change
likehow i still love muttons in the morning
like how i still heart talking to pple and not having to do work
like how i hang out with the pple i love
like how i used to cook for pple
like how i had so much time over weekends

the nightmare is not over... its juz starting. and i wanna do so many things... but i carn foresee them being done... sigh....

2007-06-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened these few days. its difficult to update every single thing. not like any of u are interested anw. had our final general meeting today. the attendence was i gotta say GOOD. (: thanks for all who turned up.

2 more days till camp. i'm as usual, unprepared. so much freaking stuff to do! its really sian sian and more sian. but its prolly nice to take a break from work. (: i think i getting my pay soon... hope joel helped me drop the cheque into the bank deposit. hee~

so so so tired. haven been sleeping properly la... last whole week had to wake up early, either to go work or help himbuff.i haven slept past 8am for weeks. =( feel like doing just that tml...OH MAN...

i miss talking to yt. haven had heart to heart talks for a very long time. maybe monday.

spaxy's present is a headache! pls enlighten us!

2007-06-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

my dear's back.

(:

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seeing him on wednesday! (: like YAY!

2007-06-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

i'm peeling. actually my burnt shoulders and neck are. i look like i have diseased shoulders. =( not pretty anymore. carn wear sleeveless clothes. carn wait for them to all peel and finally i will have nice uhm... shoulders. i shd really wear long sleeves next time.

baked cupcakes yst. i shared some with spaxy when i went to visit her at eastpoint. (: the roadshow was PATHETIC. really. but spaxy gave me like 16 packets of tissue, 2 packets of wet tissue and we helped ourselves to the BALLOONS. she gave me like 40 so we didnt have to buy any for our game balloon caterpillar (: woots. after that went for steamboat at my cousin's house. its been a f**king long time since i've seen her. (: i miss that gurl... oh yea, and her house was mysteriously infested by BEES. and one kamikazied into our soup. T.T

one more day till i see my angel. my angel still doesnt know how to write my name in chinese characters. wonder why he needs my chinese characters anw, dun tell me they going for some fortune telling, see whether we're compatible or not. =X then again, prolly i'm thinking too much!

yst someone called. was uhm... quite surprised... but seriously, i dun do flings, esp when my bf is overseas. (:

2007-06-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

argh. programmes is driving me CRAZY. the more i see it, the more i qn myself y i allowed it to take over my time so completely. next week another 2 meetings. having one on coming sunday. yea FATHERS day.

yea, the complain bitch is bitching away. (: i bitch but i get work done as well. at the very least i attend meetings. (: welcome to my bitch world.

i miss my boo.
waking up at 7am juz to help him BUFF. aint i a sweet bitch? (:

2007-06-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

online bestie gave me a call today- which totally shocked me. haha~ (: the wonders of technology.

any, my dear joel flew to hainan island today. coming back on monday. :( totally no contact for 5 days! feels like field camp, but worse, cuz last time i had the company of frenz at work. now its rather lonely at work... thou everyone's quite nice too...

i'm super emo these few days. i'm having uhm... serious PMS. pre, present and post. aand minex, i seriously hope me and joel wun have to spend our 2nd anniversary in different lands. =X if not i really PENG for u to see...

i missed u. we need to get someone's *COUGH COUGH* present... (:
looking fwd to see u dear~

looking fwd to see my dearS. (:

2007-06-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

omg... it juz dawned on me how FAST the camp is going to be in. 12 days is all we have left for everythign to kick start. and trust me, i'm still NOT prepared. everything is so NOT DONE.
jiawei is in panic mode. =(

anw... saw some quite corny names... someone named his son mickey. and someone's surname was allcock! (:

work's a bore everyday. need new songs to listen to...

AHHHH.
stress!
pimples!

2007-06-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

had a super busy weekend. sentosa dry run wasnt that bad after all. 20 peeps in total and we even had bingxun to turn up. (: we were all badly burnt thou we smacked quite a lot of sunblock. DAMN MY SHOULDERS HURT LIKE MAD. my bra strap is killing me! =X really wanna thank all who came even if u came late, cuz u made a difference (: thou there were a lot of other's who hecked, u're the special pple who made it all possible! i love u all (:

need to get sun block! (: i got the faye wong tan. but its gone soon! thanks to hazeline snow. its like a miracle la. its such a small bottle of cheap lotion but it works wonders (: at least for me.

but... i still love my bf a lil more (: oops
bf going overseas. i hope i'm gonna be missed! thanks for the aloe vera gel!

2007-06-09T07:27:00.000+08:00

prays hard dry run will be ok seeing how many pple are turning up. its discouraging.

my boss said that i can pass off as a phillipino, an indoneisan or malay, but definitely not chinese. DAMN. i'm so freaking happy i have a chinese name now (:

anw... this weekend is gonna be a tiring one, but hopefully meaningful. carn wait for tml to come! (: i wanna see my bf!

i'm so tired of camp stuff. i wish i can juz take a break from it. i know i ought to be more persistent, and maybe i haven been working hard on it either, but it gets tiring after some time...

oh well... I NEED MY VITAMIN KOH CHEE XIANG JOEL.
NOW!

2007-06-07T10:48:00.000+08:00

must be surprised y i'm here right! (: cuz jiawei took half day! (: thou it means she will have less $$ but its nice to skive once in a while... and do the things i like when i'm AWAKE. meaning like NOW... hee~ not at night when i'm sleepy and stuff.

my dental appt was rather fruitful. (: the only thing i dont like about myself is not my size, but rather my teeth. i keep my teeth clean everyday but i have NO IDEA Y they are still yellowish. they look like the product of me smoking, which i don't. the dentist said that asian's teeth are usually a bit yellowish... but i've seen many with nice white teeth. and i'm JEALOUS.

less than one week till my dear goes to hainan island for a visit. and i only have less than a day to spend with him this week. sigh...

2007-06-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'm tired! seriously, the dryruns are taking a toll on me, on top of the meetings that i have to attend. i feel like i have hardly anytime for myself, doing what i like, like baking- which i have NOT done in a while. i still think i need more time with joel... =X and i haven been meeting up with my friends! and i mean ham and bekah, STEFFIE who's present is still rotting on my table, and a few others.

i really wanna try mambo!

today i saw a perverted ah pek take foto of a gurl who's sleeping. and i think he's trying to take pic cuz she zao geng. as usual, jiawei had no BALLS to go stop that perverted act. but luckily, the gurl went off a few stops later. BEWARE all gurls. dun let yourself be such preys for these perverted ah peks who have no BALLS to go buy their r(A)ed movies or go watch porn films in cinemas, and have cheap trills of snapping your zao geng pictures without turning off the hp picture snapping sound. DAMN ALL CHEE KOH PEKS. may your eyes grow SORES.

anw.. learnt quite a lot of excel things from work. like vlookup, and checking for duplicate numbers, and trimming. NOT sth that i use a lot in future i think, but its nice. the best part about work is i get to balance things and use calculator. a bit of math here and there besides the boring data entry and data extraction. the only bad part that i found out today is that they are paying me CFP. hurhur... which i dowan at all! $%^*&*)^%#

my boo's going overseas from 14 to 19th july. pls ask me out on that weekend. if not poor jiawei will be rotting at home.

2007-06-03T08:21:00.000+08:00

i HEART all programmers! and my dearest OGL HEAD! (: and not to mention all those sweet pple who come for DRYRUN!

yst, i felt so blessed to have pple who are so dedicated to help out with the dryrun. its not as if they have nothing better to do, they just took out their spare time and helped us a lot. if not for their help and feedback, it wun have been so smoothsailing. imagine if we carn get any help, and we have to try all 5 different routes by ourselves, its the same as courting death, not to mention with a big hole in the POCKET.

all in all, it was tiring. (: though i joined them only after my training. had pepper lunch with yanting after we the training while waiting for the groups to arrive. (: was the game master at taka. (: quite fun. hee~

anw, after that, went to meet up with joel to watch shrek tgt (: finally satisfied my craving for fast food! had macs! YUMMY! now its just left with char kwey tiao. any takers?? (: meeting my blurblock today too... its our seventeenth third... i know its silly to count this, but that's jiawei for u.

GUESS WHO WE SAW AT TAMPINES!!!!! jianwei and xueting! (: our efforts not wasteD... HOR...........heh... (:

last but not least, still HEARTS those who came for the dryruns, last week and this week. i'll heart those who are going for the one next sat too! so do come kies! *HUGS*

2007-06-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

actually i havent been blogging properly, all my posts are juz ranting and rantings and more rantings. sometimes i wish i had the flair to write like steffie, to be able to express myself in beautiful literature rather than my broken english and sms-language short forms. its a gift, and obviously jiawei doesnt have it.

sometimes i feel life's a chore. sometimes i really hate myself for having such a rash personality, i like to rush through everything, and in the end, nothing comes out perfect, or even close to good. its difficult to change...

i look back at my school days, i really miss going to jc. everyday wake up, go to sch, hang out with my dearies and visit toilets. (: one of our favourite hobbies in sch. my poker cards are still CONFISCATED. i bet the teacher threw them away! oogling at cute guys or rather eye candies. speaking of which, i saw my sec sch eyecandy that day when i was going for dry run. HAHA~ and somehow i carn remember his name, only his nickname- sunny boy. :) corny enough.

i kinda miss going for tuition. great time to do math (: my favourite sub ever. not that i dun go for tuition now, i still do, i teach now, and most of the time, i teach till i almost puked blood. that's the diffference from when i juz blast the music and sit there to do math for a whole day. wonderful memories.

anw... wishing tml will come faster, after dry run, i hope to be able to meet joel. and sunday, hoping to spend the day with him as well. its our seventeenth third. cheers! :)

2007-05-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

went for shopping with my cousin today after lunch. shopped all the way from 2+ to 9.30. we were damn zai lor! haha~ (: my sis joined us later ard 6+

damn tired now... waiting to take my bath and go sleep, tml still got work. but at least i end at 530. :)

i have fast food craving. yst i was craving for snickers. LOL..

SPAXY finally has a blog!
i miss all of u lor. i wanna hang out with u all soon. KBOX! (: but we're ALL so FREAKING busy..... dunno whether to be happy we're occupied we have sth to do, even thou its not really very nice to do. haha~

I HEART GSS. need more $$ to get more CLOTHES!

2007-05-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

work's been monotonous. everyday's the same, 8.30 reach workplace, listen to muttons in the morning till 10am. then after that wait for lunchtime, eat something from the canteen, slack and read storybook, back to work an hour later, slack and read my book when i finish my stuff and wait for my boss to assign me sth... 6pm... HOME SWEET HOME.

seriously, muttons in the morning really makes me happy, cuz they sing nonsense songs which can be quite corny sometimes. and tickle my muttons is funny too. i remember a few days ago, they said st like:

one day a man called his boss and said: i carn go to work today, i wanna take leave cuz i feel so lethargic and i carn concentrate, so its better that i stay home to rest
boss says: i do feel those somedays, but i have a very good cure for it. if i ever feel that way, i go to my wife and we have some workout tgt and then i feel refreshed and feel damn good. (u noe what i mean right)
man says: ok....
after some time, the man called his boss, u're right boss, i feel damn good and refreshed now. i can come to work now...
boss: oh that's good. cya then
man says: btw boss, your house damn nice!

super corny.

2007-05-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

weekends pass real fast. saturday, had a bittersweet day, actually more bitter than sweet. results were an utter disappointment. shall not talk about it anymore. watched pirates and had nice jap buffet! i heart dessert!(:

dry run was really good. many pple turned out. me jianwei and jielin were very touched la... cuz we nv expected such good turnout (: personally i heart all those who turned out! really appreciate the effort!!! *HUGS!

sigh..... i miss my boo.

2007-05-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

i hate jams. i rather be stuck in peanut butter! (:
jiawei is still getting cranky cuz of her job. she thot it wun be data entry, but it turned out to be. but well... she's getting paid quite well for data entry... so she's not complaining. :) ok she'll try not to...

i really miss going out with my friends. chilling out and stuff...
ham is recently attached and i wanna hear about it!

dry run this sunday. my dear said: well at least u're going for a run and u wun get wet! =.= cold right?

miss the times we were in malaysia. daidee, mahjong and nice teh tarik!
wanna go shopping! need to get more formal stuff! and half jacket! argh!

i miss my boo! finally get to see him tml! sometimes i wonder if he feels the same way, but i think not (anymore). sad but jiawei's a big gurl... she will be strong... (:

and jiawei doesnt wanna check results! she will need to not check it until after dry run. meas she needs to start guarding the mailbox again... results coming in 2 wks time by post. argh!

2007-05-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

jiawei is here to rant again!

so today she did the same thing she did yst. UTTERLY BORED TO DEATH. i wonder what made me pull thru the whole day.

anw, if u haven seen a super dirty keyboard, u shd come visit my office one day. its filthy. can see all the dust accumulated in it lor. disgusting! and there confirm is no internet connection. T.T how sad can things get lor.

but still, i rather be earning money than to be slacking at home. no offence to those who are bumming ard, but yea, i pretty much prefer to get my money back. need to get back my 800 dollars!

moi

me and joel (:

sunset

the bridge in b/w the twin towers...

oh yea.. anw... anyone free to go down collect out locker deposit???? plsplspls? i really got work lei... =X

2007-05-23T19:17:00.000+08:00

first day of work. super independent. the pple there dun bond really well... dun have the cosy feeling at chiropractic first. its like in mercer oliver wyman, but worse, cuz at mercer, at least there's a nice pantry, my boss was very warm and make me feel comfy... the people here juz treat me like a robot, dumping me with data entry stuff to do. and the worse thing is setting disgusting deadlines. have me 114 invoices to check in 1 hr. siao.

and they all listen to their own radio and songs while working. i feel so... isolated man. solitute. i thot i could take it, but its scaring me. =X need to upload more songs to bring to work man. now i wish i had an ipod. =X

2007-05-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

jiawei is a happy gurl today (: cuz she found a job! ((: and she can take leave for camp. and its 5 day week. the only bad thing is prolly that its damn far away. serangoon north ave 5. =X but because of the MONEY, jiawei will bear with it. ((: today is a good day after all! (:

2007-05-22T09:05:00.000+08:00

seriously, how ironic can things get.

when i'm studying, i wish i was having hols.
when i'm having hols, i wish i had sth better to do.--> and i meant studying.

i shd really go get a life! start running... and doing exercise, working my ass off or sth...
(:

i wanna try the drink whatever and anything! (:

i've given up on the finding a job thing. so sick and tired of camping in front of the com and sending my resume like i'm a professional spammer. (: if that's the way god wants me to spend my hols (being a bummer at home!), then so be it. :) i learnt well from this lesson!

maybe i shd juz go somewhere and volunteer my services or sth... (: it will be more meaningful that way yea.

2007-05-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna be home alone again. the boredom is killing me. but can do nuts. i really need a job. and i want a job. i really really really need it! bleahx. kill me if u have to. i feel like i'm better off dead. FUCK IT MAN.

2007-05-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

if u're not the type who goes gaga over FCUK shirts, juz ignore this post.

omgomgomg! I FINALLY GOT MY FCUK SHIRT! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:
and the smiles can go ON. (: (:
hee~ thanks to jielin who bought a shirt from FCUK too(cuz i dun know FCUK was having sale)... hope we din get the same shirt... (if u're the type who dun like pple to have the same shirt as u- then agian not that u will see this post yea...) and i so proudly managed to squeeze into XS. which is quite a feat, but i'm determined to lose weight so it not look so bad on me. quite childish, but yea, that's jiawei for u

blades of glory is a nice movie! nice comedy (: iceskating is always sth so uhm... meaningful for me. din catch some of the jokes thou, but if u're down, u'll prolly wanna catch it and have a good laugh, coming out feeling better than ever!

ahhh... i'm 255 dollars poorer. actually, i'm having a deficit of like 800 bucks and more to come, esp when the camp starts. BOO HOO HOO...

meeting again tml. but i heart my fellow programmers. i feel like i haven been doing anything man... =X oops... sorry...

i heart my blurblock very much too! :)

2007-05-19T09:55:00.000+08:00

been busy attending meetings these few days. thurs, fri night were gone...=X but nvm, at least there was sth to do instead of sitting in front of the com and watching crunchyroll. finished watching hana yori dango I and II, gokusen I. (: now i know y spaxy can sit in front of the com and watch it non stop...

going to visit joel's granny later, she had a fall and is now hospitalised... so scary...=X hope the injury isnt too bad...

hope to get a job soon. quite pissed cuz the companies take very long time to reply. its quite siandening cuz i really need the job. hiash...

anw... another meeting on tuesday! argh! so many stuff to do and settle. planning camp is not fun. =X

2007-05-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

(:
not meeting up with friends is certainly a sin. especially when u're unemployed! ((: i heart my besties! thou spaxy was whining cuz we forced her to go shopping with us. (: but i still heart my bestie for sticking with us! and also, we're gonna go k box tgt soon i hope. cuz we wanna find out if it is 3 tigers or 2 tigers. *grins* and we can finally know settle what we have been arguing about for the past 3 close to 4 years.

mtg on thurs and fri. but i'm meeting yt earlier to do some catching up and shopping (: its not nice to window shop, but i dun have a choice. need a job! hope they get to me soon... if not next wk shall have to go to others already!

i realised i'm not the only one with insecurities, i'm glad sometimes my besties open up to me, if not i feel like i'm the only one who's the selfish girlfriends. not that its something to be proud of... but it juz feels more normal to have someone feel the same way as u.

and i only wanna cherish the fact that i have u. (:

to all those who are studying, jiayou! ILU
i miss my honey (:

2007-05-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

YAY! today meeting up with spaxy van van and minex. boy i haven went out with them since my bdae celebration wor! so HAPPY can ((: finally!

been at home for the past 3 days. i feel so stiffled. wanted to go out so badly! but everyone seems busy.

i need a JOB. HURHUR... prays hard they call me soon!

gonna be quite busy this week with all the meetings. :(
tonight going to recce for sentosa, thurs night exco mtg, fri nite prog mtg. T.T nv expected all this... and what's the amazing thing is my work truely starts after the camp. FOW. *faints* haha~ its the HOLIDAYS but i dun get to meet my blurblock that often. RAR!

anw... i dun really update about my trip to malaysia yea. i had a good time no worries, and no i din get chi dou fu-ed or anything.

spent 2 nights at genting 2 nights at KL and 3 at pangkor island.
genting was the usual ar... played the outdoor and indoor theme parks. its COLD there. there wa sshopping too... regret not buying stuff there, thot there wud be more in KL but i was wrong. KL was mostly shopping, din really manage to get a lot of things cuz of budget constrains as well as i-dowan-to-scare-my-bf mentality. (: pangkor was basically like a fishing village. rented a car to drive round. (i hate the car) tried snorkling and jetski. jetski was fun, but somehow cuz of unforeseen circumstances, we got stranded halfway out in sea. i was SO afraid we had to swim back to shore. i think it was like 2-3km away from shore. the villagers were very amiable too... one of them asked us to come back next year on the same date! (: so funny... but i had lotsa fun la (:

toodles for now (:

2007-05-13T09:47:00.000+08:00

((: back

so sad no one misses me...

2007-05-03T13:23:00.000+08:00

finally everything is over. i only know that the bahasa final exam takes up 30% right b4 the exam. =.= ahhhhh watever. anw... i thought it was relatively easy and everyone will score very well. RAR.

i'm going overseas tonight, dun miss me! ((:

2007-05-01T09:50:00.000+08:00

biochem was a horrible killer. =X totally, many pple who brought their textbks ended up not flipping the text. so i kinda made the correct decision of not bring textbk and bringing notes only. haha~ din have time to finish and look thru the ans and think of the ans. it was like 40 out of 60 qns need to apply concepts one. then i was like WAH PIANGS.

anw.. its over alr... so now today have to concentrate on bahasa indo and i'm done. (: with the exams. haha~

i wanna PLAY. and meet up with friends!

2007-04-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

pharm prac was as horrible as i imagine it to be. if not worse. the questions are like so damn easy, till i wun go and study.

who cares about which capsule size is the smallest. all our capsules are made in the damn factory
who cares about what is second literature. i only need to read articles approved by the sg pharm board.

u get what i mean? like what relevance. =.=
sorry for my insolence. i was really shocked. haha~

2007-04-28T07:22:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg!
today is pharm prac liao.

i have a confession to make. i slacked the whole day after physio away thinking that i have all the time in the world to finish everything. only yst, then i realised there was so much to do. i'm so going to die for the pharm cal on NaCl Equivalents. i'm not sure how to do lei... =X need the notes. but... CLOSED BK EXAM. and i'm really worried about the essay qns. what to memo!!!!!

anw... happy birthday to cheryl, and her twin, who turns 20 today. (:

LSM. die
bahasa- my supposed cap puller... i hope i can make it man!!!!!!!

i need good luck!

2007-04-26T12:49:00.000+08:00

physio down. (:

one of my most hated subjects. but i reckon i know more ans this time round than last sem. or so i thought.
thanks to xueting! the OUCH reflex came out (: but i'm not sure i remember correctly or not.

managed to reach early today. good. managed to save on cabbing money cuz we manage to take 95 out. (:

really broke...

2007-04-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

the second time i'm actually almost late for an exam.
i really hate bus 95. the frequency sucks. what more have i to say. and the bus uncles LOVE to drive slowly, taking their own sweet time. BOTHER. the reason y i hate taking buses is as such. u nv wait more than 10 mins for an MRT. the max is 7 mins if u miss the previous one.

anw, 4 more papers to go. tml's physio. then pharm prac, then lsm and lastly bahasa.
labour day hols are labouring- for me.

then after that the trip. no fall (:

so many things to do after exams. gonna FIND A JOB. must be the MONEY.

2007-04-22T19:07:00.000+08:00

i'm so dead. haha~ went to book the tix for the trip today. haish...

i'm still in no mood to mug can. another weird point to add to my list of weird things. haha~ to cheer me up, can someone tell me a joke when ya see me? haha~
seriously, i carn study for pharm prac. those things all seem so, commonsense till i dunno how to mug for it. and i think its absolutely dumb to memorize them, but the thing is, i think most pple really memorized them. sorry, i have no intention of saying that these pple are dumb, they are just results concerned and results oriented. like who isnt in the sch man.

looking fwd to the trip, to play, to have fun.
these few days have been rather emo. =X luckily i had someone to turn to..i wish i'd stop being so over sensitive.

~*Mo0ny*~

~Mo0ny~